BIG OOF.

Oof its been like years since i entered here lmao This blog is almost a tribute because I’m now a busy adult.

i’ve got some uuuh asks about some mini- drama????? around??? from like a year ago??? with me??? pff jdsfksj i got them a year later im...sorry?? wtf is going on LMAOO.

oh well -´w`- to answer y’alls questions about how i feel on that.

Uhh... i do not??

idk, it’s been a year o3o thought a person told me one of the people i wronged once (the xoco -girl idk?) is still around deadnaming me it’s like..idk man lol i think the other people who hate me have been doing it for longer and have more reasons for me to hate me than this person.

I truly never interacted with that one person who still has a ‘call out’ post (which only proves she’s got a LOT of time on her hands lol) and tbh they’re acting merely out of self hatred because I never cared either and they’re giving me too much spotlight fdjsk. 

I know others want me to reply and shit but like..for me they’re dead? The drama is dead to me too lol I am too busy now and with my thesis and my uni work it’s impossible for me to hang on old old dramas from 2014 and 2016.... Just.... give up lol.

 I wish they saw me like that too ‘cuz we are in two different worlds now but some ppl can’t rlly get over the hurtbutt :^/ but I can’t keep carrying other ppl’s hatred and low energy on my shoulders. I’m not 16 anymore, i’m 22 and engaging in pettyness is no longer my main aim but to enjoy the little time i’ve got left with my friends online before adult life snatches me entirely. Most of these people are still young, in their early uni lives probably, so I understand that they have all the time to stalk and screenshot and do all the things they do...but, is it helpful? does it give them anything remarkably profitable out of it? no lol and I realized that too when i was in uni and decided to just drop it all.

Hopefully, they’ll realize that too someday.

 It’s up to them if they want to be seen and remembered as these hella resentful people or move on from someone who is not even interested in interacting with anybody who isn’t their special ones anymore.

I wish all these people the best, because they’re trapped in the past tbh.

Hola, es una pena que no te halla llegado la primera parte del mensaje...lo ofendida que me sentí con dicho OC ya lo exprese, en este quiero felicitarte por el excelente trabajo que has logrado con Raquel, la has hecho tan equilibrada que se siente humana, en verdad gracias a ti recupere la esperanza sobre un buen OC de México, ya que a decir verdad me ha tocado conocer cada Sue o Stu que bueno dan pena ajena...sigue con el excelente trabajo que has hecho hasta ahora.

P.D. Me gustaría poder dibujar a Raquel en un futuro, obviamente si me lo permites, si no, no hay problema. Saludos y éxito.

After months and months of being dead (my most sincere apologizes, university is hard!) 

I have erturned only to give this account a use and it’s to recolect any help we can provide. As you might know Mexico was recently shook by a terrible earthquake in our southern states. The death toll is really high and our government (as usual) can’t provide enough help, this earthquake has been the strongest in 86 years and the affected area is the poorest area of Mexico. PLEASE! Although we mexicans laugh at literally everything ,and we have a lot of memes around. PLEASE don’t let our wicked sense of humour fool you

  We Need Help.

If you live in a foreign country please, watch for any civil association that brings help ! 

At the moment, there are no direct efforts. But here are some national organisations which are likely to be involved.

If you live in Mexico please visit the following links to look how you can help X X 

Woah i forgot this acc existed for the longest

Uni is gonna kill me anyway lmfao not like i’ve got a lot of time to do ask stuff anymore u-u </3

But a lot of stealing and copying make me lose my muse for Raquel,  My baby is my baby dw i’m not dropping her lmao I’m just more interesting in my new OC for Andalusia (who, guess what, also have got copied-- it’s like a magnet I have or smth) I have a small text for those who feel like me lately:

but oh well i discovered I enjoy more being around friends and closed friends on FB than being a public figure. Idk, It’s hard to keep everyone happy and living up to their expectatives, i’ve got a lot of that shit with my parents and me trying to be the best student for them, living trying to keep everyone happy and proud of you is hard and it’s not something I wish for me in this fandom either.

in short words: I don’t want to discourage or disappoint ppl who support me and later discover that I am not exactly a person who tumblr.com expects people to be, reasons why i always stayed away from it aside from dropping my ask responses lmao. I like having people looking up to me but that also brings a lot of copying, people having fantasies about you being their role model when you ain’t even interesting in being a role model for yourself.

when I joined the fandom and my OC started to get the attention I clearly stated that I wanted friends, not fans. A lot of expectatives over the shoulder of a person (me) who is not interested in keeping appereances or even mantaining herself in a pedestal trying to act well to avoid drama or people messaging me about supporting me or being disappointed of I am kinda a free spirit, I don’t like my ideas or opinions to be boxed by a ruling norm in this site or any site, I don’t want to shape my behaviour around what ppl expect me to do I’ve got a lot of that shit with my family already no thank you.

Let people who got a few more followers from the average, have their own personality and behave the way they want to, we’re not here to be role models, If you want them look at people who is actually changing the world.

If you follow me, thank you so much I appreciate your support and your love, Keep this for other ppl you might follow: If you get disappointed of their behaviour for a min. excuse, it’s not their fault. Maybe you just put the ribbon too high by yourself? 

HMMMM I’m dead

not literally b ut u know; lol about activity and stuff. I am planning to open an art blog u3u bc I’m not v interested in answering questions hahaha but i still love to art and draw and I miss to interact orz but p much all my drawings are bullshitted bc lack of time but anyway;

and since I'm also way more interested now in Spanish History with my Andalusia OC and ancient world's history too I think this blog has become p much useless ;uu;

mostly because now my doodles are about Spain but i still doodle Mexico and fun stuff about her too but nothing too cool for askblog mmmm

Also because I'm opening paypal commissions! :DDD so I can submit my stuff there too

What do you think? should I Open one? would you be interested ? 

Source: J.H Elliot, Imperial Spain 1469-1716  

OOC: Whenever I see a Mexico hating Spain for no actual reason aside from what they read in Wikipedia and normal basic classes at school... I cringe. I cringe a little bit. That’s my way to recognize when a person hasn’t go further into researching than a few webpages.

Mexican indians were far far away from normal south american indians. They displayed certain degree of acceptance towards spaniards, unlike south american indians who rebelled 24/7  And I said certain degree because after all, no conquered group of ppl would be 100% okay with their conquerors at all, but more than other groups like for example, those in Chile or Argentina? yeah. 

outfits for my babe yess

Updating this ol’ ol’ meme