Source: Spotify
with nobody in your bed, the night's hard to get through.
"The sun rose for all of us today but for me it meant more than most sunrises of my near 24 years. It meant that this year had past and a new one had begun. It meant that the wires were undone and the scars were just scars and yes; that it's time to move on. In this year I have seen dark places and I have seen some places flooded with light that I never knew existed. I have walked to the door of death and never felt more alive and I have learned something that is inherent whether we chose to live knowing it or not. That we are just pieces of this crazy universe, floating through space like every other piece of this crazy universe. You don't have to push or pull or fight or win, the struggle is illusory. Sometimes or rather, all times, you just have to be. I am doing my best to be and today it occurs to me that in being I have been very lucky."
i wanted to tell you i miss you. i just want to let you know.
all of my days.
there's hope for the hopeless.
it started feeling like october...
holly's not invincible. in fact she's in the hospital.
holly's insatiable but she still looks incredible.
and then last night, she said words alone never could save us.
holly's inconsolable, unhinged and uncontrollable because we can't get as high as we did that first night.