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Never the Same Love Twice

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There is always a movie going on in my head, and it always stars Tom Hiddleston. Here are just a few of them... This is a short story blog. I have been kicking these stories around my head for a long time. Be nice, if you don't like it, don't read...
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Rain

Rebecka stood in their yard, Henry prancing around in some far corner having one last adventure before he was in the house all night.

A very soft rain had begun, Rebecka hadn't even noticed, her mind far away from their familiar home.

The rain fell on the plants that Magnus had planted, making their leaves heavy and bending them toward the wet earth. The smell of the soil, and the plants, and the rain, and even Henry as he checked the perimeter on his nightly watch filled Rebecka's nostrils as she closed her eyes.

Magnus had just finished the dishes and he saw her out there. With a deep inhaled breath, he wiped his hands on the towel, threw it over his shoulder and walked outside to see what she was doing.

"Bec? It's raining," he said as he walked up behind her.

She only shook her head and crossed her arms in front of her.

Magnus looked back toward the house and saw an umbrella by the door. He rushed back to get it and opened it as he scooted back to his wife.

"Is this about the money?"

Rebecka looked away from him, so he moved closer to her, covering her with the umbrella.

"They want another book, and I don't know if I have another book..."

She inhaled. It was almost too painful to talk about. She just felt so tired, so thin, so stretched beyond her limits by work and the children and trying to balance everything. Magnus was very good with their money, but it was Rebecka who made most of it. And she had never minded before, but now, with 4 children under 10, she didn't know how she was going to do it.

"I think you have a book, you just haven't found it yet," he said softly to her. He moved behind her and wrapped his free arm around her, pulling her to his chest. She complied, her head falling back against his beating heart.

"Why do you think that?" she asked.

Magnus smiled as he felt her hand hold onto his arm.

"Because you always have another story to tell, you have since you were as old as Mats," and he kissed the top of her head.

The rain fell steadily on the umbrella that covered them, and Magnus' skin warmed her up. The droplets of rain grew heavier and made large tear shaped drops hanging from the spines of the umbrella.

Rebecka watched them in silence as she rubbed Magnus' arm around her.

"Hey, I have something to show you in the morning," he whispered into her hair.

Rebecka blinked and looked up at him over her shoulder.

"What is it?" she asked wearily, afraid it was something else that would need her attention, some problem she would need to solve.

"I've been working on the boat, and I was thinking that maybe you could use the boat as your office for a while. It's quiet, and you like the motion, and I brought all your old journals and manuscripts and set up a desk for you. It's not... fancy... I'm not good with stuff like you are and you can make it into anything you want, you can decorate it or... whatever... and I can help you while the kids are in school..."

Rebecka turned in his arms, holding onto him as the rain intensified and Henry ran past them into the house.

"What if I can't..."

"Bec... I learned a long time ago that you can do anything. Anything. Just give it time."

Rebecka felt the weight on her shoulders lighten. It didn't disappear entirely, but she felt a tiny hope that it might one day.

"Is that where you have been early in the mornings?"

Magnus chuckled. "It's on my run... and you know how I like to keep busy..."

Rebecka sighed and pulled him into a hug.

"Besides, Mats has been wanting your office for his playroom," Magnus said.

Rebecka laughed and pulled back to look at her husband.

"You can do it. I can help you. We will do it," he said, mimicking her and her eternal optimism. It had rubbed off on him. Not completely, and usually not about himself, but always about Rebecka, and always about the kids. He believed that they could do anything.

Rebecka leaned up and pressed a kiss to his waiting lips.

"Um...guys..." they heard a small voice from the open back door. "it's raining out there... and we have a house..." Viktoria said to them.

Rebecka smiled and took Magnus' hand and they went back inside to sit by the fire for a little while before bed.

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The Detective and the Dessert

The cadet held the box gingerly in his hands. He looked down at the huge slice of colorful cheesecake topped with a mountain of sprinkles and he furrowed his brows.

It was the 5th day in a row.

They were always different, always elaborate. Once it had been a slice of pie, once a piece of coffee cake, once a cinnamon roll cake, and once a chocolate cake that was so large it needed to be in 2 boxes taped together.

It was the cadets last work day for the week and he wondered as he brought the colorful box to the detective's office if there would be another one tomorrow. It was eating away at him a little bit. He almost volunteered for an extra shift just to be here so he would see if another one came.

He needed to do his studies.

BUT HOW COULD HE STUDY WHEN THIS DETECTIVE KEPT GETTING SWEETS DELIVERED!!!

And they had to be from someone he knew, and someone that Ebba knew, because Ebba would never have accepted them if they weren't. There was a very strict policy about gifts for officers and detectives.

So as he got the detective's door, he took a deep breath, screwing up the courage to ask him who they were from.

But his courage left him as soon as he saw the blond man's stoic face.

Detective Martinsson was very serious, and extremely private. He was not going to share any information with a cadet whose name he didn't even know.

There were rumors that he had a girlfriend and a few of the cadets had seen a fashionable blonde woman picking him up one day, but they had to be just rumors. Detective Martinsson was a workaholic, a man married to his job, there was no way he would have time to find a hot girlfriend...

"Just put it on the desk," Martinsson said without looking up.

The cadet froze, looking between the detective and the dessert.

Martinsson looked up from his computer, his eyebrows raised.

"Is there a problem?" he asked in his most authoritative voice, which, in spite of the way he was in his personal life, was very convincing.

"N-no, sir, no. I just- I was just wondering..."

Martinsson shot the cadet a warning look.

"Right, sure, of course..." the cadet stammered.

"On the desk."

The cadet slunk into the office, making himself as small as he possibly could. He placed the plastic box on the desk and backed out of the room.

"Have a nice evening...d-do you have any shifts this weekend?" the cadet asked awkwardly.

Detective Martinsson kept his eyes on the younger man. He wasn't that much younger, maybe 5 or 6 years, but he seemed like a child to Magnus.

"No, this is my last shift for the week."

The cadet shifted on his feet.

"Ja, me too. I'm going to be doing some school work, I have an exam coming up and I was hoping to go out for a few beers with my friends..."

Detective Martinsson crossed his arms across his chest and leaned forward on the desk, his eyes firmly on the nervous cadet.

When the cadet stopped talking, Magnus forced a smile.

"Well, good luck with that. I don't miss those days, work and school and attempting to have a social life. It's a pain in the ass."

The cadet laughed a little too loudly and then took a step back, his arms flailing. Detective Martinsson was not going to be giving out any information today.

"Try to get some rest too," Magnus said and then he went back to his computer, dismissing the younger man in a more polite way that he probably deserved.

But Magnus just needed the cadet to leave because he was so weary from having to NOT smile at the 5th dessert, for the 5th day in a row, and he just wanted to call her and smile at her through the phone and plan their weekend, just the two of them.

The cadet nodded and looked down.

"Ja, you-you too," he said as he turned and hurried away from the detective's office, defeated.

Magnus stood up and dialed his phone as he closed the door to his office. He perched on the edge of his desk, facing away from the door, his long legs spread wide apart.

"Hej," he paused, a wide smile spreading across his face. "Thank you for the dessert, but I don't think I'll be needing it tonight."

"Are you sure about that?," the woman's voice came through the phone.

Magnus chuckled and crossed his arm over his chest.

"I am very sure, Ms. Lindahl. Very, very sure."

There was hushed laughter and whispered words and a promise to pick him up as soon as his shift was over.

And that evening, when the cadet was leaving for the week, he caught sight of Detective Martinsson grabbing a blonde woman and lifting her off her feet in a embrace. The cadet looked away as the Detective lifted his hands to the woman's face and held it as he kissed her deeply.

"Hmmm, the cadet whispered to himself as he got to his car.

And when he looked back, Detective Martinsson had picked up the woman and she was holding onto him and her laugh was tinkling off the precinct, and for the first time, the cadet thought he heard The Stoic Detective Martinsson laugh along with her.

"Still sweeter than all those desserts!" the detective said as he whisked her to her car.

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More than any job

She went to the same café every night.  She had gone there her first night in the seaside town, before she knew anywhere else. And she couldn’t explain why, but it just felt comfortable.  Being alone wasn’t difficult for her, in fact, it’s why she had come here.  She was so tired of explaining and reliving and pretending that she was more hurt than she actually was.

The breakup had been brutal.

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Hot wife

Rebecka walked into the bathroom and stopped.  Her brow furrowed and she tilted her head as she looked at it.

“Magnus?” she called out, not too loudly.  The kids were all down for their naps and Rebecka was just getting ready to shower.

“Ja,” he said as he poked his adorable head around the partially closed bathroom door.  His eyebrows were raised and a look of mock innocence was all over his face.  It was very nearly pure genuine innocence, but Rebecka knew her husband very well.

She paused for a long moment, enjoying the look on his face.  It would disappear in just a few seconds.

“Wh-what is this?” she asked as she gestured to the crystal clear, perfectly see through shower curtain.

“It’s a shower curtain, silly,” he admonished as he slipped in the bathroom and closed the door behind him. He took care to shut it silently and tiptoed over to his wife.

“I know it’s a shower curtain, you said you were getting a new shower curtain…but…” and her eyes went wide and she gestured wildly at the see through shower curtain.

Magnus’ hands were already going around her waist and he was pulling her close even as she gestured.

“but…?”

“But it’s…see through.”

“Ja!  My wife is hot.  Oh my god, so hot…” he said as he knees bent and he feigned fainting.

With a huge smile, he leaned down and kissed her lips.  She allowed it but she didn’t kiss him back.

“Magnus…”

“Bec…”

At that point she broke, and a wide smile spread across her face.  Magnus pulled her closer and kissed her again and this time she kissed him back, a smile still on her face.

“Stop it, I’m stinky. I need a shower.”

“You are not,” he said as he shook his head at her as he leaned into her neck and took a long sniff of her skin.  “You are never stinky, but please, do take a shower,” he said against her skin.

His hand moved up her back and then down to her behind as he squeezed her soft flesh.

And you call me a pervert,” she said under her breath as she began to pull away from him.

You are, and I’m just a man, who has three little children, who doesn’t get as much time with his wife as he used to… sooooooo….” he said as he reached to help her take her shirt off over her head.  He moved closer to her, his height and his size seeming to diminish with the softness of his tone.  “You know how much I love to watch…”

Rebecka could only smile at him and kiss him again as he reached around her and unclasped her bra.

“I know,” she whispered to him as her hand moved down his body to cares him through his clothes.  “Have a seat then.”

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Hello!

Welcome to all the new friends who are visiting the page!  I have so many stories, both about a fictional Tom and his character Magnus Martinsson!  If you check my Masterlist of Stories (over in the sidebar), you may find something you like!

Thank you to the lovely just-the-hiddles for the rec.

You can also find current stories about Magnus Martinsson and his (non canon) love, Rebecka Lindahl, written and updated daily at detektivmartinsson and rebeckalindahl!  We write long fics and drabbles about Magnus and Rebecka in every possible situation and time!!

Happy reading!!

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The twins were crouched down, hunkered, as they stared at them.  Viktoria stood over her brother and sister, her hands on their heads.  They were all transfixed, mesmerized in a half circle as they stared at the boots that sat just inside the back door.  

They had never seen those boots before.

“Papa?” Ingrid said as she looked up at Bean and then back at the boots.

Bean shook her head seriously as she puckered up her lips.  She had never seen those boots on Papa.  He always wore house shoes, or running shoes, and sometimes those fancy shoes that Mama bought for him. Bean always thought they looked like Uncle Sgar’s shoes.

 But she had never see her Papa in boots like this.

“Mama?” Axel guessed as he looked up at his wise older sister.

“Don’t be ridiculous, Axel,” Bean said as she put her hands on her hips.  “Mama does not wear big boots like that.  When has Mama ever worn boots like that!” she said as she gestured enthusiastically to the boots.

The twins looked at each other, as if to question if perhaps one of them had a secret that the other didn’t know, but they quickly came to the understanding that the boots were not theirs.  In unison, they looked at Viktoria and she shook her head and sighed loudly.

As Bean crouched down in between her brother and sister, she inhaled a deep breath.

“There is only one person those boots can belong to.  You know it, and I know it.  We saw those same boots in that book that Auntie Gunnie read to us yesterday. Reemmmemberrr?”

Viktoria drew out the word as she looked from her baby sister to her baby brother.  She was afraid to say it, afraid that she would jinx it and maybe ruin everything…because she had no idea why they were here!  And how did they get here?  And where was HE???

The twins looked at each other.  They were still very little, they didn’t have the experience to remember books like Bean did.

 But Bean remembered everything.

She put her arms around them and pulled them closer, the three Martinsson children huddled together around a pair of large black leather boots.

“Come here and I’ll tell you, but you have to promise not to get too excited…”

Axel frowned, there was no way he could promise that, and he knew it. Ingrid simply nodded enthusiastically. She would say anything to find out what Viktoria knew.

“Okay, so, remember the book with the snow…and there were reindeer and some horses…and a big red sleigh…” she said slowly, hoping her small siblings caught on.

Jultomten?” they said in one voice.  They all stood up and looked at each other.  JULTOMTEN!!!!!”

Viktoria nodded knowingly. The twins grabbed at her hands, each taking one of her hands in excitement.

TELL MAMA AND PAPA!!!” the twins said in chorus.

I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET TOO EXCITED.  HE MIGHT THINK WE ARE NAUGHTY IF WE GET TOO EXCITED!!!”

But it was too late. Axel and Ingrid were running to tell Mama and Papa about the boots that were just inside the back door.

Rebecka was reading, her feet up on Magnus’ lap when the toddlers burst into the room yelling about Santa Claus.

Rebecka sat up and picked up Axel as he described the boots and Ingrid climbed on Magnus  telling him about the book that Gunilla had read to them the day before when Mama and Papa were having a playdate.

Rebecka smiled over at Magnus.

“He left those for Papa. They’re Papa’s now,” she said as she swiped Axel’s swiftly growing hair off his forehead.

The twins squealed in delight and Bean came in and sat down next to her father.

“So… Jultomten gave you his boots?”

Magnus pursed his lips and he looked at Rebecka.

“No, he gave Papa boots just like his…but I think they might be magic,” Rebecka said as she reached over and took Bean’s hand.  Bean’s large eyes widened.

“Magic…”

Viktoria looked between her mother and father, unable to keep her own promise to not get too excited.

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Midsommar Missed

A/N-  This is just a little pre Magnus and Rebecka drabble because I always have a lot of feelings around midsommar.  It’s part of why they got married on midsommar too!  Enjoy and Glad Midsommar!

Rebecka held her phone at her ear, her index finger at her lips as she chewed on her poor defenseless cuticle.  She knew she shouldn’t have even answered the phone.

“Why didn’t you come? You said you would try to make it and I told Mama you were lying…she always believes you but I know you better Becka…” Kristina chastised.

Rebecka inhaled a slow deep breath as she bit a little too close to the quick of her nail and she pulled her sore finger out of her mouth.

“I did try.  It’s just…work…” Rebecka began, but her sister would let her finish.

“It’s always work with you Becka.”

Stina spent the next 3 minutes telling her sister off, but it didn’t matter to Rebecka.  Stina couldn’t possibly make her feel any worse than she already did.

“You’re alone and it’s your fault.  You could be here!  You could be drunk and dancing and…you could be here, but you are stuck in Stockholm with all the other losers who wouldn’t get out of town.”

Rebecka held her breath. Her sister could be cruel, but she did love her, she just didn’t understand her very well.  They were too different

“Whatever.  I mean, you could still drive out here and be her by 7…”

Silence on the phone.

“But you won’t. Whatever Rebecka.  Alone.  That’s what you are.  That’s the choice you make. Live with it.”

And Stina hung up the phone.

Rebecka finally let out a sigh and she swallowed hard.

Her sister could be cruel.

But she was right, in a small way.

Rebecka was alone.  It was a choice.  She chose work, over everything, over Lukas, over her family, over friends. Over everything.

She could feel the tears sting her eyes as she got off her bed and finished getting dressed.

The streets were empty, eerily empty on Midsommar morning.  She had time to get breakfast, there was no one in the café but for the few people working.  On her way to the office she passed a flower shop and she stopped in to buy flowers to make a flower crown.

She overlooked the ready made flower crowns, it seemed just too sad to not even make her own flower crown on the first Midsommar she was alone.

The florist was kind and helped her pick out flowers in purples and whites and pinks, and a white daisy with a bright yellow center.

“It looks like the sun,” Rebecka smiled at the florist.  The florist chuckled and looked out the window at the clouds that seemed to be gathering quickly.

“The first downpour of the day is on it’s way,” the florist said.

Rebecka looked out the window and a small bunch of wild flowers caught her eye.

“What are these?” she asked as she walked and picked up the small bunch of flowers.  They were very unassuming, but pretty in their plainness.

“Those are twinflowers and wood crane’s bill, and common valerian, just weeds really.”

Rebecka held the flowers in her hand and she felt tears come to her eyes again.  She had made bouquets like the bunch in her hand many times over the years.  There were many midsommar’s where she was young and carefree and making flower crowns and eating strawberry cake and dancing with her family.  Her father would always bar b que and she loved to watch him cook and listen to him talk about how he wished he could do more cooking at home.

But perhaps those days were over.  She wasn’t as young as she used to be, she had just graduated from University.  She wasn’t carefree anymore, and she hardly ever got to stand with her father and watch him bar b que and listen to him talk about how delicious the meat was going to be.

“You can have them, they suit you,” the florist said kindly when she saw the tears in her eyes.  “Put them under your pillow tonight with a few flowers from your crown.  Seven, you need seven kinds of flowers, and maybe you will dream of the person you will marry,” she said brightly.

Rebecka only smiled sadly.

“I think it takes a little more than flowers under your pillow to meet the person you will marry. I think…” she shook her head, “ maybe going on dates might be more helpful.”

Rebecka chuckled and cleared the sadness from her eyes.

It was her choice, it was always her choice.

“I don’t know, dates can be with the wrong one sometimes.  Maybe if you dream of them, you will move in their direction,” the florist said as she wrapped the flowers in newsprint and handed them to Rebecka.  Rebecka tucked the small bouquet of wildflowers into the paper cone and paid the woman.

“Glad Midsommar,” she said as she paid the woman and walked out of the shop.

At the office, she and an intern made themselves flower crowns on their lunch break.  She felt better wearing the wreath of flowers, even if she was stuck at work.

It poured on her on her way home, but the streets were even more empty than they had been in the morning.

“Midsommar Eve,” she said to herself as she grabbed a quick dinner at the market.  There was one slice of strawberry cake left in the bakery case.  It was a little worse for wear, but Rebecka bought it anyway.

Her father sent her a picture of his kebobs, and Rebecka had to fight not to cry as she sat in her empty apartment.  The city was silent and strange, but it was such a lovely evening, Rebecka left the window open.

She worked for a few more hours, finishing up a story she had been working on all week, and then she was showering and heading to bed.

But before she went to bed she took out a few flowers from her flower crown and the wild flowers the florist had given her.  It seemed stupid, and she looked at the flowers for a long time before she picked out seven to put under her pillow.

A twinflower, wood crane’s bill, common valerian, a red poppy, a buttercup, chamomile, and a forget me not.

She placed them under her pillow, the pink, the purple, the white, yellow and red and the blue of the forget me not, so deep and cool, like the still surface of a lake in winter.

She made a small face as she covered up the flowers and she lay down, closing her eyes, weary from the day, even though it hadn’t been particularly strenuous.  

She should have been in the countryside with her family eating and laughing.  She should have been dancing with her sister and smiling at the men she would try to hook Rebecka up with.  They were never the right sort of man for Rebecka, but at least her sister was trying.

Rebecka fell asleep with a small tear at the corner of her eye.

But she dreamed of a man, somewhere by a lake, and though she couldn’t see his face, she could see his blond curls as they sprang at the nape of his neck.  She could almost feel them curl around her finger as she reached out and freed them from the collar of his blue and white striped dress shirt. And she was warm, so very warm with him near her.

Rebecka woke with the early midsommar sun bathing her in it’s golden warmth.

He was out there, at least she hoped he was out there, the one who she was looking for. She just hadn’t found him yet.

But it was a choice, and Rebecka made hers.

She called into work and took the day off and she drove to where her parents and her sister were staying in the country.  She had missed Midsommar, but she wouldn’t miss it again.

“I’m sorry I called you a loser,” her sister said as she hugged her.  “ You’re not a loser, I’m just mean and bitter,” she joked.  Rebecka laughed.  “You missed all the hot men last night,” Stina whispered to her sister.

Rebecka only smiled.

“Not all the hot men. I had a pretty good dream last night.”

Stina gasped and locked her arm with her sisters.

“Tell me everything…”

But Rebecka only smiled.

“No, you tell me about the hot men I missed,” she whispered as her sister handed her a coffee.

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“She spoke sunshine and I answered in darkness She cried life and I whispered death But together, we sung starlight”

And found a way// CBL

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Him, in the window

A/N-  Here is the first story from a prompt I wrote. I found this image, it is not mine, but I loved the light and the feeling and it got me thinking. This started out as one thing and as I wrote it it turned into something completely different… and I loved it!  Tom and Claire, they are the best.  ♥

She walked up behind him and stood silently, waiting for him to notice she was there. He was sitting in  the window looking out into the garden, the window open letting the soft scent of flowers and grass drift into the room.  His back was to her,  a cup of tea in his hands. She could see the steam rising from the cup, mixing with the smell of the garden outside. His blonde hair was shining in the sunlight. Several of their friends were milling around the garden, enjoying the sunlight.  It was a glorious day, a glorious weekend and she could barely contain herself.  She stood watching him for a long moment, trying to savor this moment, to remember it for the future.  It was hard to believe it was all really happening. 

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