WHY ugh just if i could cry i'd probably feel better?

at least i look cute?

super anxious and insecure yesterday and today not better today i really hope its all my own bullshit in my head and nothing more

driving views

at Mount Evans

hummingbirds at lunch (at Mt. Evans)

🗻#nofilter (at Mount Evans)

denver!✈️🗻

good morning my hair is getting really long (at Madison, Wisconsin)

ahhhhhhhhhhhuugggghhhhhhhh

nothing happened but some good/helpful talking

there is mutual interest

just needs time and an empty house....

ugh

one week vacation and then try again when i come back

I HAVE A BIG AMBIGUOUS LESBIAN SITUATION and i’m not at smith and all my other time zone friends are asleep and i need someone to freak out to and analyze with

*initiate lesbian processing mode*

i’ve been hanging out with a friend lately (since i’ve been home in the states the past few weeks) that i had only known as a part of a couple from being out and about in madison and socializing largely with queer ladies in hetero relationships. i know if i was into men, then she and i and her soon to be ex would have already hooked up (but i’m not into guys so...) and that is the place and knowledge i’m fuctioning from now. 

so now that she’s starting to get divorce and we’ve starting getting drinks one on one weekly i’ve been like “is this flirty????? are we just two queer lady friends doing friend things??? but like do we both wanna fuck eachother tho?”

this week we have plans to hang out again on friday--a making dinner and watching a show at her place (netflix and chill??)-- and there were definite allusions made! like we’d be having a conversation about being queer ladies in madison and the struggle to properly get laid and she said “ask me about that again on friday” . and i was like “???” and she repeated  “the getting laid stuff. ask me about it on friday”. a couple more of these came up in the night around things that would be suggestive.... is this gonna happen??? what do i co??? like i don’t wanna get my hopes up but  ???

sorry for the rant!

good for you + virtual hug if you got through this all!

homemade whole wheat and oat bread // today's bread baking adventure brought to you by another week confined by my boot (at Madison, Wisconsin)

dim sum! (at Ming Hin Cuisine)

sushi burritos: truly an experience @liebeliebes (at Boystown, Chicago)