Awkward Is Me

@azurepe / azurepe.tumblr.com

Hopefully my unbearable blog will bring you happiness and mediocre fan art
~Maddy (the awkward artist)
Permanently in hiatus
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Important

Hello this is Leena :) (I’m a friend of maddy) and going on this blog is hard enough for me already, but as much as this physically and mentally pains me to do this I thought it was important to let maddy’s followers (or internet friends) that maddy sadly won’t be using this blog any more, or any blog at all from now on. I’m sorry if you don’t understand what I saying I am just trying to avoid saying it bluntly, because this is something that once it’s said its real and there’s no going back, and it hurts so much because I haven’t recovered from this yet and I doubt I ever will. However let’s just say our beloved azurepe left this earthly realm and into a better place. I have also decided to leave her blog so people can still see her art that is beautiful as she was :’) (I’m trying to keep this short to refrain myself from breaking down into vicious crying and sobbing) please don’t forget this precious human maddy (azurepe)

~ Leena 🐢

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I'm so sorry.

I’m sorry guys that I haven’t been drawing that much lately. it’s just…I don’t know how to explain it…but I feel like I’m drowning? This had nothing to do with tumblr but in my actual life. I just feel like a wave just came crashing down on me and I can’t seem to swim up to breathe and catch my breath. Usually drawing makes me feel so much better and lighter, happier even… But it doesn’t seem like its working this time. I feel like I’m disappointing you guys I have countless messages questioning why I’m not drawing that much and I feel terrible like I’m letting you down. I really do love and appreciate you guys to the point where I consider my followers my friends and I promise once I get out of this funk I’m going to draw until my heart is content.

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Anonymous asked:

When is your birthday? I want to celebrate it because honestly your my favourite 1d fan artist 😘

My birthday is May 28 :) and thank you! I'm just letting you know this made my day. I'll help you celebrate anon!

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Hands up for the Switcharound Meme!  \(•◡• )/

So nwalmaerx, meuphrosyne and I had the best time doing this collaboration. We decided to make a set of drawings with Harry and Louis growing up from children to adults, each scene taking place in a different time of the day. c:

It was amazing to see our different drawing/colouring styles mixed into one final drawing!! This was so fun, I’ll be forever thankful for having met the two of you!

Go give these girls lots of love. ❤

xx.

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Anonymous asked:

Are u okay??? Honey you need to calm down

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THOUGH I CAME HOME NOT KNOWING THAT THESE FIVE LIFE RUINERS DECIDED "oh hey let's release a new song-oh and an album to go with it" MY HEART CAN BARELY MAKE IT THROUGH FIREPROOF. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THROUGH AN ENTIRE ALBUM. So don't tell me calm down I'm still taking time to let this sink in.

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can we talk about LOUIS TOMLINSON the kid who failed his a levels the first time, the kid who was told by his teachers he would never amount to anything, the kid who got fired from every job, the kid who never took anything seriously because he was too afraid to fail, singing so sweetly and earnestly, “I think I’m gonna win this time” and “I won’t give up this time” and “I change my luck”

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