It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
we converge like the teals and turquoises of the caribbean sea; we rise and fall like the tsunamis inside me.
But the deeper we delve
Into the deep beyond
And find the choking depth
denies us of the pleasure
we give to each other
And we float gently apart
after
drowning in our own
embrace…
Like the moon
You shine on
My darkest hours
Giving hope
In finding my way
Back to me…
I am here still
searching…
between the blades
of grass with my bare feet
The tickle under foot
The magic in the memories left
in every dew on the blade
of life I once had
I’ve…..
comeback barefoot to
be grounded
to clear the chaos within
and for my heart I left
behind
For you…
I want to fly away from here
i said
Fluttering wings against the wind
have not
will not move
Tomorrow’s another day
I can only try again
Duped by the fireflies
roaming free
I thought
I can do the same
But falling leaves are swept away
by the breeze
I can’t really do that
I’m only hanging on
by a stem…
The night tingled in beads of sweat
as the breeze whispered quietly
Lips locked in lust
hands crawling over skin
Racing through emotions
only the two of us can taste
colored windows
moistened by heavy breathing
limbs
tangled together
no guilt
no worries
just the insatiable appetite
for one another
Lust into sin
that only betrayal can give...
I didn’t ask for it
I only wanted to
let it go…
The moment
left behind
in a wooden box
dust covered mistakes
of roots
planted in salted layaway
I never meant to cut it,
slipping on foliage covered ground
of melted memories
lost behind bottles of sorrow,
I don’t miss it
but my heart
tells me otherwise
The fall of midnight beckons
chilled breath escapes
our lungs
white knuckle ride around
the corner where morn is
within its reach
Time is running
as quickly as we go
but around the bend
our ways will depart
in different directions
and only the taste of memory
will remain
of this foolish escapade
Sweet, sweet, teddy bear Soft to the touch and Warm in my embrace; I hold you dearly close To my heart where you Shall always have a place.
A Valentine’s Day wish for you. ❤
❤🐻
I was not very Jaysome!!!
Apparently I un-hearted a bunch of Randomlyjay!! My sincerest of apologies! That wasn't very jaysome of me!!! Thanks tumblr!!! I didn't do it!!!
Tag and I'm it!!!
Tagged by three lovely ladies!
@sonador-reveur @madworlddiary @katrinnac
Name: Theodore, don’t laugh! At least nobody asked for my middle name!!! Haha
Nickname: Ted,Jr,J.R.,Teddy, Bear
Zodiac: Scorpio
Height: 5'9
Orientation: Hetero
Ethnicity: Brown Bear 🐻
Favorite fruit: Pear, nectarines
Seasons: fall
Favorite book: Charles Bukowski/the people are flowers at last. Sylvia Plath/the collected poems. Just received my Walt Whitman’s songs for the open road and I can’t wait!!!
Favorite flower: daisies,orchids,tulips.
Favorite scent: Bread baking,Italian kitchen
Favorite color: Black
Favorite animal: Bears!!!! Dogs!!!!
Coffee,tea or ?: tea, whiskey
Average sleep: what is that?
Favorite fictional character: spongebob, his taste in music is awesome!!!
# of blankets used when sleeping:1
Dream trip: travel worldwide and eat, drink a variety of food and booze!!
Blog created: 2013 I think
Number of followers: I hope none ‘cause they be smelling my lunch!!
Everyone I want to tag is already tagged so…
Why am I still unfollowing people Tumblr !!!! Grrrr!!
Your words engulfed by flames of a friendship tittering in the corners of tulips and roses of skin touching skin of lips whisking away the frown to see the smile the biting of the lips the shimmering glow of a face falling in love The smile while looking away with a whisper of sugared lips of mint and chocolate tickling waves of winters fall in mid snows melting kiss I know what love is and I want all of it to open up to me this Valentine’s Day…
@livewireonfire
I breathe in the last breath she gave me molded into a heart full of smoke and lipstick I savor a love liken to teeth and danger and bleeding rows of rails on my skin bleeding out my spellbound flavor on her tongue I want more more of what is hidden what is not given to me… I want to be under her skin like she is in mine…
@livewireonfire
It was yesterday that held you tight in between the pages Between the hello Between the goodbye It is today that I opened the doors and let you in let you talk me into my dreams and whisper to my soul and the dreams of tomorrow the promises of forever the taste of you that I can remember… …of how love should be…
@Livewireonfire
I whispered a gentle hue of red of a prisoner inside my chest of a garden wild and blooming encased in this stone barbed cage inside this ancient tomb forgotten by time left to rot on its own this petrified piece of flesh that used to beat on its own I’ve forgotten how it’s rhythm use to stir butterflies inside this empty cocoon…
Why must you wake it from its slumber and set the butterflies free and let this forgotten world be alive once more Why must you make me feel my heartbeat again… and it’s little quirks and folly it’s quiet state of longing hold it’s hand and transfer your inner spirit like a gentle river carrying a raft into a new place of an unseen beauty and peace filling this empty shell with love….
Why must you say those words to me… …why?
and make me fall for you like a waterfall after a storm…
@livewireonfire