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so as you all know (or mayb not) i’ve been working on a new acc for a while now and it’s finally finished! it still needs a touch here and there but i might post some replies on there tonight or very soon, so please unfollow this account and follow demcntia xx ily
so as you all know (or mayb not) i’ve been working on a new acc for a while now and it’s finally finished! it still needs a touch here and there but i might post some replies on there tonight or very soon, so please unfollow this account and follow demcntia xx ily
so as you all know (or mayb not) i’ve been working on a new acc for a while now and it’s finally finished! it still needs a touch here and there but i might post some replies on there tonight or very soon, so please unfollow this account and follow demcntia xx ily
so kids as you must have seen i haven’t been spending much time in here, and it’s mainly because the whole aesthetics and mess that is my bog atm is just killing all my vibe. with this mind, i’ll be moving blogs and this will become an archive. i do not intend to lose any verse or thread i have atm but all my replies will be done on a separate account that im still working on. once it’s done i’ll surely post it here kiddos but in the meantime know that ily all so so much and im p sad to be leaving this blog bc it has so many great things in it but i just have to. see y’all v soon xx
ok me replying to that thomas & sage thread….me is sad…. irretrievcble SIGHS
lis Ten they rly are either angst or sad we have no chill and its both beautiful and painfuL AF
I recently hit 200 followers and thought it’d be fun if i made another follow forever since it’s been so long!
The fab four
✿ figurexmyxheartxout: kaitlin, i hate you sm but i love you so much. we get a sick joy out of hurting each other with these amazing ships, and just all the angst and cuteness. Not only that you have honestly become one of my best friends! you have always been there when i was sad or just needed to rant to someone you’d listen and i am so lucky to have you ^.^ gross getting all emotional again..well anyway i am so glad we stalked each other through mickey bc i can’t imagine not having you around #jaitlinforever
✿ snacking-at-midnight: mickey, mickey, mickey. my oldest partner, fluffy little bunny baby! you’re an amazing partner and an even more amazing person and i am so lucky to have you as a partner, you’re so sweet and always attacking me with memes which i just LOVE. i’m not sure what i’d do without you at this point.
✿ xxfarawaylandrpxx: MIKKKKKKKKAAA ( why do i always do that???) lol baby. Man i remember when we first started rping our first ship didn’t work out but then we got ashy x lou who i just adore so much and michaela is just my baby omg i am obsessed. But more than that you are just so fabulous and sweet annnnd omfg i love you. I have so much fun exploring new ships with you and then crying over said ships with you! you are amazing and ilysm
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✿ rxcklessheartx: we haven’t interacted in awhile but i loveee you and i miss you . you are an incredible writer and such a sweetheart. i was really, really lucky to have you as a partner, i loved elliot & bird they were adorable and you are just so good at drowning me in feels i did not ask for but totally loved xD i just want you to know how awesomely awesome i think you are and i hope we get to rp again sometime in the future!
✿ xsleepwalkersx: we’ve just started interacting but i honestly love you already, i used to stalk you on my dash talking w/ the fab four and being adorable i’m just sorry it had taken me this long to follow your fabulous self <3 i cannot wait to write with you a more and hopefully become friends because you are amazing <3
✿newguyupstairs: you are such a sweetheart and i know i owe you A LOT i just wanted to let you know that i still love having you as a partner, you’re freaking awesome and jesse is amazing. you are a great writer and ngl i am a little imitated by you, bc i used to stalk ya and then you asked me to rp with you! and i fangirled so hard, you’re perfect and ily
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& he could see her. she was there, alone, in the middle of the graveyard. as if she knew he would be the only one to catch the clue she had left; as if she was always a step ahead of him. dallas left his car, closing the door with the most minimal productions of sounds, his hand then resting on his gun that hang from his hip as he walked towards her, ever so carefully. ‘i should have called for backup’, if the thought that pierces through his mind as he takes every step with extreme caution, the fuzzed & very few lighting not improving the current situation in any way. “put your hands where i can see them,” he yelled once he was about ten steps away from her silhouette, both palms now holding his gun & pointing it directly at her back that was currently facing him.
make me choose // rollercoastar asked:
luke’s signature wave or his cute laugh?
wcnderless
“me? oh, hmi’m here because, hm... my brother. YES, my brotheri came to, hm, p-pick him up,” he mused with difficulty, pair of brown optics always kept close to the ground instead of in the male in front of him, only shifting at the sound of a cheerful kid running towards him. in the matter of seconds, the child was already embracing jonathan's legs with all its strength, even if low, a wide smile on his face. “you should come play with us jon, just once. can he coach kellin? can he, can he?” the youngster questioned in an excited tone, repeating himself until an answer was provided to him. “i-i don’t know, seth. m-maybe s’not a, hm, good idea. ”
effxlgent
& he hated himself. he hated it that he couldn’t do anything about this. he hated it that his management worked him like a marionette. he hated it that it was either alaska or his career, & he had chosen the latter. but most of all, he hated it that he would have to pretend to be dating someone elseagainwithout the possibility to tell alaska. what if she saw the news? thomas knew that was something she liked to avoid to read or care about, but it was nonetheless a chance he found terrifying. so, when he got a call from her (despite the ten others he had declined), only a couple of days after pictures of himkissingthis other girl showed up on the media, he picked up with a rather cautious tone. “hey, babe.”
as male on the bed puts his head in his hands a wave of anger strikes through
his small frame, seeing red for the slightest second. he’s so frustrated, he new
it was too good to be true when the other asked him out on a date so blatantly;
he fucking new it. and now because he didn’t trust his gut instinct he’s stuck
in this position, heartbroken and frustrated and so fucking mad because he
spilled out all of his feelings && his past to thomas only to get this in return.
in a way or showing his frustration and bitterness he laughs, deep and loud in
his throat; he’s so, so fucking done with everything right now.
“i don’t want to hear you freak—fucking speak right now, thomas.” the words are out of his mouth quickly, snapping and sharp. his tone was raised an octave or two, words spoken a little more higher pitched than usual; a thing that happened with him when he was angry or frustrated, and right now he happened to be both. “i thought,” he coughs in an effort to cover up the way his voice was about to crack on him in the middle of his sentence, “i thought that we would last, y’know ?? guess i was proven wrong.”
breaths leave his body heavily, almost like large gasps leaving his lips continuously. sage keeps looking around the room ( he doesn’t want to look at thomas once because he’d just end up breaking down at the sight of him ) and keeps his blue hues averted, mostly trained on the white walls of the bedroom. “i can’t believe i fucking fell for your bet things and believed that you actually wanted to be with you. i can’t believe i fucking fell for y o u.” the words are such a lie, and he nearly regrets the second they leave his lips by they were said in the moment of his anger.
thomas knew he should raise his head & look at the other as he speaks, it’s the least he could do at the time being? i mean, there’s no turning back now, there’s no excuse for what he has done neither is there a hope for forgiveness, so really, the curly haired male should man up. but he couldn’t. big & bad thomas armagost was too embarrassed & ashamed of what he had done to even articulate a word, let alone take a glance at the other for the slightest of seconds — who would have thought.
yet upon hearing the male burst out a curse word, he couldn’t help himself from gazing into his oceanic eyes, somewhat of a shock feeling being displayed by his features. sage never curses, or at least not like this, unless something is seriously wrong & upsetting him — & for a second, the taller one wishes he didn’t know so much about him, for he wouldn’t feel even worse. “i’m SORRY,” he exhaled, pair of optics drifting from his own now once again, the weight of the guilt almost over- whelming, hence his voice sounded weak & more of a whisper than a statement.
but then again, all of a sudden, every little thing that was pilling up inside of thomas felt like it was being stirred relentlessly, immense guilt & sorrow transformed into something much darker yet much more familiar to himself, even if only for a couple of seconds — anger. “you can’t believe you fucking fell for m e ? yeah, because everyone seems to love to make my monstrosity infamous — you really should have known better than to date the town’s BEAST. it’s just a shame i couldn’t prove them or you wrong, isn’t it?”
landon keeps digging himself into a bigger hole than he was already in, throwing his head back & letting out a low whine in exasperation. now he’s feeling particularly needy, but he doesn’t say anything more about it — daniel was going to give in at some point. — & maybe he spoke a little too soon, because he did give in & he makes him smile when dan pulls him into a kiss, a cocky glint somewhere in the way his lips were turned up. “i may be stupid, but you still kissed me, so i’m perfectly fine.” he follows dan inside excitedly, hand then placed delicately onto daniel’s waist, cocking an eyebrow up at his question. “where’s the food? this is your place, you can’t not have food.” he frowns jokingly, looking over the other male’s head. “i was gonna make you a lovely, nice meal, y’know, or maybe pizza rolls. those are good.”
his lesser lip was caught between his perfectly aligned teeth as its corners move upwards, displaying the must foolish yet sweetest of smilesit never ceased to amaze him how easily landon could trigger one of these on him. “i should say that on my next interview. y’know, that i have a thing for stupidos,” daniel mused with a roll of his eyes, act that contradicted his features hence happiness was the only noticeable sentiment. he just couldn’t help it to look joyful around the other, for some reason. “the american guy cooking PIZZA for the italian? what could possibly go wrong,” the male expressed sporting a teasing tone.
“we did agree. just reminding you, y’know. reassurance & all.” he speaks lamely, he mumbles again into thomas’ shirt, trying to subtly smell the smell of just thomas without making it extremely obvious with some sniffing. & god, he just smells so good, just has that certain smell to him that sage absolutely loves. he just fish mouths against thomas’ chest when he says that neck time that he’ll carry him, moaning a bit because his legs feel like absolute jello. “pinky promise? —– please, babe, if anyones going to be a dead corpse it’s me. i get super tired after like, feeling exhilarated of sorts. like when we fight.” when thomas locks their fingers together sage can’t help the wide grin that spreads across his face. any sort of attention from the male he was most definitely in love with had him being a humungous chink. when thomas starts to walk along he follows, squeezing his hand in the slightest way. — they were going to get past the problems that they had, sage was convinced of it. his walk was slow, how tired he was showing in every step he took. “i LOVE you.” he says sleepily, happy crinkle to his eyes as they walk the rest of the way to their bedroom.
“yeah, reassurance & all,” he rolled his eyes upon sage’s statement, but the corners of his lips moved upwards, forming a half smile that on its own was enough to display he wasn’t actually annoyed at what the other said. in fact, he was physically & mentally unable to feel anything other than fatigue at the time being. “pinky promise, babe. then we shouldn't fight so much, it’s gonna devastate us both one day,” & thought he expressed it in a rather nonchalant way, thomas’ inner voice was screaming at him that this was actually a possibility, that maybe one day THE END of them would be due to a stupid fight over subjects he’d much rather not discuss ever, —– because two can only take so much, isn’t that what they say —– but this was certainly not the time to worry about such a thing. “i love you too, sage,” he mused as he rested a foot on the first step of the staircase, bringing the smaller male closer to him by pulling on the hand interlaced on his only to then plant a kiss onto his forehead. now fast forward a couple of minutes ( make that a few ) & they have finally reached the bedroom, thomas’ free palm then reaching the door handle for the pair could get inside the chamber.
i woke up early enough to watch the sunrise, Emma Bleker (via stolenwine)
