After Wrestlemania Post.

So I figured what a perfect time it is to get more dedicated to my page. With wrestling as one of my main interests since I was a little one, why not start there?. I will attempt to do weekly WWE posts,  with thoughts from the beautiful and wonderful a-refreshing-reign, since we are watching together. (I helped get her into wrestling. YES! YES! YES!. This post is for the Post-Wrestlemania Raw, Aired on 3/30/15.

The starting segment- Lesnar and Heyman demand that the rematch clause is used that night. Stephanie comes down, takes shot at Lesnar and says that Rollins would be in later that evening.

First off, Paul Heyman is by far the best on the mic in the company. He talks, people listen and It helps Brock just do what he needs to looking uncomfortable. (Lesnar was never good on the mic, even going back to his initial WWE run) Its a solid start to the show and the post wrestlemania storyline. I loved it. Key Nina thoughts  1.Haha Look! Steph is still favoring that arm!  2. Paul Heyman is amazing on the mic.

Daniel Bryan vs Dolph Ziggler - IC Title Match. BNB at commentary.

Way to open up the wrestling with what was arguably the best match of the night. Both guys look amazing and work well together, and that leads to good matches, which the IC title needs. Bad News Barrett was great in his role and should be a major player sometime down the road. The Seamus run in at the end was....ok. It was kind of typical, and the crowd jumped him for it, but he adds a nice wrinkle to a place with a lot of new opportunity.

Key Nina Thoughts. 1. Wow, DB and Ziggler don’t look that big, but they are pretty strong!

2. This match is awesome.

3. WOW, Seamus is PASTY.  To Be Continued.

Its been a rough few weeks. Not money wise, which is a nice change of pace from the usual stressed, I have a wonderful, fun job, where I get a lot of hours and get along with the other workers well.

But it feels like I'm just not emotionally or mentally ready to fully appreciate it. I should, because I make enough to be able to take care of things when I need to, but I've just been in this horrible depression where I can't even feel really happy without a wave of dread and stress washing over me. I haven't felt like i've had a good sleep in weeks, I just stay up worrying and stressing myself until I physically crash. I then wake up exhausted from the nightmares and constant tossing and turning.  I want the people around me to be happy, and I feel so bad when I accidentally hit someones insecurities, because that's not what I want. I just want the people in my life to know that they are very special and even if they aren't always seen in that way, they are cared about. It sucks trying to do the right thing, then to turn around and accidentally make someones day worse without realizing. It betrays the Idea that what I am doing is right, or kind, or any of the things that I try to be. When it happens, I feel like I lose sight of who I want to be and I get stuck in my head about it. I then have the issue of talking about it because I feel like everyone else is going through something so much worse and I don't want to weigh them down with my petty burdens. So I suffer in silence and try to be strong for their sake, because I promised them I would always be there for them, and I would rather suffer than go back on my promise to them. I don't know, I'm rambling and I don't know if this made me feel better, but at least seeing it in front of me is a step in a direction.