iKON reaction to you being a rich businesswoman

A/N: I do not own any of the gifs in here, all credits to the owners.

Request: iKON reaction when they discovered that their s/o is actually a rich businesswoman and now she want to spoil them and pamper them? So I put it as if you hid that from them.

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As your boyfriend... // Song Mingi (Headcanons)

Request: N/a I just wanted to do this one because uhhhh yeah whoops lol

Word count: 1593

Warnings: None

Song inspo: Text Me // DPR LIVE

A/n: Did anyone request this? Nope but oh well had fun with this one and I love him lots soooo I thought why not, and this might help me get out of my writing slump aka writers block, fingers crossed ahhh!!! That being said, i hope you guys like how this turned out, hope you all have a great day/night, and remember to smile! ♥♥♥

P.s: I take no credit for the gif!: atinys

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Well okay, since you ask so nicely ;)

Arguments- Bobby

(for anon)

“You’re being fucking ridiculous.” You shook your head before walking off. “Yeah, fuck off.” You slammed the door behind you and made your way to the couch. You and Bobby had been in a heated argument for the last hour and it was too much for you now. You laid down on the cushions before putting on your favorite movie. Arguing with Bobby stressed you out to no end and you hated it. There was no way in fuck you were going to give in though. That’s not who you are. But neither was Bobby. So how would this end? You sighed before blinking away a few tears and focusing on the television. Some time had passed before you heard the bedroom door open up. You refused to move your eyes from the screen in front of you. You heard Bobby enter the room. You made no sudden movements or made any sort of acknowledgment that you knew he was there. “Can I sit? This is my couch too.” His voice cut in. You simply sat up and moved to the edge of the couch. You crossed your arms and kept your eyes, but not attention on the screen.You felt the tension between you both and it was killing you. ‘Stay strong, bitch.’ You told yourself. You suddenly felt the weight shift a little and notice Bobby was sitting a little closer to you now. Oh? Someone’s giving in? You made sure to make no acknowledgment. Weight shifts once more. Closer now. No acknowledgment. Weight shifts. He’s leg to leg with you now. Before you were going to turn to him, you felt his head against your shoulder. “Babyyyy.” He whined. You bit your lip and refused to smile. “Baby!” He whined louder while cuddling his head deeper into your neck. “I’m sorry. I love you.” He pressed his lips to your neck before throwing his arms around you quickly and scooting you on top of his lap. Before you could get one word in. His lips were now attacking your neck in the most sensitive spot. “Forgive me, i’m sorry.” He whispered against your neck before sucking on that one sweet spot. All was forgiven when you were laid down on the cushions beneath him.

got7 as friends with benefits

– basically friends with benefits becoming real lovers – this is longer than i intented it to be oops – just a lil something to overcome my writers block

𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝒯𝓊𝒶𝓃 

– literally more friends than benefits – y’all always lowkey had a thing for each other – took you two years to finally make out though – but from then on y’all never stopped again – mark was like ‘oh only until we find smth serious’ – but you just both stopped looking for smth serious at all – oops – you saw absolutely no downside to this – good sex with someone you’re totally attracted to and can talk to about everyhing? amazing – so now it’s been like 12 months since this thing started – all different kinds of sex – sometimes it would be giggly as fuck, laughter and fun included – sometimes y’all would have sex while casually talking about everything – sometimes you just had sex to cheer the other one up on a bad day – basically always looking for any reason to have sex – you both are very confused how good this works out? – you’re pretty much like a couple but both of you are lowkey too dense to admit it – all of got7 knew about y’all, you didn’t even try to make a secret out of it – other fwbs only meet to fuck but not you and mark – he constantly comes over and stays forever, would never just leave after sex – right beside you when you wake up with no intention to leave until he absolutely has to – “mark??? do you think we act too much like a couple??” – he thought about your question for a second before lying down beside you – “naaaahhh” he said laughing before giving you a kiss “we fine” – you had no idea how y’all should continue because you definitely weren’t breaking this up – but you also knew this couldn’t go on like this forever even though you’d love that – so one morning you decided to adress this situation – he was so cute besides you with his morning hair you saw an angel – when you started to talk about “how to continue” he immediately started to panic – “do you want to end this?????” – you chuckled a bit – so he also didn’t want it to end – you assured him that ending this thing between you was the last thing you wanted – but also told him that you might start to look around again and meet other ppl – not bc u grew tired of him but bc u had to look out for the future – y’all were getting old and shit – mark didn’t like this thought at all – lowkey too shy to admit that though – “but we’re having fun, why should we stop” – softest baby you could swear he was pouting – for the first time ever he stopped and was like – hmmmm why aren’t we dating in the first place – never before thought about the idea of actually dating you – because what difference would it make y’all act like a couple – but suddenly he realized that it definitely would make a difference – 100% has no idea how to deal with this sudden change of things – after some time he tries to confess – highkey fails tho – “you know i love to have sex with you” – “i think we should have more than sex” – “what i’m trying to say is————uuuuuuhm….” – stops and just starts kissing you – but more passionately and full of love – he smiled into the kiss which made ur heart beat 10x faster – you decided to help him out a bit – “i like you too mark”

𝐼𝓂 𝒥𝒶𝑒𝒷𝓊𝓂

– when the thing between the two of you started jaebum was sooo sure he’d be fine with it – you’ve been close to him since high school, always in the same group of people – somehow though you always were friends but nothing more – maybe bc y’all were too busy with other people mostly – but you definitely became good friends in the last few years – when he was suggesting this whole idea to you you were like – jb why u tryna ruin our friendship like that – but he assured you that sex couldn’t ruin your friendship – it would just be the cherry on top – now he’s not too sure about it anymore – he loves the sex for sure and wouldn’t want to miss it for anything – but this boy started to get a bit frustrated and insecure about the blurred lines between you and him – highkey has a crush on you and hates it – tries to hide it as good as possible – you were 100% sure jaebum was the best lover you could have – but also… damn he’s cute? and lovely? and so funny? – when he smiles your heart goes whoosh – but you always tried to ignore those thoughts – because how cliche would it be to fall in love with your fwb – you told yourself on a daily that it’s just his dick game that makes you think stuff like this – y’all said that you wouldn’t just sleep with other ppl unless you met someone you actually could see a future with it – “if we horny we can just call each other” – one time you were drunk on a night out with got7 – and jaebum may have slipped a lil drunk i love you – and you knew he was drunk and didn’t mean it – so you both laughed it off but since that moment everything changed – feelings were involved and you both knew you had to face them sooner or later – but tbh he tried to do it as late as possible – so ofc jaebum was going home with you in secret like always – and your usually rough sex was different all of a sudden – jaebum could be sensual???? that was new to you – he apologized for being so soft afterwards hshshs – both of you were laughing and talking the whole night – you were almost certain that jaebum also thought this could be more than being friends – until he ghosted you for a week after this night – and you wanted to kill him, fucking idiot – but ofc as soon as he wrote you again you were like – yea no prob dude :) – bc sadly you had no reason to be mad at him – bc he wasn’t your boyfriend – and slowly you started to hate that he wasn’t – definitely made up for ghosting you for a week – “let me take you out to dinner i’m sorry” – tells you he had a few rough days – in reality he didn’t write you bc he thought it’s the easiest way to get over it – jokes on him he’s a fool in love and he realized it by now – has the hardest time with it – bc im jaebum???? in love??? that wasn’t normal – but you made him soft – also best ‘i’m sorry i missed you too’ sex ever – gets frustrated afterwards – bc he loves not only your boobs but also ur lil soft heart – goes down on you while confessing hshssh

𝒫𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝒥𝒾𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔

– no one knew that you two were kind of a thing – jinyoung never really labeled it as “friends with benefits” to you – one thing just lead to another one day and suddenly you all were making out in his bed – which was fine to you, no complaints – but in the beginning you were completely confused, not knowing where y’all stand – was this a one time thing? – were you becoming fuck buddies?   – he actually likes you a lot you were a hundred percent sure – but damn you knew him long enough to know how complicated jinyoung is when it comes to feelings – constantly has to talk to you about this whole situation – “(y/n) i’m bad for you we shouldn’t do this anymore” – “i don’t want you to miss the opportunity to meet someone you could like (y/n)” –  you just rolled your eyes whenever he started this nonsense –  not because you were annoyed –  you just wish he wouldn’t think that much and just let things happen – “we’re fine”, you always tell him – it was cute that he wanted the best for you but… you wanted park jinyoung – you knew this since a long time – you also knew one day he’d man up and ask you out properly – he just needs his time and you were willing to give it to him – and secretly jinyoung was very aware of this too – he wouldn’t just start screwing someone who’s as close to him as you – he cherished you and was more than thankful that you two didn’t need words to communicate – both of you hated to be so careful whenever you went out with the boys – “we should just tell them” your drunk self thought this was a good idea – as you were in a small room, pinned against a wall, jy’s lips all over your chest – “and then what?”, he asked placing another kiss on top of your breasts before continuing, “yugyeom and bambam would never shut up.” –  you knew he was right – but it would make things so much easier – “jinyoung” you said softly finally making him look up from your breasts – “you know you love me”, your drunk self said teasing him – he laughed before giving you a soft and sensual kiss – still chuckling he went down your neck again – “i’m sorry, i’m busy here”, he said avoiding the topic – but his laughter was enough for you – it just made you sure one more time that you were right about him – if he wouldn’t like you he would’ve said it – so you had to be patient with jinyoung – which was fine considering the fact that you’d still get to sleep with him all the time – he never left in the morning before you were awake – that would be disrepectful towards you in his opinion – it kind of was his way to show you he cares – because you knew he’d usually always sneak out immediately after one night stands – if he couldn’t sleep in with you he’d wake you up shortly to say goodbye – there was always a goodbye kiss involved even though he hated how cheesy that is – he couldn’t help it with you – he was constantly afraid that someone else might snatch you away from him – it didn’t matter that he knew you liked him too – it sometimes killed him that he couldn’t just man up and finally ask you out properly – he loved this friends with benefit thing you two had going on – sex whenever someone of you felt like it – but no room for fights or stuff like that bc you weren’t dating – months after this little thing between the two of you started he decided that it was finally time – you put up with his bullshit for long enough he thought – even though he still was afraid of commitment he wanted to try for you – also he knew that this one colleague of yours was trying to take you out – he couldn’t let that happen – another thing was that he was afraid you’d lose your patience – so finally after all he took the next step one night after sex – he was still inside you, his breath still heavy as both of you tried to calm down – his lips were finding your neck as his arm was around your waist – “i think i’m ready”, he whispered in your ear – “anal?”, you joked, making him laugh out loud – “i actually thought about making you my girlfriend.” he said, still chuckling a bit – “jinyoung”, you said surprised, not thinking it would happen anytime soon – he gave you a kiss, smiling into it – “i love you (y/n)”

𝒥𝒶𝒸𝓀𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝒲𝒶𝓃𝑔

– jackson wang was making you go completely crazy – you swear you were going insane soon – it started out simple – you and jackson met up every now and then to frickle frackle – you remember thinking you won the lottery – like look at jackson he’s a whole meal – eternal beauty mixed with a body that knew how to move – and wow, he knew what he’s doing – but that was the problem: jackson was literally perfect – you both said that you were friends with benefits and nothing more – well apparently to jackson wang that meant coming to you with your favorite chocolates – sometimes he’d pick you up and you’d drive around the whole night talking and listening to music – he’d never leave without saying goodbye – always texts you after sex even if it’s just smth small – “last night was amazing” – “hope you have a good day, don’t let your boss annoy you” – “write me if you need anything” – that perfect motherfucker straight up made you fall for him – sounds perfect doesn’t it? – but jackson just wouldn’t ask you out properly – it was all fun in the beginning – like damn y’all even had the same kinks – “this is all i need” jackson once said before falling asleep beside you – those mixed signals left you wanting more and more – within weeks you knew you were in love with jackson – what you didn’‘t know is that he felt the exact same way – at first he thought the amazing sex was just messing with his mind – but the way you looked at him and him only made him realize that this was maybe more than friends who had sex every now and then – he told mark about the whole thing and mark immediately was like – a giggly child which made jackson feel all giggly too – and as they were sitting on the sofa all happy you walked into the room – mark immediately stood up and out of nowhere hugged you – “you’re so cute (y/n)” – “wtf mark” – before you could ask anything he was already gone – “what was that about?” you asked jackson while sitting down next to him – suddenly he did something he never did before – his hand was in your hair and he gave you a soft and slow kiss – of course he did that before but not with the other guys in the same house – “jackson what if the others come in?”, you asked in shock wondering what was going on – he shrugged and looked you in the eyes, a satisfied smile on his lip – “they going to find out sooner or later” – “find out about what exactly”, you asked him confused – was he planning to tell the guys about your fuck dates – not that you’d care but it didn’t seem like smth he’d do – he usually never talked about his feelings – he was someone who showed how he felt instead of talking about it – “about my feelings for you” – you choked on literal air – suddenly you were talking feelings – so you weren’t delusional the whole time – he actually liked you – good for you tbh since dating jackson literally is like hitting the jackpot

𝒞𝒽𝑜𝒾 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔𝒿𝒶𝑒

– tbh being fwb with youngjae the most unexpected thing ever – you two been friends since ages – he knows your whole family and you know his – both of you were like it’s probs not a good idea – but you did it anyway – you never were interested in him back then – until one day you looked at him and realized   – wow youngjae rlly isn’t a boy anymore – he is a man now – suddenly you caught yourself staring at him at every party – blushing whenever he looked at you for a bit too long – he used to be so shy and cute – well at least that’s what u thought until he was kissing you roughly, pinning you against the wall outside of your friend’s home – but youngjae had many different sides to him – sides you never knew about before getting involved with him sexually – a cutie that always takes care of you and your needs – just wants you to enjoy and relax during sex – but 10/10 still knows how to get what he wants from you – sometimes he wonders how tf he managed to become your fwb – not bc he doubted himself just bc – he lowkey always had a thing for you – he also knew it probably was a stupid idea to go into a friendship with benefits with feelings from the start – didn’t care though at least he could finally have you – you both agreed that you were in it for the fun – no jealousy, no drama, just good sex in addition to your friendship – he was in heaven bc he loved how easy going it was – definitely wasn’t making a big secret out of his feelings tho – your lil deal never said smth about no feelings involved – the cheekiest of them all – sends you a good morning text every single day – always surprises you – you know no one would believe you but king of sexting – one time he wrote you that he needs one of those long hugs that turns into sex – and u were like HUH? choi youngjae? – basically this turned into your first of many sexting sessions – at the beginning you were 100% sure you wouldn’t develop feelings – uhh well by now you definitely had to admit you fooled yourself – one time while having very good sex you may or may not have called him babe – which maybe didn’t sound like a big thing but you usually never used nicknames – so midsex he just stopped being confused hshsh – he smirked a bit though, not able to hide   – “i like that”, he said giving you a small kiss – so suddenly you and youngjae were calling each other honey and babe – not much later you were resting your head on his shoulder in front of the boys – secret handholding at movie nights, sneakily under the blanket – until someday you just started casually talking about future plans together – the lines were getting more and more blurry – “are we friends?”, you asked him one night before falling asleep – your head resting on his naked chest, his hand playing with your hair – “yes, forever and ever” – his voice was soft like honey, he didn’t even had to think of an answer – “but are we just that? just friends?” – he let out a sigh, his thumb slowly stroking your cheek – “i don’t think you can be ‘just friends’ with someone you’re in love with”

𝐵𝒶𝓂𝒷𝒶𝓂

– you and bambam were messy as fuck it was almost amusing – everyone knew about the two of you – you even joked about it in front of others – “yoooo (y/n) rdy to suck this dicc tonite?” – starts laughing and apologizing right after – when it all started you remember telling bambam ‘just this once’ – until you found him in your bed again the next day – oh and the day after that – and by now you and bambam were constantly over each other – things were going really chill most of the time – y’all had fun, spent loads of time together – sometimes naked, sometimes dressed – y’all acted like it was no big deal and you were just friends – but every now and then you find yourself staring at him – wondering if he always was this beautiful – sometimes he laughed and you had to force yourself to think about something else – the members all kind of just saw you as a couple which was also pretty dangerous – one time you were texting with a guy from home – and jackson saw and was like – “bambam!!!!! who’s he why is (y/n) writing with him” – and bambam was like trying to ignore but you could swear he disliked it – but you never knew what he really thought – like whenever y’all were drunk he’d just be like the biggest flirt – you remember one time when you were at a party and making out outside – and he kissed down your neck and just telling you he loves you – ‘you’re drunk, we’re friends’ – at least that’s what you tried to tell yourself – ‘oh are we? i don’t kiss yugyeom like that you know’ – but then y’all never talked about it again – texts you at the most random times – sometimes all horny like – ‘i am in front of your house and coming upstairs get undressed’ – other times just in the middle of the night like – ‘did you know that cats sleep 16hrs a day?? i’m jealous’ – ohh talking about jealousy – bambam’s biggest flaw – he hated how jealous he was like he knew it was a problem – especially considering the fact that…y’all are not a couple – you talked to him several times about it – mostly bc u liked to tease him – and he was so shy and cute about it you never saw him like that – “listen i know!!! it’s stupid” – basically he’s just so jealous because you are not his – and if you meet someone else he’ll lose this fwb relationship – hates to admit it but he actually likes the thing you two have going on – “it’s chill” – you hit him “chill? what a nice way to describe having sex with me” – he laughed and tried to change the topic – but you wouldn’t let him – “bambam, do you like me?” – he just rolls his eyes – “ofc i do why would i sleep with you” – “but do you like like me?”, you asked teasing, looking at him with big eyes – “i changed my mind i fucking hate you” – breaking news: he didn’t hate you – he liked you so much it was k i l l i n g him – one time he dreamed of you – nonsexual – it was just you and him looking at the stars and you confessed – ever since then it was all he could think of when he saw you – but ofc he always played it cool in front of you – remember that one time he told you he loved you when he was drunk – truth is he barely drank that night – he knew exactly what he was saying but he knew how drunk you were – secretely hoped you don’t remember – until one time you and him were watching a movie where a dude confessed to a girl all drunk – and you were like remember WHEN YOU DID THIS – and he was like “uuuhm nnnnO?” – so you told him every detail of that night bc u truly thought he forgot – as you were halfway through he stopped you – “(y/n) i know exactly what happened” – leaving u confused af – “why did you lie???” – “bc u didn’t say it back” you could swear he was pouting – suddenly you froze… did he mean it? like actually mean it? – you never even considered that he was serious – long story short that’s how your fuck buddy became your boyfriend

𝒦𝒾𝓂 𝒴𝓊𝑔𝓎𝑒𝑜𝓂

– both of you have absolutely no idea how this could have happened – you never planned to even have sex in the first place – but the way he danced got you and the way you smiled got him – you decided to get rid off the sexual tension before it became unbearable – jokes on you bc it just made you want to have more – so you two found yourselves in the same situation over and over again – enjoying a night together and having endless fun – once the two of you started you wouldn’t stop – like there were times when you were just up all night having sex – with cute breaks in between where your head was resting on his bare chest – his hand tangled in your hair – it always feels so right even though it seemed so wrong – you and yugyeom definitely were trapped in this situation – of course the easy solution would’ve been to just date each other – but neither one of you dared to say it out loud – you hated when he left the next morning – yugyeom also hated that he had to leave – both of you were always afraid that this could be the last time before everything ends – dramatic headasses tbh – but once his lips touched yours you couldn’t get enough – no one knew about your secret little thing – which turned out to become pretty hard – you always had to sneak away in private – bambam and jackson were constantly on the mission to get you a boyfriend which didn’t make it easier – yugyeom wouldn’t admit it but he hated it when they tried to set you up – not even bc he wanted you just bc they were being so noisy about it – at least that’s what he told himself over and over again – long story short you two were obviously into each other – and the amazing chemistry you had in bed made it even harder to act like you didn’t – two weeks after your first kiss with yugyeom you already feared that it’s gonna be over soon – one time in the middle of the night u just had to wake him up to talk – “yugi i rlly don’t want this to ruin our friendship” – he immediately took your face in his hands, giving you a big smooch on your forehead – “i’d never let anything or anyone ruin us…especially not myself” – you often wondered how one night you could just have sex for 6 hrs – and the next night you wouldn’t even kiss, just both in bed, talking, laughing, making memories – he was always so sweet to you – making you feel more loved than any of the guys you actually dated – waking up next to him in the morning could end in two ways – dick sucking or cuddle sessions – you were both with fine – kingggg of eating you out tbh he could do it for days – and as much as you enjoyed the sex – and also the affection – and just being with him – you slowly gave up on the thought that he’d actually like you or ask you out – it was hurting you a bit if you were honest – so one day you decided for the sake of your friendship and your heart you needed to end this – “no why would we end this?” – the horror on his face was real – “(y/n), don’t you like me anymore?” – it broke your heart – “i think i like you a bit too much” – he took your hand, making your heart flutter – “then why would you end this rather than take the next step?”

Far Away {pt.5}

Type: Miniseries; Four | Five  Genre: Angst, Drama, Badboy!AU, Soulmate!AU Member: S.Coups/Seungcheol A/N: I wasn’t sure if I was going to update Far Away, but listening to IU’s “이런 엔딩 (Ending Credit)” really helped me and helped set the mood while editing… ©

Seungcheol’s eyes wanders over the crowd of heads. He’s not looking for anyone in particular, rather letting his eye roam around. If his eyes just so how land on a familiar face, then it was out of his control. At least that was what he wanted to believe. He didn’t want to admit to looking for the answers to his curiosities. He had too much pride to admit it, even if it was only kept to himself.

He was just curious about what happened to you. Ever since the fight two days ago, you haven’t been to school. It wasn’t only him who noticed, the entire school noticed after news of the fight spread around quickly. He also heard from others that you were seen crying that day after running out of the school.

“Seungcheol,” the girl beside him grins as she clings onto his arm. “Win me a stuffed animal!”

“In just a minute,” he dully answered, lagging behind his friends while still trying to casually let his eyes wander around. He nearly curses at Mingyu when he bumps into the giant’s back.

“What’s the holdup?” Mingyu groaned as there was human traffic. That’s when Jun snorts after turning his head towards the source of the traffic.

“I think you’re going to want to see this,” he nods his chin.

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IKON Reacts To You Moaning During Sex

Jinhwan: He face lights up but he tries to hide his excitement through burying his face in your neck. “Baby, I want hear those sexy moans more often.” 

Song: His heart nearly jumped from his chest when he heard your soft moan. He smiles and pulls you closer. “Holy shit, was that a moan? I loved that.”  

Bobby: He stops what he was doing to just stare lovingly at you after he hears you moan from his touch. “Oh my god, you are fucking beautiful.” 

Hanbin: He was glad you couldn’t see his face blush when he heard you trying to hide your moans. “Don’t hide those noises, they are sexy.” 

Donghyuk: His excited giggling would force him to stop for a moment while he calmed himself down. “Sorry, I’m just happy that you’re enjoying yourself.”

June: He pretends to play his confidence up when he hears you moan but on the inside he is having a full meltdown. “What can I do to make you moan again?”

Chanwoo: His ego got a million times bigger when he had confirmation that you were enjoying yourself. “You’re gonna have to be louder for me, babe.” 

Distant Love 1

- iKon x reader

- OT7 reaction to crush/girlfriend moving back to their home country.

-Pt. 2: Hanbin, Donghyuk, Junhoe, Chanwoo

-Thank you for requesting and I’m sorry for taking so long to do this. Since I did took a bit longer to put it out, I included a mini back story to how they meet just to make it a bit longer. Hope this is what you were looking for.

Jinhwan:

Having dealt with enough shenanigans at home, iKon’s tiny eldest decided it was time he done something for himself. Backpack heavy and phone charged, he set out on the cold street of Seoul in a plain back attire of just jeans, t-shirt, heavy jacket, and a face mask. The city looked so nice glistening in the cracking dawn reaching out to the world with its small rays of yellow. Jinhwan sighed contently at that perfect silent of morning, that perfect sweet spot that set his heart still, the same kind he longed for ever since the camping trip 2 years ago. He had woke up early, annoyed in fact at his cursed bladder for badgering him at 5 in the morning. What had started out at a simple call of nature ended up having him hearing nature calling out with its peacefulness. He had sat by the river bank staring at the small ripples chases each other under the slight chilly breeze. Skipping down the step of the train station, he smiled even if no one could see it through the mask. No matter, he knew he was smiling and that was good enough. Excitement couldn’t stilled the weary heart of an overworked boy. He had gone to the station much too early so he settled down on a bench by the track, anticipation ran high. This trip was funded by him, for him, and only him. No one could spoil his alone time now… That is until he heard a sweet voice mumbling aimlessly, bouncing off the dusty columns of the station, permeating through the foggy air. He looked up, who else could be just as crazy as he was to be traveling stupidly early in the day.

“Where the- What the freaking frack??”

A girl can’t be that much older than him, backpack heavy, phone still connect to a portable charger wandering the platform with her brows furrowed. God know why but he found himself smiling foolishly at the frustration seeping from those doe eyes, small cusses muddled the pretty pink lips. He couldn’t tear his eyes away. Lonely trip long forgotten, he straighten himself up, regretting not dressing up a bit more before calling out.

“Hey, do you need help? I’m Jinhwan!”

“Y/n, nice to meet you.”

You sat down next to the handsome man, nearly couldn’t believe your eyes of just how pretty he was. Half your heart was filled with fear of being con by a stranger in a distant land but the other half, all you wished was for this to be real. Something about the way he nervously chuckled at your story of being lost had your heart doing flips. Soon enough, you both had found out enough about each other to feel as if you were old childhood friend. Him revealing his status of being an international star put your weary heart to rest as he sat there waiting for you to google him. With a small giggle, you let go of all your worries as he held out a hand to you. Grasping on tightly, he pulled you toward the track waiting as the whistling train settling down on the track. Where you were going? You had no idea and neither did Jinhwan but somehow it just felt right. 

Backpack heavy, phone charged, Jinhwan once again set out on the cold street of Seoul with a weary heart. It had been 3 years since that fateful day at the station. Unlike the first time, he was now sitting in the backseat of a small car, hands desperately clutching onto yours as if it could somehow change this whole situation. Deep in his heart, he still couldn’t believe this was happening even as his eyes tracing out the familiar smudge on the wall of the nearby convenient store, the pothole on the sidewalk, the same oak tree he had seen billions of time on his way oversea for activities. 

“Jinhwan… Hey, are you listening to me?” You whisper, trying your best to reel in the man that was lost upon the silent world outside.

“Hmm? yea… Sorry, I’m a bit sleepy.” Him, he’s trying his best to escape to outer space.

“Anyways, you can visit me when you’re on break? I’ll visit you too!” 

Those innocent eyes, that bright voice, they used to bring him such joy. He could be on dead bed after a crushingly grueling day of practice and they would put a smile on his face immediately. Those eyes, that smile now just remind him of the torturous days ahead where he’d be force to be alone, force to be okay with you being half way around the world, force to forget about you, force to forget that he’s hopelessly in love with you. If he has his way, you’d turn around right this moment and cuddle in bed with him. He wouldn’t be distancing himself just so he can move on from everything wonderful that you were. He could feels tear stinging his eyes as the excruciating pain of losing you too soon. 

“Hmm…” He hums in response, not really knowing what else to say without sobbing. 

It doesn’t take a genius to realize what he was going through so instead, you silence yourself, letting your head rest upon the shivering shoulder, hands returning the neediness of his. As he watches you checking in your enormous luggages, he debates on the high and low of confessing to you right now. Would you leave everything behind and run to his arm? Or would nothing have change… He continues to watch as you feign a smile to the kind airport worker before turning back his way, smiling sadly.

“So… We got an hour and a half before I have to go in. What should we do?”

“I don’t know… Coffee?”

You nod and he nods, neither of you say much. An hour came and went like in a blink of an eye as he holds your hand trekking toward the glass doors that will separate him from the love of his life. You stop just shy of the grumpy security guard, hands holding his with a gentle smile on your face. He was still averting your gaze, as he did since his black car pulling up to your old home. 

“I have to go…” You breathe softly, almost fearful of the sentence knowing what pain it brings him.

It was like a brick wall just drops out of the sky, everything hit him all at once. He had been frozen. He was frozen the second you told him your internship was ending that your family was waiting on the edges of their seats for your arrival home. He has been counting down the days for months now and finally it hit him… In just 20 minutes, you’ll be gone. Like life ending, from the first moment on that platform till now flashes like some twisted rerun at high speed before his eyes. The calm was gone, replaces with the storm pouring from his eyes. You let yourself get engulf in that warm embrace just one more time, let yourself revel in the warmth and the scent that you will no longer have the privilege of being near daily. You finally let yourself cry knowing this might be the last time you get to be so intimately close to him for a very long time. - Please don’t go - threatening on the tip of his tongue, hanging on by a thread. He almost chokes it out as he lets his tear soak the skin of your neck. 

Alas, he let you go. He had you all to himself for the past 3 years. It was the most wonderful 3 years of his young life and he would changes nothing. He stood still and if it’s not for the streaming tear, one could argues he’s a marble statue, stoic and frozen in time. He watches the spot where you were just moments ago, lingering with your eyes fixed on him, hand reaching out as if asking for him to just say something. 

Lost upon his thought, he got scare witless from the light buzzing in his pocket.

“My Jinhwan, I knew you wouldn’t ask me to stay. I know you were much to considerate to separate me from my family any longer. i just want to thank you for being my best friend and I can only hope you won’t forget me. Lastly, there’s something I want to say. Perhaps I should’ve said it 3 years ago but I had no courage… I know now, regrettably, I should have. I love you too! I love you so much. I would ask you to keep me in your heart but that’s too selfish of me, right? I don’t know how the thread connecting our lives will spin out from now on but don’t stop living life because of me. I love you, I’ll always will.” 

He sheds a small bittersweet smile. The girl of his life, the girl he had been scared to love finally confesses her love for him in the most twisted way it could’ve happened. He has you, he has your heart yet physically you couldn’t be further away. 

“I love you too, Y/n. My Y/n, please wait for me.” He whispers as he leans back in that old bench where it all started as the train whistles by.

Yunhyeong:

It wasn’t strange for Yunhyeong to be absent from class for long extended period of times. Everyone expected it and honestly, there was no other way around it. This idol life get too hectic sometimes for the young man and school just adding another factor that he can’t control. Still, he did his best to show up as much as he can and only uses his “busy” card when he was truly exhausted. 

Laying around in the dorm after 3 months straight of constant bouncing between practice, concert, recording, promoting, Yunhyeong suddenly found himself antsy. His legs danced, bobbing up and down under the table as anxiety filled his gut. He knew it was nothing more than his body adjusting to the strangeness of having no responsibility for a brief while. Yes, he had been exhausted but this restlessness of absolute peace was too much for his heart to bear so out the door he went.

He sauntered onto campus, lungs taking in a long inhale of the fresh scent of spring. He never realized how much he loved being at school until the bottom of his expensive dress shoes found themselves trekking across the cobble stone leading to the library. Anticipating himself to wander around a bit, he had asked his manager to drop him off a full 2 hours before class would start. He was so lost upon the bright green burst of leaves rustling in the soft spring breeze. His soul exploded in a lightness of not having to worry about messing up the concert tonight or tripping on his own foot at some award show. Instead, his heart elated in the bright colors of spring, of the birds singing in the sky, and of the owner of the tousles of soft hair and addicting perfume he had just knocked over. 

“Holy shit, I am so sorry.” 

Any other day, he’d have said something. It wouldn’t be anything mean of course, just something along the line of be careful. However today, today he found himself lost for words as he watched a young girl dressed lightly in just jeans and t-shirt panicking as her hands picked up all the paper strewn messily on the floor. He knelt over, finding himself mirroring her hasty motions before his hand met yours and his heart near stopped. 

He stared deep into your eyes and found the brightest rays of sunshine beaming back with that adorable smile of yours.

“Thank you. I am so sorry again.”

“It’s alright, Ms.-”

“It’s Y/n. You ar-” You replied happily before a distant grumble of jealousy and dagger glaring your way cutting it short. You glanced around nervously, not entirely sure what carnal sin you had just committed to earn such ire expressions. “Uhm, this is stupid but are you by any chance famous? Cause I feel like a bunny about to be eaten by wolves… very hungry wolves…” You chuckled nervously, eyes widen triple the normal size when you turned around to find him laughing with all his might, shoulders shrugging.

“I don’t know, I don’t think so. If you’re so scare then how about I’ll protect you. Walk you to class?”

“I think that would be the opposite of the solution to me not being eaten by wolves.” You stood up now, overwhelmed by the height difference between the stranger and yourself. He was handsome, soft brown locks falling over his forehead. His lips boasted a playful smile as he scratched his head nervously, as if he was hiding the biggest secret in the history. He dressed simply but by no mean any less dashing than the most gentleman of gentlemen in his well cut slacks and the button up peaking out from his soft sweater. 

“It looks like you have no clue where you’re going anyways by the look of that crumbled map… How about letting me walk you to the right place, you know, as an apology for ramming into you. I haven’t been back on campus for awhile so, just reeling everything in.” You hadn’t even gotten a chance to nod before he already took you by the shoulders, dragging you through the crowd full of despair moans and stiffen cries. You eyed the parting sea of girls, very pretty girls, with the most curious of thought as to why you felt like you were in the middle of a K-drama scene right now. 

“You’re 100% sure you’re not famous?!” You asked one more time, in hope of maybe saving the last bit of your safety, incredulous at his previous vague statement.

“Yea. I mean I’m in this group called iKon, nothing big you know. I’m Yunhyeong, by the way. Nice to meet you.” He said it as if ikon was just a flimsy cloud floating across the bright sky, a fallen petals from the endless rows of cherry blossom tree showering you both with its blushful tone.

“Hold up, excuse you!” You halted to a stop, nearly yanking his arm off its socket. “iKon, the monster rookie group, breaking every chart there is iKon?”

“Oh, so you do know who I am… Why fake ignorant.” An almost disgusted tone seeped through the pair of lips you didn’t think could even hosted such words.

“No…” You suddenly found yourself small, retreating back a few steps. “I-I-I don’t mean to upset you. My roommate talks about iKon all the time although i’ve been so busy adjusting with this new life I’ve never bother to look up… I don’t know anyone’s name or faces. I-I’m sorry.” With that, you yanked the stack of paper resting peacefully in his arm before bolting the other way. Comparing to the legs for days man, your bolting wasn’t even worth his jogging as he quickly caught up to you. 

“Hey, I said I’d walk you to class didn’t I? I’m not a man that like to break my promises. I-I wasn’t exactly forth coming with you earlier either… How about we start over. Hi, I’m Song Yunhyeong. What’s your name, cutie?” he huffed out faster than you could even process what was going on.

“I’m Y/n. Nice to meet you, Song Yunhyeong.”

“Baby, will you just look at me?” His voice wavers, no doubt it’s taking everything he has to hold himself together for your sake. Meanwhile, you sit there sobbing like a 5 years old kid that lost her favorite toy.

“I don’t wanna go… Yun… H-How do you expect me to just leave you?” Your ugly sobs cover up the usual sweet tone Yunhyeong loves so much and it’s killing him.

“It’s your family, babe. You can’t trade your family for me… Not when you’ve been gone for 5 years.” His hands so gently rubbing up and down your shivering body, whispering exactly everything he knew you need to hear.

“I know that! Don’t you think I know that, Yunhyeong? GOD!” Enrage by everything that was going on, you lash out even though he had been nothing but an angel the past 4 years of your relationship. “There has to be other ways.. I, I love you. I don’t wanna leave.”

“And I love you too, Bunny. But you gotta think about yourself first. You only came here for school and internship to better your future. Now that you’re finished, you gotta enjoy all your hard work because from here on out it’s going to be easy. If the past 5 years you had been with your family, trust me when I say i wouldn’t think twice about asking you to stay with me. But they miss you. I can’t keep you away any longer.” He pulls your head into his chest, letting you soak all your sadness on his shirt. 

You knew he was right. You came here with the sole purpose of furthering your position in the company. You knew it’d be hard but life after that would be easy… should be easy. However, you never thought you’d literally crashed into the most wonderful man in the world. His loving soul and kind heart had made your time away from home anything but tough. Even with the crazy life of his, he made sure you were always first and how could you not fall in love with such a caring man. You never regretted loving him nor do you regret the relationship that makes going home so hard. You just wish with all your might that this changes nothing, that Song Yunhyeong will forever be yours. You knew this was coming but it doesn’t make it any less hard to come to term with not being there for your boyfriend whenever he needs.

“Look, I have money. Soon, you’ll have money too with that new fancy job of yours. I’ll visit you as many times as I can and you do the same. I’m not saying we break up. How could I break up with my little Bunny. I gotta protect her from all the wolves.” Pressing kisses all along your dampen cheeks, he holds you close, drinking in every micro second he has left. When he let you go, a sad grumble parts from your lips earning a slight chuckle from the near teary eyes man. He reaches out back and pulls out a paper shopping bag. “I know you’re not leaving for another month but… I couldn’t help myself.”

You tug the bag open, eyes full of confusion before widening at the realization of what the soft bundle of fabric was.

“You’re giving me Mr. Berry?? but it’s your favorite sweater, baby.” 

“Well I bought Mr. Berry a friend and I was going to give you the new one but I figured, you’d love Mr. Berry more. Now we can match and It’ll make me feel a little better that you have something of mine with you.” He did his best to put up that bright expression you love but he still couldn’t hide the depressive gaze behind that wonderful eye smile of his. How could he when he’s literally sitting here musing over the fact that his damn sweater will be seeing more of you than he will. He had thought it’d make you happy but judging from how hard you were now bawling, he panics.

“I’m sorry. If you don’t like it, I can take it back. I’ll return the other one…”

“How am I suppose to live easy when I don’t have you, Yunhyeong.” A painful sentence rips out of your throat as you choke on lord know what round it is now of tear. “I love Mr. Berry but I’d love it more if you were wearing it. I promise you, I’ll come back. When it’s time, I’ll be here with you. Please don’t leave me even though I’m half a world away. Please…” Your desperation plead finally cracks the last tough shell he got as a few tear stream down his soft skin. He tugs you onto his lap and just holds you close. He will cry, but not right now. Right now he needs to protect you, to let you have your moment. Who to say tonight when you’re fast asleep, he won’t be crying on his own as he watches you sleep, counting down the nights he has left. 

Bobby:

Grumbling under his breath, Jiwon shouted out a loud cuss as he entered the YG’s building elevator. “Stupid bet” he muttered, who would’ve thought the muscle bunny of iKon would lose in a strength test. For sure he didn’t think he’d be the one trudging out in the cold to buy all the boys drinks, all by his lonesome. Seriously, how did they expect him to carry all 7 drinks back on his own. Feet stomping through the powdery snow of November, he pulls up his face mask higher to hide his frost bitten nose, glaring dagger at the innocent naked trees lining the walk as if they were the one that made him take the bet.

Pushing through the already festive decorated glass doors, Jiwon nudged the small figure of penguin in Santa hat out of pure spite out of his own vexation. Another loud groan left his lips the second he laid eyes on the stupid line, the stupidly long line. Nothing to do but shuffled over and wait, he pulled out his phone and proceed to text the boys for their drinks. 

“You must be kidding me… why can’t they all just get one type of drink. God, the barista is gonna hate me” 

He hated being a hassle and ordering 7 custom drinks on a busy afternoon is exactly that. He glanced up at the fire for eyes, disgusted frown for lips woman at the cashier and pray silently that she won’t murder him for putting in his order. When he was 2 person away from the front, like salvation sent from God, an early Christmas’s miracle, the rough voice of the woman rang out that had him wanting to kneel down in thankfulness. 

“Y/n, I’m off. Can you take over? Just take all the order till Minji comes in then you can go back to making the drinks.”

A soft “Of course!” permeated through the air like music to Jiwon’s ears. He couldn’t see who it was that answered but he sure hope Minji doesn’t come in before he has the chance to order. As the seconds ticked by, the person in front of Jiwon order became more muddle up into some strange alien language as his heart thump faster than the beat of the rap song spewing out of the speaker.

“Hi, welcome! Can I get a name for the order.”

You were smiling so brightly that he found himself lost for words. Stammering like crazy, he managed to get his name out of his lips and a quiet apology of how many drinks he was about to order. You just smiled and went on your way the second Minji came to the rescue. He chose a seat near by the station, keeping an eye on you at all time, amazed by how fast your hands were moving. Soon enough, his name was called and you bowed politely before taking a rest from the crazy rush hour. He took his drinks, wanting nothing more but to talk to you but what excuse would he has. Just then, another miracle happened as he glanced down on the neat scribbles on the cups.

“Hey princess, you sure this is my drink?” 

The second the greeting left his mouth, he bit his own cheek in embarrassment. Why did he had to call you by that stupid nickname for, it’s not like he really knew you. Nevertheless, you politely came over, rechecked the drinks and nodded before reciting all the drinks verbatim the way he had ordered it.

“Those are yours, aren’t they?”

“Yea but what’s this ‘G1′?” 

You burst out in a bright giggle and suddenly the sky outside wasn’t so gloomy anymore. Everything was bathed in the warm and golden glow of how adorable you look laughing. 

“Sorry. It was so busy and you had like 7 drinks so I shorten your name. I’m sorry if that offended you. I can make you new drinks.”

“No it’s alright,” He chuckled nervously, hoping you would keep talking to him. “I guess I could say I’m a regular now? Seeing how my cute barista has a nickname for me.”

“I guess you could say that, Mr. playboy G1.”

“Wait, Y/n. Whose playlist is the shop using? I love the old school hiphop vibe here!” He managed to yelled out, needing just a few more seconds of interaction with you.

“Mine!”

You exhaled quickly with a wink before running off toward the sound of Minji’s voice.

“Wow, funny and good taste in music. Where have you been all my life, Y/n” 

He stood there for a minute, just stunned about what had just happened before the nagging sound of cell phone ringing snapped him out of his reverie. For you, he’d gladly take on another 10 bets and loses every time. 

Jiwon slumps down on the bench just outside of the shop, the same one he had sat in so many times in hope of catching a glimpse of you running back and forth inside the shop. He sighs the sigh of all those who had lost love, of those who knew they were at the end of the line. His hand clutching on the small envelop that holds his whole heart yet he couldn’t bring himself to open it. Would this even do anything? It wouldn’t change the fact that you were still gone. You had been gone for days now. The what ifs burning through his mind as he forces himself to keep his composure. After all, it would do you no good seeing an article of him losing it in public so soon after he had left. You were always a smart cookie, you’d know he was breeding a storm inside because of you. With a loud grunt, he let goes of all that was holding him back. What the hell, what could be worse than losing you even before he has you. His svelte fingers nimbly go to peel back the paper as delicately as he could, holding onto the only thing of you he got.

“I’m sorry I left so abruptly. I really wanted to see you one last time before I leave but it’s looking like I’m not so lucky. I’m sorry if this is crossing the line or something. You are an international star after all and me, I’m just some average girl that make your coffee. Or I guess it’s made now…” 

A long heavy breath emit from his lungs. How could you still think of him with such distant after all these months. Had he not given you enough hints to know all he wanted to do was to claim your heart? Was he really that pompous of an ass that you’d think he’s some diva. 

“I don’t know what I’m doing haha. I mean I’d like to think you really were flirting with me just as much as I tried to flirt with you. If you haven’t figure it out by now, I am not exactly good at this flirting/dating thing. Yeaaa… totally not good at all.” 

He chuckles thinking back of the way your cheeks would turn the adorable rosy hue whenever he’d brush his hand against yours “accidentally” while grabbing his drink. How you’d just stutter, fluster whenever he’d go overboard with his compliment, the nervous giggle. God, everything you did drove him crazy. 

“Anyways. If my gut isn’t as blind as my intuition is, I hope this letter could be of use for you. I guess since you never ask me for my number, here’s my new one. It’s wifi/video-calls so it’s free. Yay! Oh wait, what am I talking about. Your rich boi ass can afford international call. hehe. So I guess this is goodbye, for now. I hope I hear from you but if I’m just a delusional fan girl reading too much into your meaningless actions, I apologize. Please forget about this. Bye, G1.”

He leaned back on the bench, feeling both the elation of cloud 9 and the weight of the whole word upon his soul all at once. You like him. This whole freaking time he was being shy for no damn reason. He could’ve ask you out so long ago but he waited and lost. Hastily, wasting no more time, he pulls out his phone before punching in those digits that he was too scared to ask for.

“H-Hello? Jiwon?” You speak in that soft voice, stuttering out your greeting as if unsure he’d really call.

“Hey, princess!” He cheeses out that stupid greeting that nearly costed him his friendship with you. He remembered how cold you were the second and third time he came back for drinks. He beat himself up so many night wondering why the spark of your first meeting had fizzled out so fast. It wasn’t until one afternoon when he caught you on your way out from work that the mystery was solved. Unlike the bashful, cute Jiwon you’re used to now, at that point you had thought he was just another frat boy type that call everyone sweetheart for the sake of planting seed for later needs. You hated it so you distanced yourself. 

“Ah, I see player Jiwon is back. Took you long enough to call, freak!” Although the high tone of your teasing voice was there, something about the wavering whiny voice of yours that solidify all the hope his heart was swelling up with.

“I’m sorry, baby. I was ready to head out to see you and our manager said we had a meeting… next thing I know we got shipped out to Japan. I-I really didn’t think that was my last chance to see you. I’m so so sorry, baby.” He mewls out his word like a sad puppy, sincerity drips from every syllable. Even with all the rush of emotion, of finally understanding why he never showed up in almost two weeks, you couldn’t help but feel the shattering quake of the endearing nickname.

“Yah, who said I was your baby… I’m still mad at you for ghosting me for 2 weeks. You didn’t even see me off.” You feign anger, not really doing a good job at it judging from that strange laugh of his emanating from the speaker on your side.

“Aye, don’t even pretend like you don’t love it when I call you baby or princess. I didn’t ghost you, baby. I swear. I didn’t have your number and I was oversea…” His cheerful voice and the unique guffaw that’s so him suddenly died out, in its place sadness and solemnity.  “Did you know how devastated I was showing up and being told you moved back home? I thought I was going to black out then and there… I don’t know what I would’ve done if you didn’t leave me the letter. I’m sorry, baby. I’m so sorry for waiting so long to call you my baby. I-I never thought that the last time we met was my last chance ever of telling you I really like you. God, I’m so stupid.” A long sigh and a few sniffles later, you were sure he was tearing up, just as you are. 

“Don’t be sorry. It’s not your fault. I was so scare that you were just being nice for the sake of being nice that I lost my chance with the best guy I’ve ever met. You’re not stupid, babe. I wanted to tell you I was leaving so many time but I never could bring myself to do it. I’m such a coward. I found myself waking up the past week waiting for you to call me princess, to hear your stupidly long order of 7 cups, all different drinks.” You let out a bittersweet grin, happy found itself resting on your lips as he mirror your laugh. 

“Can I call you? I can’t promise it’d be every day but any chance I get… We can work this out somehow, baby. I miss you so much already. I’d do anything to hear you call me babe again.” He whispers with all the desperation in the world for you to say yes. Sure he knows now you like him too but doesn’t mean you’d sit around waiting for someone that can barely be there for you. He needed so bad for you to say yes that without even realizing, his knuckles are going white from the tight grips, edging on his seat anticipating you reply.

“Of course, babe.” You exclaim and he got sweep away by the force of all the unfulfilled wishes he had.  “I’d like that very much. I’ll text you everyday, as much as I can, or until you get bored and annoyed of me.”

“I could never. We haven’t even gotten our first date yet. How could I?” 

“So you’d get sick of me after our first date? I see how it is Mr. G1.” He had always love how playful you get, how flirty you’d be without even realizing what you were doing. It seems to only amplify now that you’re his.

“Never. I would never ever get sick of you.” A tranquil silent floods out from both side of the call, nothing but content sighs and small giggle could be heard for the next few minutes but neither of you care. To be able to share this moment is enough.

“You’re in this with me, baby? I’d love to be your boyfriend if you’d let me. I know it’s selfish of me to say this now that you’re so far away but my feeling for you aren’t going away anytime soon.”

“Yes, Jiwon. I know it’s messed up how everything is but I think we can do this… If you’re in it, so am I.”

At your promise, Jiwon’s body relaxes as he continues recalling all the things he did in the week and a half he hadn’t seen you. Laughs and soft confession of love could be heard for hours as you both plan out your future meetings. 

Pt. 2: Hanbin, Donghyuk, Junhoe, Chanwoo

Distant Love 2

- iKon x reader

- OT7 reaction to crush/girlfriend moving back to their home country.

- Pt.1: Jinhwan, Yunhyeong, Bobby

-The Maknae line, once again, I have no clue if Hanbin is with the hyung or the maknae… I will forever never know. Also, this is like 3 years late but tah dah, part two of distant love is finally here. I feel like  I dropped the ball on this one a little bit but I really like how each story turns out. 

Hanbin:

Had it always been this hard? Hanbin had been at this game for as long as he could remember, locking up the best years of his life behind the glass window of the recording booth and sleepless nights penning down his thoughts. Even the most fleeting, mundane day dream could be turn into a hit. Yet for reasons unknown, the past few weeks, his heart had been heavy and his words, well to say they were shit was to put it lightly. Frustration at an all time high, Hanbin had considered nearly any and all options to put an end to this drought of the mind but none prevailed. The only thing left on the list was to destroy all his equipment and quitting altogether but that would be incredibly selfish, not only to himself and his family, but to his brothers. Even then, as he laid awake watching the clock ticking away, surrounded by balls of thrown away thoughts, that thought too teetering on the edge of becoming an action.  

Jacket thrown haphazardly over his body, Hanbin traipsed through the halls toward the world he hadn’t seen in nearly 36 hours, eyes vexed by the brightly lit sunshine. He had no destination in mind, no plan of action, and definitely no heart to care where his feet were carrying him too. The next second he came to, his body slumped  pathetically on the wooden bench of the nearby park, a raven colored puppy pawing at his foot. His eyes widen and for the first time in weeks, a smile bloomed on his chapped lips. Much to his delight, the puppy defied all his expectation and jumped right into his extending hands, happy to get the attention of the exhausted man who had been ignoring it for much too long. Although, it was probably only a few seconds but in puppy time, that was way too long. 

“Oh my God, Ollie!” By the way the tiny little fur ball’s eyes had lit up, Hanbin surmised the voice belong to his owner and he couldn’t help but felt an overwhelming, unexplainable sadness washing over his body. He raised his head, temporarily forcing himself away from the tiny licks of Ollie to check the source of the voice. 

“I am sorry, I am so so sorry… Is he bothering you? I’m so sorry. His collar slipped off and I’ve been chasing him for like 15 minutes. I’m such a klutz, I am so sorry.” Flustered and definitely looking like you had just ran a full marathon, you near died at the sight of your puppy sitting so perfectly in someone else’s lap.

“Hey, it’s ok. I-I kind of like him…” Hanbin mused dumbly for a second, too enthralled in the way Ollie pawing at his shirt to realize your panic gaze, probably ready to report a dog-napping in progress. “No! I didn’t mean- I just meant, I’ve been having a really rough few weeks and he, he’s helping.” 

“Oh, well, we don’t have anything else plan so … I guess you can play with him for a bit more. He seems to like you way more than he does me anyways.”

“Thank you. I’m Hanbin.” He outreached a shaky hand, delighted when your small one slipped over for a timid shake.

“Y/n…”

“Does it mean nothing to you? Five years, Y/n.” Eyes redden but no longer was it out of the exhaustion of lacking muse, Hanbin vexingly tugs at the soft brown locks. Body thrown onto the bed that had shared so much laughters.

“Don’t you dare question me like that, Kim Hanbin. Every second of those five years, even the ones we spent fighting are the most precious thing in my life.” You couldn’t believe those words were coming from his mouth. A fire lit in your heart but just as with his, for a very different reason. 

“Then how come it’s so easy for you to just throw it all away, leaving me like this? Just abruptly leave like I don’t mean anything to you.” Body could no longer contain the emptiness, that bitterness that had been eating away at his heart ever since he learned of the news. He stared back at you, broken and hopeless. Those loving eyes no longer shine with the starlight of a blossoming relationship but dull, dull just like everything that had happened to you, to him for the past month. 

“Do you think I want to do this? Do you think it’s easy for me to leave behind the man I love, the person that had been there for me through all the hells of life and marry some dipshit, douchebag I don’t even know?” You didn’t mean to scream, but somewhere between the crashing and burning of all hope for a happy future and Hanbin’s despondent gaze, you lost it. He didn’t say anything, Hanbin didn’t need to for his hug says it all. The way his arms so desperately winding around your shivering body as if he could hug away every bad thing that had happened. You could feel his tears rolling down your bare shoulder as his face nuzzles deep into the crook of your neck as if the answer to the ending of your world lies within it. “I’m not leaving forever. I told you, I’m going back to tell them I can’t marry that guy and they can’t make me.”

“Is it because he’s a doctor and I’m not?” 

“Hanbin…” You couldn’t bring yourself to answer that question so instead you call for him, call for him just as you had the past 5 years. 

“It is… Isn’t it. Damn it. I have money, sweetheart, your parents know that, don’t they?” His hands gently pushing at your shoulders, a bit of hope flared up in the sorrowful smile cracking on his bleeding lips. 

“Hanbin…” 

“I can buy them a house, cars, anything they want. Baby, did you tell them that? I- You don’t even have to work anymore. I’ll work extra, I’ll write even more songs, i promise! Just as long as they let you stay here.”  What do you say to a man that has nothing left to lose… 

“Baby, I’ll come back, I promise.”

“No you won’t… They say they’ll listen to what you have to say to get you to come home. But if you leave, I’m never ever going to see you again.” Frustration once more taut on his forehead, why couldn’t you just listen to him. What different does it make if you tell your parents you won’t be getting marry over the phone or in person. 

“Hanbin, I’m not five. What are they gonna do to me? Take my phone away? Ground me? If they can’t see that you make me happy then it’s their lost.”

“They’re going to take you away from me! I- Why can’t you see that? If you truly believe they’ll let you come back here and be with me, why did you pack up all your things, why did your landlords said they’ll miss seeing us, why does Ollie suddenly needs to get a passport?” 

“Ollie was getting a passport because I didn’t know if your manager would say yes to him or not. It was for worst case scenario, and I don’t know how long I’m going to be gone for and my lease is ending.” The weight of your body sinking down beside him barely there yet Hanbin feels as if the world was crashing down on his body. 

“What are you talking about?”

“I’m leaving Ollie with you for now, I just had to be sure he was allowed. And I was thinking of getting a place closer to your dorm when I come back.” 

“You’re not lying to me, are you? Miss, Kim Y/n.” It had always amazed Hanbin what little you do could impact him so tremendously. The gentle hand rubbing circles on his back seemingly painting colors back into his life, spreading the warmth of a happy future so close he could feels it brushing against his fingertips. 

“Kim? I’m not even gone yet and you already forgot my last name? My last name isn’t K-” That cheeky smile and the happiness spreading so softly on his tired, handsome features left your inside doing flips. “You still have the energy to joke?” 

“I’m not joking, it’s gonna happen sooner or later so… I just thought might as well start now. Kim Y/n and Kim Ollie.”

“What am I going to do with you…” You sigh, happy Hanbin was back to being your adorable, cheeky monkey… Happy that once again, normalcy has already begin to return to your relationship.

“Marry me?”

“You’re insufferable”

Donghyuk:

The first time he had laid eyes on you, Donghyuk was undoubtedly moonstruck, beyond mesmerized in the way you move so beautifully to the sorrowful vocal of Baek Ji Young’s Like Being Hit By A Bullet. So much more than just the enticing choreography and a fluidity that had captured the his attention never quite like anyone had before, there was something so heartbreaking, something so hopeless in your expression and the powerful yet gentle movements that made him wondered if you lived through the heartache conveying through the song. Donghyuk found himself speechless, and even after the applaud of the crowd had long died out, he remained still in his spot, an inexplicable sadness left him empty as he watched you walked off into the night. He knew he had to find you. 

Although the seed was sown from the very first second he had seen you, it wasn’t until the second time that Donghyuk truly believe you were his match made in heaven. Easy going with the brightest laugh to match your beautiful smile, he was in awe not only because your outer appearance but with the way you so effortlessly go about your day. Despite knowing each other for a mere couple of hours, you both had talked as if life long best friend reuniting after spending time apart. There was just something in the way you listen to him, not just listen but you heard him, saw him, and understood everything he had to offer. From happiness to moments he wished had never happened, from the most joyous occasion to times when you wanted to disappeared from this world, there wasn’t a thing being hidden as your weekly dinner turned near daily. In the moments apart, he longed for the day he could meet you, and when that day arrived, he wished it never have to end. Even when he was on the brink of passing out for exhaustion and hanging out meant slumping on the couch for a movie session, he treasured every single second. 

The first time he had planted the softest, sweetest kiss on your cherry red lips, Donghyuk felt the whole world crumbled beneath his feet when you uttered the faintest apology before running off. There was no recovery, no taking back what he had just done. No matter how many texts he had sent, how many called went unheard by you, Donghyuk knew he lost you. For days he suffered, agonizing over a love that never was, questioning why did he had to ruin a perfect friendship when the doorbell rang loudly. 

You stood there, eyes redden, lips still as soft and enticing as every moment before. Your thumb twirling in nervousness, no word was spoken and for what must’ve been the longest five minutes of his life, you both just stood there staring at each other. You asked him to stay silent, to let you finished before saying anything else and so he did. There was so much he wanted to tell you, to ask you as you spoke of just how much you valued his friendship, of the trials and tribulation of your past heartbreaks, of the kiss and of how long ago was your heart stolen by him. He held his tongue even if the words were already threatening to vomit, all the way until you said you had liked him so much and of being scare to get hurt again. The moment Donghyuk had found the courage to utter your name, you stole his words in the best way. Tiptoed and barely balanced, you pressed a quick kiss onto his chapped ones before dashing away once again… This time he caught you, and never letting you go. 

Stepping foot into the cafe he once spent nearly every free seconds in, Donghyuk was taken down memories lane as his eyes take in the the familiarities… The changes.  The wooden porch hosting your favorite spot in the cafe remains unchanged, yet the vibrant vines of red roses once meandered the awning shading the patrons now a mesmerizing shade of lilac and white, wisteria vines dance in the soft breeze. Donghyuk no longer frequent this quaint old place partly due to his hectic schedule, life of a growing idol leaves not much time for daily routine, partly… Partly because the biggest change of it all is that you’re no longer his. 

He could hardly believes that it had been nearly two years since you bid goodbye, right here in this spot where he sits. You hadn’t said much, now that he thinks about it, you said nothing at all. Instead the tears and longing look into the distant did the work, your hands shivering in the hold of his. 

“Hey.” 

Just as the bittersweet memories were taking him for a long ride, that familiar sweet voice steals him back to reality. It’s strange, so strange to see you stand there in the spot that had hosted so many dates, teetering in nervousness. Your hair is shorter… Not that he really minded even if time and time again he had expressed his liking to your heavenly soft, long locks. 

“Y/n, hey.” 

“I’m sorry for calling you up so suddenly… I just, you know…” Donghyuk knows exactly what you wanted to say, because he too wants so desperate to convey just how much he misses you. Yet rather than being hasty, he hums softly, letting you quietly continue. “I was in the neighborhood and thought I’d say hi.”

Donghyuk contemplates the next few words very carefully, in fact, he had been pondering on what would be the right thing to say to you the moment you had left him nearly two years ago. He dreamt of this moment, yearning for it every waking second and now that you were here, nothing else matter any longer. He thought about lying, saying how great his life had been and all the things he had accomplished. He thought too, of begging for you to stay, for things to return to the long walk, basking in the night’s cold air. He thought about getting angry… Why would you give him the best year of his life then to only packed up and left without another word. You could’ve call, you could’ve written him letter, a text, anything at all but you didn’t. You left him in the dark. 

“I miss you.” The second you came into view, Donghyuk lost all his courage, all the resolve he had, all the resentment, and all the pain. It was all worth it because you smile at him, the way you had so many times before. For a split second, your eyes widen in shock yet at the coaxing of his hands so warm against yours, that smile returns with the full force of a love thought to be lost. 

“I miss you so much.”

For a long while, neither of you say anything but simply enjoying each other company for once the elation of reunion begins to settle, many things need to be discuss. Who know what will be in store for your future but one thing for sure, you’re stronger together and this time, there isn’t a thing in the world that can separate your hearts. 

Junhoe:

“Don’t you go falling in love with me now.” 

A disgusted scowl teased on his lips was what met your nonchalant question, a scoff to follow, and a sassy “as if”. You didn’t know how or since when but there was a silent agreement to this strange friendship you’ve made with Junhoe. To unsuspecting stranger, it might as well had been hate coursing through your veins every time either of you open your mouth intending to speak to the other. Offhand comments, mockery, and just mutual sassing consisted of nearly 80% of your daily conversation but you liked it, and so did he. 

“I’m just saying, it’s not hard to fall in love with someone this perfect.” You quipped with a quick jab to his side, snickering as the tall boy flopped onto the floor in pain. 

“I hate you so much.” He sneered, hand rubbing at the tender skin, questioning every decision he had made that lead him to you.

“Yea, yea, love you too. Don’t deny your feeling, Koo. Just know, I won’t accept anyone’s hand until they could beat me.  ”

As you sauntered away toward the locker room, Junhoe was suddenly reminded of the very first time you two had met. It had been very much the same situation, him flat on the floor and you, strolling off with the smuggest grin on your lips. See, look could be deceiving and never before had Junhoe felt as betrayed by his judgement as he had that very moment, heavy pants in his chest with his tail tucked between his legs and perhaps, ego more than just bruised. Who would’ve thought, Koo Junhoe, top of his Taekwondo class (both in size and in skill) had just got his ass handed to him by a girl not nearly the size of his arm. He wasn’t sure if the stars dazzling his vision were from being tossed over your small shoulder or the admiration he had for you, but there was definitely something stirring deep within his heart. 

The small spars soon turned into friendly banters in the few moments of break and every single second he could afford after class before getting drag away by his manager. Gone was the timid girl barely speaking a few words, your smile shined through the sweat and exhaustion of rough housing. The rosy tinge on your cheeks after a particularly good match only added to the adorable way you lit up in victory, even if some of those victories were against Junhoe himself.  Your strange friendship blossomed in ways neither of you could really anticipated, and before he could really understand his own heart, it was already yours. 

“I told you not to go and fall in love with me, didn’t I?” Breathless and the softest tint colored your cheeks rosy, your chest heaves heavily as you lay flat on your back. The usual banter between you and him now coated with sorrow, your smile dull in comparison to the many shared with Junhoe before today.

“It’s not that hard to fall in love with someone this perfect.” svelte finger reaching out to rid the few beads of sweat falling down your smooth skin, Junhoe replied gently, not a bit of derision behind his words. The softest smile blooms on his lips and not for the first time since you bested him in a match, you’re lost. He lays there, pinning your body stilled underneath his and eyes studying the curves and edges of your features, utterly entrance by your beauty. Dainty kisses soon bloom against the softness of your skin, first shyly on the tip of your nose then your cheeks.  It wasn’t until your arms had sneakily wind around his hips that Junhoe had found the courage to place a nervous kiss on your lips, one that soon turns heated. 

You wished it was sunshine and honey that lead you to the most intense spar either of you had participated in that ended in Junhoe’s very first victory against you… to the moment where he had uttered those three little word. As you both lay there sharing body heat, those three little words slipped out with the utmost care yet it was just so effortless, so perfect. So perfect in fact you had forgotten all about the tears that shed as you pulled the white uniform over your body, all your strength was gone as you slumped onto the small wooden bench of the musky locker room. No matter how many times you close your eyes or shake your head till your vision blur,  the disappointment in his eyes and that sorrowful sigh haunted your soul as it too, had yet come to term with event unfolding. You gave him one month, one month to make peace with his best friend disappearing from his life yet it wasn’t until the last week that it had really sinked in. One last spar he had said, one last time to determine once and for all who will be the champion of your little contest before you leave him. 

“Why now? You wait until my last day here to tell me that?” You breathe out hastily, barely a second to spare when his love rains down with the force of all the years repressing the most powerful emotion known to mankind. 

“You told me you won’t accept anyone until they could beat you… I just did.” He huffs out without a bit of hesitation, kisses resuming on your lips. Not that you mind, just, there were still so much more to say. 

“You took that seriously? Damn it, June.”

“Yea, kind of. You’re really scary. Plus, I wasn’t sure … I was scared you didn’t like me back.” 

“I’m leaving, Junhoe…”

“I know… I just, I wasn’t going to say anything but I don’t think I could’ve live with myself if I let you walk away.” For the first time since he got you under his control, Junhoe break away from your spell, pulling himself up, knees to his chest and head hanging low. The soft cherry locks damped, draping messily over his face hiding the falling pearls and quiet sniffles. “Now I wished I had told you sooner… I’m such a coward.”

“Don’t say that… If you are a coward, then so am I because I don’t think I could’ve either… leaving without telling you that, I love you too.” Your chest pressing tight against his slumped back, your arms pulling him close as if they could fix the imminent deadline being place over your intertwining hearts. For how long, neither did you know or care, you sat there with your head resting against the broadness of his shoulders, listening to his tears. You whisper endless words of love, hoping even through the sharp inhale of his cry that at the very least a few would reach his heart. 

“I don’t really know how-” words choke in your chest, a sense of urgency racing against your fast beating heart. “I really want us, i want for there to be an us… I just, how is this going to work?”

“Sweetie, I don’t know either. I just know I can’t let you go. I can’t sleep at night knowing I can’t say I love you every day. Damn sure I would die before I let another man come and steal you away from me. So, can we just, for now, be us without any of the complication?” 

“Yes, a hundred times, yes.” Without hesitation, never mind the boarding pass awaiting patiently on your nightstand, you leave your heart in his hand. Without hesitation, you both seal your future with another kiss, leaving the details for another day. 

Chanwoo:

From the moment he had caught your soft gaze from across the busy restaurant, he knew that his heart would be in for a long roller coaster ride. Star crossed lovers, people called it. For a split second he had consider looking away, pretend as if that polite smile didn’t land a gut wrenching punch to his heart. Yet before that logical side of his brain could take over control, his heart had already sent a charming smile back your way, feet peddling through the crowd and step by step, he played right into the tragedy that to be your future relationship. 

“Hey!” He said timidly, regret rummaging through his body because surely “hey” isn’t the best pick up line he could’ve come up with. Anything, he could’ve said, but he decided on “hey”.

“Here alone?” 

“Hmm, fluffy pancake isn’t exactly in the itinerary of the rest of the crew…” He chuckled awkwardly, although deep down Chanwoo was thankful his “hey” hadn’t driven you away. 

“Ah, same. What kinda crew are you in? the artistic dance type or harden criminal law breaking type?” You had just lean back against the wall with an inquisitive stare up at him yet how could someone be so effortlessly adorable doing just that? He was fucked, royally fucked, hard. 

“Definitely the first one… Although, if I was into the second, would you still wanna talk to me?” 

“Cool. Hmm, I’d say depend.”

“On…?”

“On if you’re in one of those mafia crew in like fanfic, you know tough on everyone else but soft spot for one very specifically descriptive average girl they met by chance. Usually there’s a love triangle, trapezoidal thing going on but eh, I’m not picky.” Rocking from your toes to your heels, you breathed out an answer that normally he’d find strange yet something in the way you had said it, Chanwoo was left intrigued. 

“That was… Oddly specific.”

“Sorry, I talk about weird things sometimes. My sisters seemed to think that’s why I can’t find a boyfriend… Or friends in general. Not that I don’t have friends, I definitely do. I’m here with my friends in fact, well not here here, just Japan here. I- ” All the words that had been vomiting over the place was stolen right out of your throat. Chanwoo couldn’t help but stood there listening, a dumb smile on his lips as he stared, a dreamy look in his eyes. “Oh my God, I’m so sorry. I ramble when I get nervous.”

“Do I make you nervous?”

“Y-No…” Just as fast as that answer had left your lips, you turned away with the cutest head shake, a slight rosy blush on your cheeks but there was no hiding the way you bit back that little grin. 

“Hmm, I’m Chanwoo, by the way.” 

“Y/n… Hi…”

“So, you read fanfic often?”

“NO! no…Nope”

“Read anything on iKON lately?”

“How long do you think we can keep doing this?” 

Your heart nearly drops out of your chest as each word crashes down on your unsuspecting self with an emptiness never before had you experienced. The comforting warmth dancing about the quiet room suddenly no longer content, sinking fast as the atmosphere stiffen, your body no longer find solace resting against his… Not even the gentle passing of his large hand against the bare skin of your back could simmer the distress rising in your soul.

“Are you saying we should stop?” Not an ounce of emotion behind your words as you push yourself off his chest, deadpanning the messes sprawl across the span of his room, seeking for any and all reason to put distance between your bodies. 

Who would have thought the serendipitous meeting between a boy and a girl, love at first sight in a foreign country would lead to a budding relationship of three years. Three long years of video chat dates and tearful airport goodbyes but neither of you would have it any other way. The desperate moments of wanting, needing to feel each other’s touches, the craving of body heat keeping each other warm in the dead of nights, it all intensified every single second you got to spend with one another. But it seems all road traveled must lead to a destination…Unfortunately, yours ended short of paradise. 

“No, that’s not-”

“Because if that’s what you want then I won’t stop you. I’ve given so much of myself into this relationship that I can’t bear for it to be one sided.” 

Chanwoo knew what a loaded question that had been, just as well, he knew once it was spoken, there was no taking back the damage done. No doubt there are much better ways to raise such a hurtful question but there was no helping the way it constricted his heart, wrecking his soul, more so than ever now that you were in his arms, so peaceful and content. He didn’t mean for it to upset you so but at the end of the day, he knows himself and he knows you… There was no point sugar coating something that could potentially ruin everything you’ve both had built, and so he decided to be blunt. Although staring at your back now, so small and vulnerable, sitting on your own at the end of the bed when his arms still wide open for you to lean into, Chanwoo wishes he didn’t have to do this… At the very least, beating around the bush doesn’t seems like such a bad option now. 

“Baby, that’s not what I mean. I- We’ve been doing this long distant thing for three years now. If I really wanted to quit, don’t you think I would’ve done it a long time ago?” Shuffling his large body toward your shivering one, Chanwoo arms quick to wind around your body pulling you backward into a tight embrace. His chin resting on your shoulder and though you couldn’t see him, or rather bear to face him, you know for a fact that adorable pout is present on his soft lips. 

“Then why did you say that…” The words choke out of your throat, melting away with the tears finally breaching its limit. With your back flushes up impossibly close to his chest, your hands move to enclose his, fearful of the day when this simple moment of being in each other’s arms will be nothing but a dream. “It hurts, you know.”

“Well, last night I couldn’t sleep, counting down the seconds until I could pick you up from the airport and…” A soft sigh falls from his lips, Chanwoo leaves you more confuse than ever, your heart in a shamble if this surprise talk will be for better or for worse. 

“Channie, you’re scaring me.”

“Sorry, baby. I just, I don’t know why now but I couldn’t stop thinking about the future and I’d like to think one day, I’ll get to call you my wife. And I swear Hanbin hyung thought i went crazy because I wouldn’t stop smiling but I was so happy.” A soft giggle brushes against the shell of your ears and you too couldn’t help but smile, grinning like an idiot. “When I was waiting for you at the airport, reality settled in and for a second, I felt like I couldn’t breathe. One week is all I have with you, and I’m not complaining, I appreciate every second I have with you but for how long more? I can’t be selfish and ask you to abandon everything. At the same time, neither can I…”

“I understand.”

“But that doesn’t mean I want for us to end. Just being with you, just to have you love me is already a blessing. I don’t know how or when, but in my mind everything will work out and I will be your husband. And hell, if we have to do this airport love thing for the rest of our lives, I will be there waiting for you the second you get off the plane.” A kiss gentle against your cheek yet the impact it has on your heart much more than any kiss you’ve shared with Chanwoo before. For how long, neither of you really bother with keeping track, you sit there in his lap, listening to the details of the days spent apart and the plan of the present. Soft kisses pressing against the warmth of each other’s skin, a new hope for a better future together in place of turmoil. 

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Making out with bobby from ikon:

•it would be very fast paced

•but also very passionate

•loves to leave hickeys on you

•and when you leave them on him

•but they have to be hidden

•loves when you kiss his jaw and neck

•“Baby keep going “

•would have you either straddle him or it would be up against a wall

•because he likes when your body is pressed up against his

•would grind on you

•make out sessions for you guys usually last for about a hour

•it depends

•likes when you run your hands through his hair

•lots of small deep moans

•”jagiya I love you so much”

•sometimes it leads to sex

•like I said it depends

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