クラヤミ
オチツケ
the scariest, most liberating thing is that it’s all up to you!
your reminder that it’s perfectly ok to take it one day at a time!!!
god I wish none of us were sad
“A few years ago, I was crying and whining at my mom and sister while I was really drunk. I asked my mom and sister… it wasn’t long after we’d moved. I asked them if they were happy. I got drunk and woke up my entire sleeping family, like some ahjussi. It had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. They both woke up and told me they were happy. But I was so envious at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. Because it wasn’t like that for me. I told them while sobbing: I want to be happy too. Then I felt like I’d done my mom and sister wrong. But from then on, I started contemplating about happiness. For about six months, I pondered specifically over what I would need to do to become happy. I think that time of transformation has come. I think I need to be happy, now. I must become happy. I am going to be happy.”
Rest in Peace. You will be missed, our dear Jonghyun. Life may have been cruel now, but I hope you find another life where you’ll achieve your happiness. Sing on in heaven, and watch over the boys and shawols you left behind. We aren’t angry, we aren’t going to curse you, you won’t be remembered for how you died but for how you lived. You touched millions of hearts and graced a gift upon this world that can never be replaced. You’ll live on in our hearts and within the happiest memories we shared these last ten years. Go In peace, this is our final goodbye.Let’s meet again.
한숨 (breathe) - lee hi composed by: kim jonghyun + wefreaky lyrics by: kim jonghyun arranged by: philtre (planet shiver) translation by: @ikon0t7 take a deep breath; so that either side of your heart becomes numb. exhale one more time. until you feel the slightest of pain; it’s alright if you feel so full of air; that you feel, nothing’s left inside you anymore. no one’s blaming you. it’s alright ot make mistakes sometimes. it happens to the best of us. the words, “it’s okay” - they may be nothing but words, but isn’t there a day that i can, do something about somebody’s sigh? that deep breath of sorrow. i can’t understand your innermost thoughts; but that’s okay. i’ll take you in my embrace. i’ll take you in my embrace. to others, your sigh may seem like one of tiredness, but i know that you spent an entire day so different that the smallest breathe is hard to breathe. don’t think of that any longer; take a deep breath. but, isn’t there a way that i can do something about somebody’s sigh? that deep breath of sorrow; i can’t understand your innermost thoughts. but that’s okay. i’ll take you into my embrace. you’ve done so well.