“I don’t miss you because you’re gone. I miss you because you’re here; in my thoughts, my heart, my bones, my muscles, my blood, my veins, in every fiber of my being. Every moment of every day.”

“a piece of me still loves you, a part of me still holds onto us. unable to let go, unable to clear my mind of you. unable to peel off your name that’s engraved in my heart and the heaviness that follows with every letter that falls all the memories and all the laughter. All the love. Not wanting to cut the cord that connects me with you Not wanting to forget the way you used to look at me and the butterflies that made it hard to breathe but helped me learn to fly again. Not willing to let go of the map that leads to you cause our paths were meant to intersect I ran in the opposite direction but Everything leads back to you, and the way you kissed me that night. My first kiss, my first love. More than anything wanting you to be my last. But this time seems like the last, I need to let you go because you already did you are not there you are not here and I need to remind my heart that you are not mine anymore.”

“I’m trying so hard to appreciate the time we had together and be grateful that my soul had the chance to dance with a beautiful soul like yours. I’m trying to gracefully let you go but, damn it, I really wanted you to stay.”