I love how, whenever something remotely gay (or Bi) happens in a totally different fandom, the Supernatural fandom is immediately summoned, like some kind of ancient entity, forever cursed to witness others receive what they never got to have.

WHAT THEY TOOK FROM US

"The only thing I think we have left, Dean and me, is each other. If Dean says it's time to go out in a blaze of glory, win or lose, so be it. I'm in. But then ... (smiles at Dean) that's just how I roll."

[spn 5x4]

"A part of me always believed you'll come back."

[spn 7x17]

"I forgive you, Cas ... I love you."

[spn 8x17]

"That's where Dean spread your ashes. After we burned you."

[spn 13x6]

"I lost Cas and it damn near broke me..."

[spn 13x20]

"according to your plan, the world loses you, and me-- I-I lose you too, and that is unacceptable to me, Dean.”

[spn 14x12]

"But still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester."

[spn 15x20]

DELETED BUT NOT FORGOTTEN.

we might not have got a destiel kiss but now every time a fictional guy that people gay-imprint on gets to gay kiss someone on tv, destiel and supernatural trend on tumblr in a tribute to those who paved the way. and so the cycle repeats and castiel’s final words live on.. maybe happiness isn’t in the having after all

Fan: Why does Dean call Jack half-angel in the last episode but anti-christ and other bad names before?

Jensen: In the beginning, he could only see Lucifer in Jack, now he sees Cas.

I am gonna be sick 😭😭

dean winchester is not dead i know this because he is taylor swift

me trying to assess and comprehend the lyrics of ttpd while process the fact that she dropped 31 absolutely gutwrenching songs that are so cohesive knowing damn well each one means something so intricate to her personal life while trying to figure out how these songs fit with my own life also while yelling over the double album drop being real not knowing which song to listen to again or which one is my favorite or how to go to sleep or how to be normal around other people for the foreseeable future like

Pornbots are so annoying like I’m not gonna fall for this I’m not an idiot I know sex isn’t real and its just something made up for destiel fanfiction

this post made me reactivate my tumblr after 6 years

By 爱鼓捣的形志磊xing zhilei

Maybe YOU don't want a Supernatural revival. I am gay and built different

[id: a picture of jensen ackles with a speech bubble. end id.]

Honestly, gay Jensen being one of my most popular posts is so real and also a perfect description of my blog

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.

Most influential spnblr circa 2020 posts for me (as saved on my old phone)

Some more from 2021

The way everything Buck said this episode progressed like

I understand some of you are 19 but that is not an old man, he's 32.

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me