05/16/2022 11:48 AM
Where am I going to put all the poems I wrote about you but was too afraid to post yet in the simultaneous hope and fear that you'd see?
How will I vaguely show you I care and never really know if you saw it or understood but trust that it's there for you to find?
I write so much about you, even when I don't really want to. But now you're gone and the only way I can share is a vulnerability I'm not sure I can bare.
I can read them at open mic but you won't be there to listen. I can post them to Instagram but there's no guarantee you'll ever see them.
I-
I could message you. Unload my soul. Reach out and risk and have no idea which way things will go.
But will I?