— matabangpusooo

It’s been a long time since I met you, and it’s funny how this childhood feeling never gets old. This joyous spirit that is always looking forward to seeing you soon. The same girl I’ve been staring from afar when I was sixteen. Your sweet smiles, chapped fluffy lips covered with curly crisp dark brown hair. Those glaring round mahogany eyes that stared back, sitting over your puffy eye bags matched with thin haired eyebrows.

It’s still you. The same girl I loved back then. And it’s amazing how we went through all those things that passed, things that what make us today. I can still remember how I told you to trust someone better. I wanted to tell you how happy and lucky I am when you choose to stay and wait till I turned to be a better version of me. I wanted to prove that you really indeed, trusted someone better. I wanted to show that you are one of the most important part of my world, and that you, are even my world at times.

I love learning you. Even at times we don’t feel like talking, just walking side by side in the aisle, embracing the freezing silence in the empty streets covered with darkness. It is where my hands held yours, feeling you into my skin, more than enough to understand what’s wrong and what needs to be done. It is when I recognized our breathing in sync, like they were talking to each other. Love language that conquered words and conveyed simple actions.

You and I are inseparable no matter what, said the universe. Like our paths are always destined to cross in this roller coaster ride. With these I thank God, and I always will. For giving me you and making us happen. For leading and guiding our lives into the way we want it to be. For pouring love and grace into our very being. I feel so blessed that our story is yet a book to be published written by the best writer, a movie yet to be screened directed by the best director.

I feel so blessed to have you. It has been months and were still together. A lot better, a lot stronger. I look forward to spending more hours, days, weeks, months, years and years of my life with you. Thank you for being you. You’re the best. 

I love you.

-always, j.a.g. | message for @emmegende 

Different times, same love.

You both know that you love each other, even the stars and universe do. Yet you were afriad not because of the chance of losing each other, but because you might really are destined to be together. Then suddenly, you finally get to realize that the clock doesn’t stop ticking and you are not getting any younger anymore. There’s no much time left for doubts and trials, for a series of back and forth decisions. Now, you have already to convince yourselves that those feelings, emotions, heartbeats, that love, was the same love you both had before. You’ll get to know when you both look back at the same time, simultaneously. Indeed, it was just different times, but same love, same

love.