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@jujutherubberduckie

Um hi! I'm Chrystal, 28 they/them, ARMY, this is a multifandom multishipping and poly house. Jujuthenamu on twt for the 3 of you finding me from there. I dont argue on the internet anymore and don't like wars on my dash. PhD in Winging It and Trying To Find The Bathroom. mobile background via shadowlotr on deviant art.
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Hey, hope you're doing well! I still sometimes think about you and the convos we've had. Hope all is well and you're doing absolutely fabulous.

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Hi! I am well in a very hectic way! (My sister and her two kids moved in and I got a new job and my 30th birthday is coming up and ! It's a lot!)

I feel like I thought you into my inbox because I've been saying for like 2 days "gotta tell inu I'm comin"

FIRST BORN! IS COMPLETE! I am avoiding everything because Spoilers but I am Looking Intently at the pile of stuff I Have To Do and waiting for a good 24 hours to binge read and thus cry on you. No ETA but just be aware that out of nowhere I will appear in your notifications having an entire breakdown at some point in the future.

Thank you for checking on me tho 🥺🥺🥺 I love you, you're doing great

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Wait a minute. Hey. Since Gabriel is like. The Creator now. Could he like. Give us a second. To see Eleanor and Alan and idk look at their reincarnated souls and know they're alright? Like is that a thing? My heart hurts for my boy ok I just need him to have a lil bit more closure. Just a little bit.

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WAIT. A FUCKIN. MINUTE.

WAIT A GOTDAMN

Sam. SAMAEL IS THE END. DEATH CAME TO THE HOGWARTS UNIVERSE LIKE IT WAS NOTHING. CAUSE EVWRYTHING ENDS. SAM CAN. SAM KNOWS WHWRR THEY WENT.

NOBODY FUCKIN TOUCH ME

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“Bloody hell, Michael, have you forgotten how to hug?”

I literally genuinely screamed, clapped, and burst into tears. I can't even talk to you right now. Don't look at me. Nobody touch me. I am a fractured glass case of emotion and turbulence. He missed them so much.

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Me: im a fractured glass case of emotion

Inu, holding a fucking SLEDGEHAMMER BEING THEIR BACK: there there

[“When did you earn that trust?” Michael barely recognized his own voice, only that he knew he was speaking. “Tell me, Samael…when?”]

big sibling energy is off the charts right now. I am once again on my soapbox saying that Michael has done many things wrong but he does have SOME rights.

-whispers- I get why this has bitten nem in the ass, but I feel really bad because they did such a good. They NOTICED and figured it out and brought the squad and it's such a good thing.

But highkey Michael can't even do the mental equivalent of sleeping at night cause you had One Job and you did not do it.

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He just wanted to rest. But he was alive now, and he had no idea why. He had no purpose, no path to take. His brother had told him they had free will, the choice to do what they wished. But he was aimless. Who was he, if not Michael?

Hey, guys! We got a chapter! And it's not the last one! Next one is. Hopefully

Reblog, comment, spread the love. Thanks so much for all your patience!

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Ok so I am on the chapter before this one (Anticipation.gif) and still reeling over Michael thinking that touching Draco with his wing is LESS intimate than touching his physical arm. Just say you wanna park that boy in your Grace and keep him safe/warm/protected/loved and GO.

​Grace > physical touch to an angel who is literally just Grace. And so his assumption is that Draco won't think it's as bad as physical touch.

His logic is sound. But it's funny that he's so very very wrong. (And I thought I was one chapter back and happened to be two lmao idk I'm having a good time)

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Incorrect TLA quotes:

Draco: fellas is it gay to notice the homies cheekbones?

Michael: they are literally on your actual face that I look at many times a day??

Ernie: he doesn't know what foods he likes, but he knows what your cheekbones look like. It's giving a little gay.

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lolol, true enough

I’m guessing you’re doing a reread before Chapter 10?

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Very glad I am doing a reread because like. Michael. Half dead. Smited the Dark remnant? Like, in a space where he didn't have to worry about protecting others where he could just focus and get a real good hit in, bam, it's smote. I needed that reminder of how strong he is.

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doctor who van gogh scene but it's showing boromir gondor restored

ok why you got me crying so early in the day

Imagine being able to tell Boromir that he did not fail Frodo. The ring is destroyed. Evil did not triumph.

Merry and Pippin are safe. They are safe because of him.

Aragorn is king. Gondor is restored to glory.

Faramir, his brother, is safe and loved. Alive. The line of Ecthelion is unbroken.

The Men of the West prevailed against Mordor and Boromir can rest easy knowing that the love he had for his people was not in vain.

😭

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Ok wait wait wait. I was sending that last reblog, mostly joking about how everyone I know is neither shocked nor annoyed by my reread brainrot. BUT. This new arc. With Michael going with the fam. Is this a Destroy the Dark Remnants roadtrip? We need Michael because he's the oldest/strongest and we're doing the thing together? And also dealing with The Emotions? Or is there a new Problem? 🤔 I mean. Probably a spoiler. But. Is there a Problem that we conveniently grabbed Michael up just in time for?

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Gonna grab a good saying…

Wait and see. :3

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!!!

Cause I was thinking about the whole (paraphrase) 'lucifer beat my ass cause I let him' reveal. And in the moment it was !!! Cause ouch. Like. GOD how long were they down there? And Michael letting it happen to Gabriel and what fucked up ways do YOU show you still love someone and and.

Oh man big 4 feels. Cause Michael gave up and was all "can't do it. I'm done." And Gabriel was so mad (same) but in the end he ALSO couldn't do it and was uniquely in a position where he could find a third option. So technically given his current skillset, Michael definitely wasn't right but he 0.0000001% wasn't wrong. (He had some rights. Not a whole lot in the grand scheme of things. But some) and also fuck you Creator cause you saw this coming and idk how that could have been less painful but idk I don't like the creators non communication thing. I get it. But I don't like it.

... I sidetracked. ANYWAY. When Michael revealed that he is actually the strongest (which technically based on in world logistics, we knew but we didn't Know, you know?) I was more caught up in the emotional implications of that than the Plot/Logistical implications of that.

Cause God kept Michael in his Grace and then clawed him out and was like "nah bb you got shit to do, you can't stare here, I love you bye" and on one hand I figured it was just that Michael didn't have a chance to do Angel Rehab. But also everything He does has -cough- bullshit -cough- other reasons.

I am. Vibrating in my seat.

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@jujutherubberduckie , ❤️ I know the feeling of missing them. And that story was a doozy I am proud of but it definitely went places. A lot of places.

Me to every single person I knew for like 3 years.

"But Lucifer uses he/him pronouns in angelic form although he sort of preferred female hosts? But anyway Samael uses ne/nir pronouns. So like out of nowhere the narration changes to he/him and he's cold, real cold, and literally my heart drops directly to my ass cause WE ARE NOT SAM ANYMORE, WE ARE LUCIFER AND SHIT HAS GOTTEN VERY REAL"

Person who has been told this 6 times: but wouldn't Michael have been more suited to destroying The Dark? He's the oldest and thus the strongest.

Me: but Sam is the BRIGHTEST.

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Also hey btw

The term “masterpiece” originally and traditionally meant a piece of work that an apprentice or other aspiring craftsman created to show off to his master or the town’s guild. So naturally, it was intended to be the best fucking thing that you could make, demonstrating just how fucking good you are at what you’re making - 100% to flex your skills. And if it was approved, the applicant was accepted as a member of the guild and could now call himself a master, and work in this craft in this city.

So the next time you’re looking at The One Great Thing you made and think “this is it, my masterpiece, I have peaked, it’s all downhill from here”, consider looking it the other way: Making your masterpiece means you’re only getting started.

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