Note: All Over again
— ….So, since i've been avoiding this blog for some reasons...
I’ve decided [not completely] that since I have been gone for so long and since I have lost almost all motivation in rping as Ririchiyo, that I may just start anew with her.
Since Ririchiyo is an recreation of my moved blog, I do not want to officially delete her, but rather instead, I think I am going to do what I did earlier, and that is re-create their rp blogs and leave their old one as an archive blog instead.
I've been feeling really depressed and sick. I feel hated on this blog and ignored. It is most likely because of what happened 2 months ago with another rper and i really did regret what happened. but i'm sick and tired of this feeling. it won't disappear and although i really love this blog i can't see any other option but 'disappear' and start anew. If i had a restart button i would've pushed it, but here it's not possible.
I still don't know what i will do but i'd rather just tell to all my followers. Thank you for being here and sticking with me till now, but, fact that i have so many followers that don't even talk to me make me feel queasy and ignored. so please. see this as rude or bitchy i don't care. if your not here for the real 'me' and just for the blog and the hate than just unfollow.
I have have found out i suffer from slight anxiety from all the small things. so do yourself a favor and me. I don't care of your anon hate which you send every freaking day, but being hated and ignored is worse.