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hopeless-papyrus replied to your post “redgelight replied to your post: redgelight…”
Thanks for assuming that I smoke weed. Totally makes me feel better about all of this.
??? I THOUGHT YOU DID…?
NO. I DON’T.
JUST BECAUSE MY SWAPPED SELF DOES IT, IT DOESN’T MEAN I DO IT TOO.
Oh… sorry.
IT’S FINE, I’M NOT MAD.
BUT YES, PLEASE TAKE IT BACK. I DON’T WANT IT.
hopeless-papyrus replied to your post “redgelight replied to your post: redgelight…”
Thanks for assuming that I smoke weed. Totally makes me feel better about all of this.
??? I THOUGHT YOU DID…?
NO. I DON’T.
JUST BECAUSE MY SWAPPED SELF DOES IT, IT DOESN’T MEAN I DO IT TOO.
UGH, PARENTS.
UGH, I CAN SEE YOUR POST.
UGH, PARENTS.
Wellp, I’m not dead.
Took a way too long hiatus to try to sort out health stuff, especially mental health as it’s going down the drain at the moment.
So I’m back now and I’ve probably missed out on so much while I’ve been gone. :<
hopeless-papyrus replied to your post: I JUST THREW A STRESS BALL AT PEACHES’ ASS WHILE…
ARE YOU TWO FIGHTING AGAIN??
I’M NOT THE ONE FIGHTING! I’M JUST HAVING A GOOD TIME, HAVING A GOOD TIME!!!!!!!!!
WELL, AT LEAST YOU’RE IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY. IT FEELS WEIRD NOT HAVING ANYBODY MOPING AROUND THE HOUSE OR BEING MAD! BUT THAT’S A GOOD THING!! EVEN DAD SEEMS TO BE GETTING BETTER LATELY! IT’S KIND OF MAKES ME FEEL RELIEVED THAT WE’RE FINALLY CATCHING A BREAK AFTER ALL THAT MESS.
WOWIE, IT’S BEEN A WHILE!!
SORRY FOR BEING AWAY FOR SO LONG! I’VE BEEN TAKING A BIT OF A BREAK TO SPEND TIME WITH MY DAD AND TO DE-STRESS!!
So I know I haven’t been active at all on this account, and I know not many people follow my other UT ask/rp blogs, so I figured I might as well update this one because why not.
I’ve been pretty sick since early October and had to do several hospital visits and tests and who knows what else until I ended up admitted in another town’s hospital because things were at a low point.
More or less what happened is my hemoglobin (yay, severe anemia) count went from 160 to 84 and was still rapidly dropping, same with my blood pressure which was at 71 and dropping. It was so bad that I was really pale, broke out in cold sweats often, was always out of breath, passed out twice due to weakness/my legs literally gave out on me and I fainted, and the list goes on. I was spending most of my time in bed with a horrible migraine that wouldn’t go away/lasted three weeks. (rip me)
Not fun in the least, let me tell you.
I had to have infusions and had to be put under anesthesia for some other procedures. My hometown/family doctor was stalling and wouldn’t give me the treatment I needed, just more pills, which didn’t help at all. Which is why my mom gave up and hauled me off to this other town/better hospital for help.
Tbh I don’t know how much longer I would have lasted without my health getting to a really bad point if we hadn’t gotten help. I’ve been recovering since, and thankfully the migraines are finally gone and I can tell I’m getting better. I no longer feel like I’m dying, for one thing. Still a little sore from the procedures I went through, but that’ll pass.
So yeah, that’s where I’ve been. More or less dying thanks to my terrible family doctor not helping me. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I’ll be active on this blog again soon, I promise. I just haven’t been feeling up to doing much as of late what with all this mess.
- N
Well, this is Pap and I’s first Christmas without Sans. The house feels.. quiet. Empty. Even with Vile and the cats being loud in the other room. I miss his smile and his dumb puns. He always made me laugh. I don’t think anything will ever be the same without him. And I can tell Pap still blames himself for Sans’ death. I wish he wouldn’t. If it’s anyone’s fault, it’s mine for not being a better father. For not being there for them when they really needed me.
Anyway, I hope you all have a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays.
Sorry for being a downer. I hope I didn’t everyone’s moods.
Hey. We'll be okay. We've survived this long and we've pulled through whatever the world threw at us. We can make it through this together too.
You're not a terrible father. You try your best and it's because of you that I'm even here. I love you, dad.
My health situation has been on a decline since October and it hit it’s worse point yesterday. I had to be admitted into the E.R. of another town’s hospital because the one in my hometown wasn’t doing shit for me. I would have probably died by the time I got help from them tbh.
I’m at home now and relaxing after all the stuff I went through while in the hospital. Still in pain but it’ll pass.
So, that’s where I’ve been as of late.
As much as I’m glad to be home and out of that mess I was in, I haven’t been getting much sleep as of late. The damn nightmares won’t stop. Not to mention I’m still sore and out of it for the most part.
At least I have Papyrus and Vile here with me so it’s not so bad. They’ve been helping me get over this. I don’t know where I’d be if it wasn’t for them coming to save me. Probably just another trophy on my captor’s shelf.
…I missed this. Just the three of us together. Reminds me of the better days before everything went to absolute shit. Heh.
(( I’d like to apologize for the lack of activity on Doc’s blog these last several days. It’s been a battle between depression, break downs, and me being sick on top of all of that. I’ve been through hell. But, with the help of my wonderful friends, I’ve been feeling better in the depression/break down department. All that’s left now is to get over the last hurdle and I can get back to doing stuff with this lovable doofus.
With that said, it’s 8 in the morning and I desperately need sleep.
See you all soon, and sorry again for the lack of activity. 💙 ))
