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Nothing Lasts Forever

@k-pardue / k-pardue.tumblr.com

"For a really long time I had felt like I was drowning, and every time he kissed me it was like his kisses were giving me gasps of air and I kept craving more. For a second I felt like I could finally breathe." [Kati] [18] [Snapchat: Katipardue98] [Instagram: Katipardue_]
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Although he broke my heart I did not hate him. I was not mad at him. I did not wish him the worst in life. I hoped that he would be happier. I hoped that the next person he met would love him just as much as I did. I hoped that she would be everything that I was not, and be better than me. I hoped she would be beautiful, and funny, and smart. I wanted her to be able to make him laugh. Although he didn’t love me, and I just didn’t seem to be enough for him.. I really hope when he finds another girl that he loves more than life itself that she loves him just the same..

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The things i've never said to you haunt me in my memories. They keep me awake through the night, repeating in my thoughts. When I do lie in bed, and finally quiet the noises long enough to fall asleep, they are in my dreams.. No longer dreams they are nightmares. You have ruined the one thing I loved the most.. if only I would've said the things I needed to. Maybe I could be resting with my new love in bed. Not a single thought in my head except him. The nightmares would have disappeared when he held me. Instead i'm thinking about what I never said to you. Maybe you could still be here. Maybe you would be holding me in your arms, as if i was your world. Now you hold her as if she's you're new diamond. Maybe you would be kissing my lips, but now you're kissing her lies. Maybe you would be here. But now.. you're gone.. the words i should've said to you.. are now words i will never say to you.. Words i could never say to you.. The words i didn't say.. have kept you alive, but left me withering away in the wind as you tell her you love her.. The words are no longer words anymore.. They are just empty promises, lost hope. The words are pieces of me.. the only parts of me i haven't given to you.. I am no longer myself anymore. I am no longer who i once was. You have taken most of me with you when you left. Parts of me I could never get back.. Parts of me that you threw in the trash.. Parts of me i am digging to get back.. You left me, and threw me away.. You shattered my heart, and i begged you to stay.. The words i never said to you.. will eat me away.

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I want to hear stories about how you guys fell in love, or when you realized you were in love. Message me anon or not. I wanna know, be as detailed as you wish.

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It's four in the morning and I still can't get you out of my head. I can't seem to forget your smile, the one you hated so much. The one you tried to hide but on good days couldn't. I can't seem to forget your finger tips, the way they ran up and down my spine. I can't seem to forget your hands, they way you held mine and told me everything would be okay. I can't seem to forget your voice.. when you first told me you loved me. I can't seem to forget your lips, as they kissed my skin so softly. I can't seem for forget your eyes, as they looked into mine and told me I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. I can't seem to forget you. It's four in the morning and I can't sleep. I can't breathe without thinking about you. I can't fall sleep without having dreams of when you and I were together. It's four in the morning and although my hands are shaking and my heart is pounding, I still can't manage to get you out of my head. The thoughts you gave me will leave me dead. Because I know you're lying in bed sound asleep, not a single thought crosses your mind about me.

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I don’t know if anyone would miss me if I suddenly disappeared

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Anonymous asked:

It was our second night hanging out and it was 4am and I was happy for the first time in years and when I drove home I knew I was in trouble. It's been 3 years and I never fell out of love since that second night, but he has

awe :(

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toxx1cc
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classymuthaafuka
You could’ve just said my name. I would have stopped. I would have ran back to you and given you everything. I would’ve have sobbed into your shoulders and held you close. I would’ve screamed how much I loved you. I would have always stopped. But you let me walk away, with the tears streaming down my cheeks in the harsh air, gripping the harsh truth.

-Classy (via classymuthaafuka)

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inritum

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

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doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

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juststrokemyglabella

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

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redandbrunette

i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night

no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD

Hoping for the best…

Literally praying right now XD

Hoping this is gonna work… :/

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canyouevencauseicant

Fingers Crossed 👍✌️

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newties-baby

Really hope this works…..

Let’s see

worth a try..

It worked the first time. Let’s see for the second.

please

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k-pardue

please

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k-pardue

i'm trying again

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