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I was a bundle of nerves, a rolling sea.

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Hi, I'm Cassandra. I like taking photos and laughing a lot.
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goodbye.

Our backlit lives seeping through,

the light bends around you

and softens the blows

1, 2, fuck you

swallowed up in pretense

a faltering gait bonded us

like a hair stuck in your bubblegum

or my cheek on your chest in a heat wave

or the silt swept into the gutters after a thunderstorm

or just you

and me

basking in between a light

the night

and a cold sweat beading down our chests

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“it seems so bleak now

but i still have hope in the dark

the day will come again after tonight

and with it, redemption of

every yesterday

it's so dark now and i am terrified

i can feel sweat mingle in our palms,

but don't let it

just hitch our belts up and clap our hands

like the good guys always do

it's so dark now and it will get darker

you'll keep breathing anyway

the nights are longer now, sure,

we just keep laughing, really laughing”

-zv

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I really am sorry, to everyone. I’m a flake and a loser. I know. The trail of destruction I’ve left is not intentional. That probably makes it worse, though. I hope you’re all okay. I’m not okay. But this is the same bullshit you’ve been hearing for years. I’m sorry for that. Sorry that I couldn’t pull it together. I’m sorry that it seemed like I didn’t care. I’m really just terrified all the time. Really, that’s the most of it. Just a coward. Every word I write probably seems exponentially more meaningless than the last. I’m sorry for that. I hope you all have plenty of people that love you fiercely and you love right back. I really do.

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