Author's note: I seriously have a lot of WIPs on my computer right now on top of actual professional work but I guess I like procrastinating this way? Idk. Also, HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS! Thank you so much for reading ‘I Will Always Go Back Home to You’! I owe this a lot to KNart95~ Check out her art here and if you haven’t read the fic yet, click here. Also, I’m working on a couple of YoonMin and TaeKook fanfic so I hope you look forward to those in the future. In the meantime, I hope you enjoy this NamJin fic inspired by Tyler Burkhart’s ‘Just How I Love You’ which you can listen to here.
Title: Just How I Love You
Pairings: Kim Namjoon/RM x Kim Seokjin/Jin
Genre: One-shot Alternate Universe
Sub-genre: Writer!Namjoon; Banker!Seokjin
Warnings: Mild language, Mature themes
Summary: Jin took hold of Namjoon’s arm and looked at him straight in the eyes, scared and desperate to keep whatever they had intact. “No,” he insisted. “Let’s just cool down for a minute and talk this through. Please, don’t leave.” His arms moved to circle around Namjoon’s waist and seconds after, Jin’s burying his face against his boyfriend’s chest. “I love you. Please, don’t go.”
Namjoon wishes Jin could hear the way his heart breaks with his every word, with every thought he has of the events that will occur when he exits their apartment door. He is just as scared as Jin is, maybe even more, at the prospect of putting a pause in their relationship to figure things out.
He pushed Jin gently on the chest to break away from his embrace. With a careful hand, he cupped Jin’s cheek and thumbed away the tear stains on his face. Namjoon leaned in and kissed Jin deeply as if to say goodbye. “I love you, too, Jin. But not like this.”