Watches everyone have a fun and happy Halloween weekend

Meanwhile I was sobbing in the middle of the street cause of my continues money problem and the small inconvenience of an atm not working again starting said sobbing QuQ

I'm very tired QuQ

Hori over here really making me cry tonight

Haven't been on tiktok a while now my fyp is all wonky, bleh

It's got nothing that I liked before just a bunch of weird shit I guess people find entertaining

Me actually trying to use Facebook cause everyone I'm chill with irl asks me if I have one lol

I can't change my name to Penguin tho, I just don't really like using my real name cause then people I actually know try to follow and I'm like

✨️No✨️

LOL I just don't really want people I actually know like my fam and old friends to know how I am online

I can change my name to Silver apparently, I'll take that uvu

Everyone's like Meeeh don't worry about it, stop being so afraid of asking for help

But then the few times I actually do ask for help everyone gets annoyed or mad with me

And you wonder why I don't wanna bother anyone..

So your telling me Ultra Impact

The game I learned Japanese for and spent hours building my bois in

Is coming to the states...

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The absolute stree I feel in my shoulders rn HURTS

I'm so stressed rn, and me having not eaten today hurts my head even more I legit wanna cry

I hate getting this much dumped on me so soon, no warning and not enough time to plan

Welp, today was embarrassing

I started blanking out real bad, so bad I stood in place with a box in my hand so long that someone had to come up and ask if I was alright and then not too long after I got a nose bleed and I was all the way in the back of the building so I had to make the long walk to the bathroom and in the process scare a couple people cause they thought I got hit with a box or something but really it was just a dry nose lol

The absolute urge to walk around pantsless in my house but can't cause its basically full house here

I really do love when it snows 🌨 💙

It's just so peaceful and pretty to me

When mami asks me if I been sleeping well cause she can see bags under my eyes

...

When in actuality it's my smudged mascara from

Uhhh doing stuff with someone

I got so much to do! I gotta send out gifts

I GOTTA KEEP SHOPPONG FOR GIFTS

I'm so bad at leaving things for last minute!

I was having so much fun with my voice sounding like I was going through puberty as a boy a couple days ago but now I can't talk for shit LOL

I love the cold but boy does it like to steal my voice every year, I wanna sing Christmas songs 😭

I don't have time to be sad

I have things to do