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HazelnutAngel

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so pull silence into your embrace; feel the ungiving weight of unwanted thoughts, feel the unspoken command of unrest in fingers, feel the sense of betrayal unavoidable unconsciously seeping. In this dead of night sometimes things are better off encased, coffin nailed shut by personal choice When pride is prized above all else, Some consequences are an inevitable pulse, Impossible without.

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How does one remember the future? Is it the stretching of experiences, the continuation of trends or the crafting of perceptions? Is it the combination of the new and the old, a mix of nostalgia and hopefulness? Is it a recollection of memories or the emotions they evoke? How, exactly, does one remember the future? How, exactly, does one recall something that has yet to have happened?

Morning thoughts with unanswered questions ( @hazelnutangel )

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My heart shatters softly. I say softly; because no, it doesn't shatter loudly. It breaks in the silence of the night beneath hidden layers of muscle, flesh, and secrets; where the cold reaches still, hibernating in my fingers and toes and the extremities of my limbs. And maybe it is in bated silence that I await the dropping of the pin, for the other shoe to crash into the ground.

Excerpts of pain in midnight thoughts @hazelnutangel

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Perspective 1

And maybe it was in the glow of the setting sun, where warmth danced along the length of my arm and turned almost black hair golden-brown, that my heartbeat settled into comfortable lub-dub, lub-dub. With a sweep of long lashes, my eyes have fluttered shut, soft lips pressed against gentle tiers even as my hands twist finger by finger into the soft cotton. I could not be in a more comfortable position. As cliche as it sounds, time had indeed slowed, or maybe even paused entirely as I basked in honeyed glow.

Perspective 2

I wish I was closer. She sat bracketed by my legs, my hands possessively round her ribs as I /barely/ felt the beating of her heart. We fit like two coressponding pieces of jigsaw puzzle and no one was ever going to take her away from me. Not the darkness that comes with the night, not the monster that emerges upon twilight, not me not her- no one. In this honeyed glow, I grasp onto the most precious thing in the world as I gently, gently pour my soul through cushiony lips and soft pants.

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In the aftermath of a storm, shattered pieces remain - some to pick up, some to trash, some mourned, some forgotten. Sharp edges curved like weapons - scratched, pierced, tore. Believed myself unsalvageable, believed myself broken - till you came and traced at my edges, skin broken dripping red. Assembled me back together, tracing golden lacquer over jagged edges, painting intricacies where the cracks remain. Like kintsugi you found beauty in me, and for that I love you forever more. Self depreciating you sometimes are - and I want to tell you you are worth the world. Through your hands the world is tinted rose; through your hands I bloom - this is my thank you, and my I love you.

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