Avatar

Princess Of the Circus

@freckleddoll / freckleddoll.tumblr.com

Indie Doll from Kuroshitsuji RP blog.
Avatar
Anonymous asked:

Dude can't you tag spoilers or at least state it for your blog if yo udont

I did tag it in my spoilers? Sorry if I didn't tag properly but I made sure to tag the posts where I mention any characters by name.

Avatar

I am gonna be unhinged about this for the next couple years. It has been years of trauma, Yana, years

Avatar
reblogged
Avatar
freckleddoll

Reasons why Doll could still be alive

1. I’m still in denial

I compiled a list of reasons why I think that there is a possibility of Doll coming back in the future! Although I do think the chances are slim, given the fact that she hasn’t appeared in the Manga since 2009, which was 12 years ago. However, there is a handful of reasons from a story telling perspective of why it’s possible, and also a handful of inconsistencies between Doll’s death and all of the other Noah’s Ark Circus deaths. Very long post under the cut.

Reset my tumblr password just to say THAT I WAS FUCKING RIGHT!

Avatar
@ofimmortalishas entered the Circus!
Image

“Good evenin’ sir, I do apologize fer the intrusion but I’m ‘fraid I may be a tad lost,” Doll said, holding her map under her arm (it wasn’t her doing any favors with her poor reading skills and lack of natural sunlight). She had made one wrong turn and lost sight of the other Circus members. “Am I on Grove Street still by any chance?” She had entered the first building she saw with a light on.

Avatar
@saphireignhas entered the Circus!
Image

“G’day ma’am,” Doll said cheerfully outside the gate of the grounds of the Circus, holding out a dropped item from the ground. “I believe this may be yours, I saw somethin’ fall from yer bag there.” Doll had been watching the crowd come and go this morning, as she usually did on days she didn’t have shows and had no pressing chores to do. However, her casual tone was likely not befitting of talking to a Noblewoman.

Avatar
image
“ No. I’ve been here for quite a while. I believe just around ten years now ! “ she answered. To grim reapers, time was irrelevant. Most never bothered to keep track of time anymore. Why would they ? Keeping track of your sentence just made it feel longer. But to Sascha, it was the opposite. It was ten years of freedom to her and hopefully more in the future. “ So you’re not too experienced with field work, huh ? “ curious, she raised an eyebrow. “ I think we would be able to arrange some field work training for you in the future. Usually, my partner and I are always out in the field, but today I got stuck here with paperwork. I’m sure he wouldn’t be opposed to the idea of you potentially working alongside us. “
Image

“Ten years? Blimey,” Doll said, scratching the back of her head with a laugh. She was new after all. It didn’t surprise her too much, after all, many of her superiors were decades, if not hundreds, of years older than she. Still, it was hard to wrap her head around completely.

Doll let out a relieved sigh. Finally, someone nice. So many of her superiors were cold and unforthcoming. But Sascha seemed genuinely kind. “Thank ya, tha’ would be excellent. Wha’s your partner like? Is ‘e a real stickler for the rules?” There must be a catch, right?

Avatar
image
It was comforting to hear that while her performance seemed spotless, the young girl still experienced similar emotions of anxiety and stage fright. Of course her act was by far one of the most difficult, Snake finding himself nervous sometimes watching her too closely on the tightrope. “Not too much…’ says Oscar.” They all wanted to do their best for the Circus, for their new family, not one them would dare be considered dead weight, even if they were all more than understanding.
But there was always that inkling of fear in one day recognizing a familiar face among the crowd. One that was all too keen to jeer at him once again. The ringleader might come back and try to take Snake with him…the snake charmer shook his head slightly with a sigh, picking at the edge of his sleeve with blunt nails. “It gets easier right?’ wonders Wilde.” While the statement came across about the fear of performing, it was laced with more, the two of them sharing a mutual history of hardship and abuse. Always was that nagging voice claiming maybe the crowds were right all along. That they were nothing but freaks, deserving to live in the gutters or behind bars for other people’s amusement.
“Should we pretend they’re all naked?’ wonders Emily ‘Peter said that would help.”
Image

“It does,” Doll said, instinctively reaching her hand out to grasp his shoulder. However, she retracted it it after a moment. She didn’t want to scare him or make him uncomfortable, but by nature Doll liked to physically comfort someone. It was how she felt better when she was upset, after all. “I bet one a’ these days yer gonna like all the attention. Every last one a’ ya.” She gave him a big toothy grin, and nodded to hammer the idea home.

She snorted at his suggestion. She remembered that line from when she was younger. Peter’s silly ideas always made her laugh. She nodded. “Ya might as well if it ‘elps. Either tha’, or focus on one person ya wanna make proud.” That was what she did when she was younger, wanting to impress Joker and Beast. That was how she got to the level she was at now, by pure determination to make her older siblings proud of her.

Though secretly, she didn’t really think Snake needed that much of a push. He was already doing splendidly in her eyes.

Avatar
image
“As am I.” However, they are straying too far from the original conversation. Something was bothering Doll and maybe he could get something out of her, something that will help them, if he keeps up with the parental figure routine.
So many secrets in this circus. So many lies and deception. So much to find out, it’s truly exciting! 
“Now then, are you going to tell me what else is on your mind? Whatever it is - it’ll be our little secret.” Something tells him she’s hesitant to say a single word so maybe if he makes a promise that he will not say anything, it’ll make it easier for her. “You have my word.”
Image

She couldn’t tell if it was eagerness in his voice, or genuine concern. However, it was getting a bit uncomfortable for her, as she moved back a bit to study his face. Even though Doll desperately wants to trust him, even when she’s emotional like this, she can recall Joker’s word to her. Never tell anyone anything if she wants her family to live.

“I can’t,” She said, with a sigh, turning her head. “I’m not allowed to talk ‘bout it. It’s...not m’ place, I guess. I’d get inta too much trouble if I did. I’m sorry, Black.” She tried to not meet his eyes, feeling ashamed of herself for going there. She felt less comforted and more guilty now if anything.

Avatar
reblogged

Terrible First Meeting Starters

For breaking the ice in the worst possible way, featuring themes including: kidnapping, murder, stalking, injury, monsters, and just general meanness. [Brackets] indicate spaces to include your own words to personalize your ask!

Wh-who are you? Where are we? Why are we tied up together?!” “You almost killed me, so no, it’s not nice to meet you.” “Oh my god, are you okay? Should I call an ambulance?” “I wondered when you were going to wake up. You almost didn’t survive.” “Get out of my way before I move you myself.” “Please, let me out of here!” “You’re staring like you’ve never seen a [monster/vampire/demon/etc] before.” “Hey. Pretend you were waiting for me. You’re being followed.” “You don’t know me, but something terrible is going to happen.” “You’re in the wrong place at the wrong time.” “Please, someone help!” “You shouldn’t be out here all by yourself this late at night.” “Stop shining that flashlight on me! I’m not a damn ghost!” “I’m sorry if I hurt you.” “Shh, don’t scream! I’m not trying to attack you!” “I’ve never seen anything like you before.” “Stand right there and don’t get any closer!” “Now that you’ve seen this, I can’t let you leave and just tell anyone.” “Ugh, my head. What happened to us?” “Is there a reason you’ve been following me for an hour?” “If you come near me, I will scream at the top of my lungs.” “Holy shit. What have you done?!” “Is that blood? Is that YOUR blood?” “Don’t panic, I can explain!” “I promise you, this isn’t what it looks like.” “I won’t hurt you if you just keep your mouth shut.” “Who are you? Where are you taking me?!” “This is for your own safety. I’ll explain later.” “What the hell was that thing back there?!” “There’s something wrong with me. I need your help!” “Please, someone, there’s been an emergency!” “You can’t leave. You’re a witness and now you’ve involved.” “I’m being hunted, and now they’ve seen you too.” “If you believe in any god, I suggest praying to them now.” “Shh! Hide here, and don’t move a muscle.” “Can I walk with you? I think I’m being followed.” “I’m so sorry. I don’t like tricking people, but I had to lure you here.” “Fuck off, this is private property!” “I’ve seen some weird shit, but you’re something else.” “Oh my god. Are you a [monster/demon/angel/etc]?” “Don’t look at me like that, with those eyes.” “That isn’t your blood. What did you do?” “I promise not to tell anyone, just let me go!” “Come with me. I want to show you something.” “You’re not going to eat me, are you?” “You should never have approached me. You don’t know who you’re dealing with.” “Go away, I’m not looking for a conversation.” “You don’t just follow people to their homes! I’m calling the police.” “Please, I’ll do anything, just untie me!” “I’m sorry if I scared you.” “I had to tie you up. You didn’t leave me any other choice.” “I don’t even know you. What do you mean, I ‘have’ to go with you?” “We almost died back there. Maybe we should introduce ourselves.” “Let go of me!” “I’m hurt. Please, I need you to call an ambulance for me.” “You have to come with me, something bad is about to happen!” “I’m not leaving until you tell me why you’ve been following me!” “Seeing as we may not survive, I should tell you my name. It’s [name].”

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.