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Zaylyn's Wonderland

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hello, i'm a carat these thirteen boys are always better together slipped into the diamond life 09/15
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babyhoneypacks

Aesthetically pleasing headers like or reblog if you save the original transperant images were not made by me

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flightlogmcu

I came to this realization years ago but: Korea loves Kpop girls, but don't love the actual girl.

They love the persona: the aegyo, the sexy stage, the bubbly songs, the submissiveness of female idols.

However, when these girls; these women (because I feel like some of them aren't even seen as that) are vocal about feminism, inequality, self love, or take any control over their lives; they are demonized in an instant. If someone leaked pictures of them that were supposed to be private, they are slut shamed, attention whores, ugly, or not that talented to begin with.

And this isn't restricted to kpop. This isn't restricted to Korea itself. But this is a factor, one of many, that messes with someone's mental state. Which could lead to things like suicide.

This quick "shoot down idols for being slightly flawed or human" is prevalent to both genders. We've lost idols from both genders. But there will ALWAYS be a different standard for women because they are supposed to be the pure innocent person that fits the societal gaze.

At the end of the day, if we do not break that mentality thrusted at us that these female idols (and all idols too) are simply here to be Barbie dolls and not human beings, then we run the risk of losing another idol.

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— hangyul as your boyfriend

pairing: boyfriend!hangyul x reader a/n: requested + tried my best to make this <somewhat> accurate and sorry if these seemed a little shorter compared to my others!

GIF by cal3mi3l
  • let’s start this bad boy with a backstory!
  • you and hangyul began dating before even knowing that you guys were officially dating
  • if that makes any sense?
  • the two of you acknowledged each others feelings
  • would take each other out on dates
  • hang out 24/7
  • and even kiss
  • but the thing was that 
  • you guys never had a title for one another
  • …
  • until dongpyo questioned you two out of pure curiosity
  • “are you and hangyul dating?” dongpyo’s thoughts flew right out of his mouth as he pointed his index finger at you two, who just so happened to be sitting extremely close to one another
  • “what do you mean?” you threw another question at dongpyo, somewhat trying to avoid this whole situation
  • “i mean, the two of you are always together─ you both have to be dating at this point.”
  • hangyul and you brushed off dongpyo’s interrogation
  • but you couldn’t help but to constantly think about it
  • what were you and hangyul?
  • you two sure weren’t friends
  • because friends simply don’t make out with each other
  • at the same time
  • you two weren’t dating because hangyul has never “officially” asked you to be his lover
  • “hangyul, i have something to ask you.” you pulled onto the sleeve of his shirt, forcing yourself and even hangyul to stop walking
  • “sure.” he turned around to fully face you. “what is it?”
  • you sighed heavily as you thought about it once more in your head before proceeding on. “what are we?”
  • hangyul was taken aback by your sudden question. “i thought you were my girlfriend/boyfriend.”
  • ?? (⊙ヮ⊙) ??
  • you don’t recall hangyul ever asking you out???
  • similar to hangyul, you were surprised by his answer. “huh? you’ve never said anything about that, nor have you asked me out before?”
  • this whole entire time
  • hangyul thought you both silently (and naturally) came to terms with this
  • but you’re over here like no?? literally no?? what goes on in your head???
  • with that being said
  • hangyul walked closer to you
  • breaking the gap in between you two
  • as he reached out to hold onto your hand and asked
  • “i’m sorry about that. y/n, will you be mine?”
  • and thats how you two officially started dating ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚
  • you made sure to call dongpyo that following night to tell him about everything that had just happened
  • dongpyo, on the phone: SO HANGYUL THOUGHT U TWO WERE DATING WHILE U THOUGHT NOTHING OF IT?? SO WHO’S FAULT WAS IT????
  • maybe both of your guys fault because of the lack of communication
  • the type of person to take you to go play basketball (since that’s one of his favorite sports)
  • and then purposely throw the ball at the back of your head
  • just for some laughs
  • you: what the fuck?
  • hangyul: :’)
  • however
  • he is also the type of person to take you to the han river at midnight
  • as the two of you would just sit in the grass
  • talking about your worries in life 
  • while hangyul rests his head on your lap, using it as if it was a pillow
  • sometimes, when you two go on dates
  • he brings dohyon along without notifying you
  • you: hanGYULLL … and dohyon?
  • hangyul: he begged me to bring him
  • dohyon: hi, y/n! hangyul told me that you guys were going to watch lion king and i also wanted to watch it too so :D
  • you don’t really mind since dohyon is like your son
  • or maybe he’s that annoying little brother who says stuff like “mom said that u have to take me too”
  • whenever the two of you are alone and are watching a show on netflix
  • hangyul would take his finger and trace imaginary circles against your skin
  • he does this subconsciously since this is just a tiny habit of his
  • super clingy, but doesn’t want to admit it ! ! !
  • he would follow you wherever you go
  • you’re not allowed to leave without him attached to your hip
  • he makes fun of dohyon being a baby when he’s also baby #babyception
  • you both are super close to one another 
  • so close that hangyul has an extra key to your house (if you live alone)
  • while you have a key to his place
  • he always seems to walk in unexpectedly
  • and would shout out “hello! your boyfriend has arrived!” every single time
  • “hangyul, it’s one in the morning ─ whAT ARE YOU DOING HERE”
  • soft kisses ? ? ?
  • lmao u wish
  • his kisses are usually rough
  • and fast paced
  • he doesn’t give you enough time to breathe
  • yet, his kisses still makes you beg for more u____u
  • one of his major weaknesses is that
  • he has a difficult time expressing his feelings
  • therefore, you don’t really hear “i love you” / “i like you” / or any other similar phrases
  • despite being like this
  • you know that hangyul is deeply in love with you
  • and you’re in no rush to hear those short words
  • regrettably, hangyul wishes that he can overcome this obstacle of his
  • because even he 100% knows that you deserve all of the love in this world
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Kim Yohan when he got the athletes scholarship to college:

🎵🎵 WhY😫 aM I FeeLinG😥 SO WROOOOOOOONG?🗣🗣🗣🗣

My ⛹🏻‍♀️ hEAD's 🤘🏼 iN the Game 🏀🏀

BUt my 😭hEart💞s iN THE SOOOONG🕺🏻🎼🎷🎵

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