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Ciandrea

@ciandreaofsr / ciandreaofsr.tumblr.com

Inspirations and thoughts of Cian, courier to Mistress Xarriel of Sub Rosa. Wyrmrest Accord.
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A very grim realization

Roland had it ridiculously bad, he knew this before his jealous rage had nearly taken control. He had known as he watched her threaten his men even as he told her to stop. A sense of pride as the tiny woman stood up to the magistrate, leveling the pistol Roland  had bought her to the man’s most likely  favorite parts.

Of course he did what was required, he used his voice of reason and cooler heads prevailed. However when she turned her anger to him he found it surprisingly thrilling. Her words were a muffled and lost mess in the deafening racket of his heart pounding and blood rushing in his head.

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TMI: If they were dreaming of their favorite AND least favorite person, who would they see? How would they be interacting?

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This is a tough one.Roland’s list of people he dislikes is very long and his list of likes is short.

I think honestly with this question, they would be the same person…@ciandreaofsr

Roland truly loathed and hated that woman at the same time. Her untimely death at her own hand that he feels responsible for, only makes it worse.

He does often dream of Cian still and in those dreams they are married with children on some tiny farm. It was something he had wanted from her, but she would have laughed in his face if he ever admitted it to her.

@ciandreaofsr for mentions Awesome question, ty)

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He might have been the only one she'd have done that for, though she definitely would have laughed, at least at first.))

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Ⓐ - Ciandrea

Attractiveness:

repulsive || hideous || ugly || not attractive || unappealing || not unattractive || meh || no preference || ok || mildly attractive || nice looking || cute || adorable || attractive || pleasant on the eyes || good looking || hot || sexy || beautiful || gorgeous || hot damn || would tap that || perfect || godlike || holy fuck there are no words

Personality:

grating || irritating || frustrating || boring || confusing at best || awkward || unreasonable || psychotic || disturbing || interesting || engaging || affectionate || aggressive || ambitious || anxious || artistic || bad tempered || bossy || charismatic || appealing || unappealing || creative || courageous || dependable || unreliable || unpredictable || predictable || devious || dim || extroverted || introverted ||  egotistical || gregarious || fabulous || impulsive || intelligent || sympathetic || talkative || up beat || peaceful || calming || badass || flexible

How likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending || fuck no! || never || no way || not likely || not sure || indifferent || I’m asexual || maybe || probably || it depends || fairly likely || likely || yeah sure || yes || would tap that || hell yes || fuck yes! || wishing that could happen right now || as many times as possible || we are already having sex

Level of Friendship:

never in a million years || worst of enemies || enemies || rivals || indifferent || neutral || acquaintance || friendly toward each other || casual friends || friends || good friends || best friends || fuck buddies || bosom buddies || practically the same person || would die for them || true friends || my only friend ||

First impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

Current impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them || I miss them :(

How good of a kisser:

worst kisser ever || terrible || bad || awkward || just okay || alright || pretty good || good || makes me moan || excellent || exciting || oh god they’re good || I dream about it || fucking amazing || absolute perfection || we haven’t kissed

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Most trusted friend/associate? Least trusted?

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Roland’s most trusted friend/confident was @ciandreaofsr before she died. She was almost always a garuntee of an honest answer, and deep down Roland knew she was dedicated to him.

@kaeion . Basically if there is ever fight, this guy would back Roland no matter what the odds, and has many many times over the years.

@deylivia. Probably the only person outside SR Roland trusts . She has proven herself in the past to be a truly selfless friend.

Least trusted, there is a few on that list, but the ones that come instantly to mind have not been around for some time. Besides, Roland generally does not keep around associates he can’t trust.

(Thanks for the ask!)

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Seriously.

If you are under 18 stop following me.  If I am following you and you are under 18 please inform me so that I can stop following you.  Nothing personal I am sure you are swell people, but I prefer to keep my interaction with people not considered underage in any state of the United States of America.  Okay? Thanks. 

It’s been awhile so here it is again.  I appreciate everyone who follows me, I really do, but if you are under 18 I am not comfortable with you following me.  My posts are dark, sexual, violent, and definitely NSFW.  While I get that age does not determine maturity, our society has deemed 18 to be the legal age of an adult and only adults should be following my blogs.  Therefore, if you are not 18 kindly unfollow.  Thanks!

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And it begins.

Something was wrong.

The Death Knight could not say what for sure, but he sensed it as he rode up the winding road to the new keep. The closer he got the more ominous and foreboding the feeling became. Even his deathcharger whinnied slightly in the cold wind, a sound Roland did not think he had ever heard his mount make, he even patted it on the neck reassuringly.  

  Roland dismounted the frightened beast and left it still a hundred yards from the keep entrance. He squinted to see the great hall doors, using his supernatural sight to its farthest reaches. They were closed and two guards stood on the ready, nothing amiss there he thought at least. Still, he drew forth his runeblade and made his way forward, even his sword sensed something; its unnatural glow seemed not nearly as bright as it once was.

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   There was something evil in his new manor, and his wife and child were in there.  Something the man had not felt in a very long time began to well up in his throat, primal fear. He stopped, and issued a silent command that would be heard through worlds if needed. Mere moments later, a portal opened and his forsaken mage cavey ambled through it. Roland had given the mage back his jaw for good service, but he had not yet earned his legs to be reattached properly. It still made Roland a little sick to watch whereas before he found it quite amusing, funny how a woman could change a man so quickly he thought, those thoughts again turning to his home where Sylrissa could be in danger.

“Sir! Er I mean Roland, what would ya have a me?” he asked in that irritating gilneas accent that Roland was sure he faked. Cavey groveled before him, bowing to his knees, only wanting to serve the man he had helped kill.

“Your wards, in my manor, why are they not working?” He asked, impatiently beckoning the mage to rise to his feet. Cavey looked back at the manor and then to Roland. “Oh aye, well I will do’em right now Roland, tis an emergency and all. Ya had me busy in Silvermoons and…” A dark tendril of magic cut off his words wrapped around his throat and lifted him from the ground.

Roland stood below him, a half crazy rage in his eyes, the tendril snaked from his pointed hand around the mages neck. “You have not even got around to it yet!” he yelled in disbelief.

Cavey shook his head and spoke, the tendril having no physiological way to stop him from speaking, just hold him above the ground and put enough pressure to  separate his head if Roland so chose.

“My Lord I thought the manor in Silvermoon teh be tops for priority, I will begin at once!”

Roland resisted the urge the snap his neck right off, he would have, but he may need his energy for more important things than tormenting his stupid mage. He let Cavey full with a thwack on the ground, the mage quickly recovered and got to his knees, looking up at the deathknight with a mixture of fear and pleading.

Roland shook his head. “The Warlock, he works for Sub Rosa now, get him and bring him to me. Tell him gold is no object. Wake him up if you have to and do not come back without him in tow.”

With that Roland marched towards the manor, on the outside it looked quite splendid. Almost all the work Lady Ravenmourn had asked to be done was finished and it was beginning to look like a loved and lived in manor of its former glory.

However the closer he got the more he could feel the presence, it was like a weight on this chest now as he approached the smiling guards at the door. There was no need to ask them if anything was amiss, he could tell from their faces they thought there was nothing wrong. He gave each a nod and made his way inside.

He needed to apologize to his son, the earlier outburst on Roland’s part had been petty jealousy and he owed the boy better than that. He would never hurt his boy; on the contrary he was quite worried as he made his way to Xaevviers quarters.

Something whispered to him in the hall, he looked around and there was nothing, he closed his eyes and could still hear it, it was like a 1000 voices of doubt all at once. He stopped, clamping hands over his ears and growling.

They will all die under your watch……This is your fault…..You are a failure……What about your other oaths?……Do the children not count?…………….Anne, Calithia,Eressia,Xyrianna, Xarriel, Kelsian, Sairalis, Llue, Deylivia,Barranna, Ciandra……Have you ever not broken an oath?

Roland screamed, swinging his sword wildly into a wall, attacking unseen voices that seemed to know everything and all about him.

“SILENCE” He smashed the wood furnishings into sawdust , using his foot when the pieces became too large for his blade.

Damn you I will rip your fucking tongue out!”  He screamed in rage into the air, falling to his knees.

Xaevvier ran in, terror on his face as he went to his father’s side. He had never heard anything thing like that from Roland and Xaevvier was shaking when he grabbed his father and embraced him.

“Shhh, Shhh father it will be fine, Shhh” Xaevvier could not hear the voices, nor did he feel the heavy presence in the room. All he knew was that his father was the most fearless man he had ever met, and he was on his knees screaming at something that was not there. This scared the young man more than anything in his life ever had.

The voices seemed to quiet down when Xaevvier came out and Roland was so glad to see him he latched on to him and squeezed even tighter. “Lady Ravenmourn?’” Roland’s tone was full of fear as he asked.

“She is fine, with the cook I do believe.” Xaevvier could not help but smile thinking of the desert she had promised him that her cook was famous for.

Roland nodded, content for the moment, but he slowly stood and dusted himself off. “You and her are leaving…. they are coming.”

They….He had wondered briefly who would strike first and now he knew.  

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(TMI - any/all) What's the worse relationship break up your char has ever had?

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Revarik: While Inspirah and Revarik did not have an official relationship their intimacy was by far one of the strongest developed in his life as mistress and servant. When he was tricked into her murder that had left the deepest cut in his life and created the fundamentals of who he is today. It is partially why he has not inherited any more tattoos as well.

Tursidhion: Malakortana was by far his greatest loss. While his deceased wife was cast away by the hand of death the Sanguine Sorceress had filled that void within him. She shaped him into a frigid beast of war and with miscommunication at fault the two violently ended their relationship. A regret he holds deep within his arctic soul.

Iados: Ciandrea was his worst. She had stirred up trouble and ended up sleeping with another. The Valanthius code inhibits trust a second time and while he tried to forge past it the man couldn’t. It struck him harshly to know he wasn’t good enough to wait for and it compounded on the destruction his own father had caused with the influence of being worthless.

Eurath: He had been in love with a human priestess, Esmeralda. Before hand he was very loyal, astute, and kind until word got around that she was seeing a Sin’dorei man. Extremists ended that relationship by burning her in front of him and since then the Warmage has created a personal hell for any and all that have crossed his wake.

Astheo: Fiori. The paladin loved her more than anything else in the world to the point he had trekked through several timelines to try and save her for himself. Each time he failed for that was destiny. Eventually, Fiori had told him to let her go and with powerful reluctance she pushed him away so that he could be the champion that the Bronze needed.

Axsion: Paijwen. It wasn’t brutal, violent, or even seen coming. Two different worlds had found a unity together and built a strong connection with each other as their strength. That was until Axsion had said the three words, I love you. After that day Paijwen was gone from his life until recently. The fire still burns within but they respect each other’s place in their life and support each other’s actions.

Smush: His hand. Nothing spells dejection more than going limp on yourself. It is quite frustrating for him.

][ Mentions: sanguinesorceress, ciandreaofsr, paijwen-ooc ][ nionor-angel-ooc - thank you for the ask. ][

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    “I shoveled the dirt. Bit by bit I drove the instrument into the ground until hole was only three feet deep. I recall how fond she was of hearing the rain. That’s why I didn’t go six. Xarriel had left, but I could see the pain Ciandrea’s death had caused her as she departed.”

   The hand of the Jackal rose to wipe the sweat from his forehead as he looked toward the body of the beauty he had laid to eternal rest. Liquid drops from the sky had begun to fall and slowly he looked up for he felt the sorrow that he had bottled up.

    “The spirit of the woman will become that of the wilds. She loved Nagrand and the element of nature. So, I only felt it fitting that it was here she reside infinitely. The memory of her smile will never be forgotten or the good times that we shared. May she rest in piece.”

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Aly hated the dungeons. She couldn’t figure out if it was the filth, the smell of rot and dried blood, or if it was the rats that scurried across the path where she walked - disgusting things. She lifted her long, flowing, robes as she made her way to the numbered cell. She counted the cells...

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Due to the impending trial against Roland Naer’th for the murder of Ciandrea Baneborn, the wedding on September 28th has been changed to a trial for the accused.  Please feel free to join us in Pyrewood Village to watch the proceedings.))

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I never got to say good bye.

I am not sure if this is more for me or for you, I think perhaps both.

I have decided that I am going to try and live, I am not trying to sound melo-dramatic, but after being accused of your murder and treason…I was going to hang myself in my cell the first night....

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(Actual RP)

Roland said he would be gone a week and so Xarriel waited. She had spent the time running a million scenarios through her mind, trying to find answers to questions, as she also tried to keep from thinking the worst until she spoke to her husband. Standing near the window of her...

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Roland awoke shivering in the black, damp cold. He grabbed at the rag that served as his blanket and tried in vain to get some warmth from it. The guards had taken his clothing in retribution for knocking the teeth out of one of them, and he was stark naked lying on a straw and insect filled...

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     ”I got the news today… Xarriel had signed it herself.” He stared a long moment into a world of nothingness. Thoughts were left unbound and wild about the potential of what was had with Ciandrea. "The reaper spares none, you know? Whether it by blade of another or oneself. The final dance is always with the wielder of the scythe." 

     He had heard stories of many conquering death. All they achieved was buying themselves more time. Eventually, it always caught up. "Ciandrea was a disaster within herself. Xarriel says that I was the source of her happiest moments. I hope she was right. Roland can live with the irony of destroying that and what she had."  He eased to a stand and brushed his hand against his eyes briefly. 

     ”She can’t use in the afterlife. An eternity of sobriety. I’ll miss who she was. I’ll still cherish those moments of happiness we had together. What she became afterwards is of no consequence to me. Tonight, I’ll say a prayer. At her funeral… I’ll say another.” He dusted off his pants and lifted his whiskey glass. "Here’s to you, Ciandrea. May you find peace where I was not enough to provide it."

     Instead of downing the shot it was sat back on the bar. A roll of a lion emblazoned coin danced along his knuckles. "A man once told me that lions don’t apologize. Jackals never forgive." The coin was flipped a final time before he made his departure.

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