I never dreamt of being here. But I am here. That's exactly what is being delivered. Trust God for He has plans for you. 🙏👆😇

Listen. Don't Talk. (DEPRESSION KILLS. So listen and don't talk. Speak only to save and not to harm.)

For all the years that passed me by, my life has been a roller coaster ride. Through all the things that I've been through, most of my smiles had not been all true.

Okay let's go for a walk. I want you to listen, don't talk.

For awhile I have been thinking

About the things in my head that's rumbling

I could not guess the right things to do

And wether to say it but to who?

They keep me wide awake at night

I keep trying to sleep with all my might

It's disturbing me every now and then

I keep asking myself until when

Sometimes I cry for no reason

Sometimes I feel like I am inside this prison

I cannot get a hold of my emotion

Is this a good thing or an invasion?

How can I be so lonely and sad

How can I be so angry and mad

How can I not know what to do

Will you listen if I tell all this to you?

It tears me down inside my core

It makes me want to hurt myself more

I keep staring at a blank space

I cannot get out from this lonely place

What did I ever do

To deserve a curse like you

I want to scream, I want to cry

Sometimes I even want ro die

Why are you always haunting me

Don't you have another place to be?

In my dreams you're always there

Even when I'm awake- you're everywhere!

I try to fake my smile, I try to laugh but sadness just pile

I try to talk but no one seems to listen

I try to figure the mess i am in

What have I done what have i been missing?

And then one night I just sat down in the corner

I did not know I was already holding a cutter

I felt so empty and untrue

I felt the sadness and I was so blue

I slit a wound that's kind of rough

I slit a wound that seems to be enough

I try to arrange all the image in my head

As I slowly closed my eyes and then- they found me dead.

Doc

Everything is just passing. So trust Him and this tooa shall pass.

HOW COULD A HEART LIKE YOURS EVER LOVE A HEART LIKE MINE?

it is easy to say "I'm Okay" when what you really meant was "I have sad things to say".

BAKIT KAYA 04/04/16

akoy naglalakad nung minsan sa isang tahimik na dalampasigan nakaupo sa may gilid nito habang naka angat ang aking ulo.

napaisip, at napatanong,bakit kaya? may mga nararamdamang hindi sadya minsan pinahihintulutan minsan pinipigilan

sa pagmamahal ba ay may mag wawagi? lahat ba ng sakit ay mapapawi? bakit kaya may mga nasasaktan bakit kaya yung iba, hindi nasisiyahan?

bakit kaya may mga nagmamahalan na pawang may kulang o kalabisan? pagmamahal paba kaya ang tawag sa mga taong takot at duwag

bakit kaya ang hirap magmahal ng totoo samantalang sa iba normalan nalang to bakit kung sino pa ang tunay magmahal siya pa ang pinagkaitan ng maykapal.

-sa isip ni doc

... young one's heart

amidst the cry of a young one's heart, remember to let it play the part. to some it may be near or far. to some it is kept locked down in a jar. but love is to wait for what is meant for you. may it be just experience or true. but something like this is worth the time, for this can be sweet or sour like honey and lime remember that love is willing to wait, for the right time with the right fate. 02/14/16 it's been a while since i wrote one.

i am back! wassap tumblr?

back to where it all began. but this time, something i didn’t want to do.. nor wanted to. but figured it could all change everything.

you all think you did the right choice. but in reality. all you did was hurt somebody.