A PSA, I guess?

I’m probably going to end up deleting this blog soon.

It’s not that anybody has done anything to upset me, I’m just having a hard time interacting with people and that isn’t anybody’s fault but my own. Not to mention, I’m going through some stuff in my personal life at the moment which has me really stressed out, and even though it was supposed to be something fun, Hallows High is stressing me out too.

I really enjoyed talking to everyone that I did work up the nerve to interact with, and I consider myself very lucky and fortunate to have met such lovely and amazing people through this group. Such good people, I love you all~ <3

Like I said, it’s not you it’s me. And I really do mean that; I’m just not in the right frame of mind for this unfortunately. 

I really would love to keep in contact with you lovelies outside of the group if you’re up for that! 

@eilatannn

is my primary blog, so you can always contact me there, or you can contact me through skype too if you have me on it. 

I really had so much fun talking to everyone and developing Lumina and Rine. Lumina has actually turned into a stress reliever for me. I find myself doodling her a lot these days. Rine, not as much. But then again, Lumi is just a circle and some ovals, Rine’s design is much more complicated, so maybe that’s why. Who knows.

Actually, I might just leave this blog here? I haven’t really decided yet. The only thing I know for sure is that I will no longer be making posts here. I like looking at everybody’s art and seeing the character interactions, so maybe I’ll keep this blog just so I can lurk. Though tbh now that I’m thinking about it, that might be a bit creepy.

Either way, Adieu my friends!

Lumi's mom

Aaah, Grant came out looking Bella feminine, sorry 'bout that. It's something I'm working on. Because I lack creativity (and am super lazy), they're just facing front. But I think Fine would be stiff in photos anyway so for her, I guess this isn't all that far off. @shywoof Thanks for letting me draw Grant C:

Also, the height difference is super off, but Rine is ~9 inches taller than Grant

All these quick sketches are putting me in the mood to draw. So I figured I should knock out some of my to do list while I'm in the mood. @sinnamonstudents Sorry this is so late, Bruh

Just some math class Lumi's and a species swap with Pen @rosepetalpentagram Also, I guess you didn't rename your blog like I thought you did, so you can ignore #3

Also, you can ignore the non hallows high related girl in the middle. She’s for a project I’m still working out.

ALL THESE SAD BABIES MAKE MY HEART HURT. I AM TOO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN Y'ALLS CHARAS

I’m such a baby when it comes to scary movies. I seriously can’t handle them; I get nightmares for weeks

But like, every time I see that stupid trailer for Crimson Peak, I WANNA GO SEE IT MORE AND MORE

but like, I’ll cry and there’s a 50% chance I might just pee my pants

but I’m probably gonna go see it anyway

Tengu Rine @myogibo

Chimera Rine @sinnamonstudents

Banshee Lumi @wailingwitches

Oni Lumi @demongateyo

I decided to kinda adjust their appearances for each species swap. But Lumi has buck teeth no matter what so... haha

I wanted to do these digitally but... -shrugs- probably won’t happen

Everyone is sad and struggling with their crushes, so Rine made a humongous cake for everyone having a hard time.

Zephyrine: “Help yourselves to a piece of cake, and hang in there!”

Also, as for crushes, I’ve thought this out a bit more.

Lumi loves babes of all shapes, sizes, species, and gender. She literally has crushes on EVERYBODY like, you think I’m exaggerating, but no it is a fact. But like, she’s not attracted to anybody on a romantic/sexual level. 

She’s very verbal about people she finds physically attractive and she’s very handsy/touchy-feely, and she’ll probably smooch just about anyone, but like, not in a romantic way?

It takes a lot for Lumi to develop feelings for someone romantically because that’s not really something she concerns herself with. Like, she wouldn’t mind having a significant other, but she’s more concerned with cheer, her friends, and her magic; it’s not a priority.

Rine on the other hand, she’s scared of falling in love. Well actually, scared is too strong of a word, maybe wary would be better? The one person she ever loved in a romantic sense ended up dying and it had a huge impact on her life. The death of this one person is the reason for the rift in Rine’s relationship with Gala (her fraternal twin, whom I still need to draw) and the circumstances around this person’s death makes her feel like loving someone that way would be a jinx.

I can totally envision Rine being a great girlfriend tho, such a shame I made things so difficult for her.

I have been thinking about those ‘Don’t chase the rabbit’ things for days and I know exactly what memories I want to use for Rine (not how I’m gonna draw them tho unfortunately) but I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what to do for Lumi.

Like... I created Lumi first, why is Rine the one that is developed/fleshed out the most???

Le sigh

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Today has been a really crappy day, like REALLY crappy.

I got into an accident on the freeway and totaled my car (thank God I was wearing my seatbelt as per usual) I’m okay, just a bit sore from where the seatbelt kept me from smashing through my windshield.

But it’s kinda taken a lot out of me mentally so my activity here for the next little while may be spotty at best, not that I was really all that active anyway tho -shrug- 

I still have every intention of drawing the species swaps and the photobooth stuff but like I said yesterday; they’re most likely just going to be quick classroom doodles because that’s all I can really motivate myself to do at the moment.

Guh, I really want some wendy’s right now.

le sigh