tonight

tonight I felt so free, like I wasn't myself but also like I had found myself at the same time. I've spent days trying to cloud the memory of you with any narcotic I could possibly get my hands on. and tonight I let loose. the music was the only thing on my mind, not you. I lost myself in the rhythm, let go, and enjoyed the vibrations through the room. I felt as if no one was watching, as if I was completely alone in my own world. it was beautiful. that moment I had entirely without you felt so serene. there was no pain.

yesterday, haley and i decided to head to the beach and catch the sunset. florida weather has been very nice the past few days so it was only fitting to go.

for me, there is nothing more serene than sitting on a breezy beach, watching the sun go down. while sitting there, i was thinking about life and how wonderful it is. memories were flashing through my mind of all the things i’ve experienced with people i love. and although the past few weeks have been tough for me, i thought about all in my life that has been amazing, breathtaking, and simply beautiful.

I have taken a lot of things for granted, from people to nature. i believe that many of us have. but moments like last night give me a chance to refresh, take a step back, and realize what life truly has offered me.

hellooo i am back!

hi hey hello there! I have been MIA for ages, but let me (mildly) vent to you all about my life recently. between receiving heartbreaking news and my laptop breaking, I have been scrambling to figure out what’s next for me and where to go from here. some good news, the picture above was taken a few days ago when I went with some friends to relieve the stress of recent days with some t.l.c. from cute puppies. also, my band has a show in tampa on march 28th (more info here). there is so much more to come, just bear with me and you will see that I will have more to offer very soon!

thank you all for the continuous support and love. you’re all amazing!

I'm weird, I know

look, I'm weird, I know. I like to drink water from a coffee mug and I never have a proper sleeping schedule. sometimes I'm so confident and other times I panic when I have to make a phone call. I'm either too hot or too cold and I make stupid jokes that only I'll ever laugh at. I don't always tell stories properly and I remember the most irrelevant things. but this is me. these are my quirks and I know they're strange but how can you say I'm beautiful if these are so ugly in your eyes?

reason by spooky black

my cover/mash up of vibes by chase atlantic and girl by the 1975

learning how to love - colony house

I first saw and heard of this band just earlier this month, when they opened for Kongos. I certainly was a "fan at first sight" I guess you could say. take a listen to this song and hopefully you'll understand what I mean!

I suggest adding their album "When I Was Younger" to your personal music archive because it is certainly an amazing listen.

these two beautiful swim pieces are from uruguay based, majorey loves you.

photos by sabrina chantel

surprise surprise!

hello hello!

as some of you may know, I have an etsy storefront that sells all handmade, natural products. so to give back to you all, I'm giving a 15% discount code to the first 15 people to inbox me.

my shop is linked on my blog but you can also find it here. thank you all so much for your support!