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My Life In Fast-Forward

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Independent Emma Decody rp blog. Penned by Shannon. Mun is 20+
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So time to be sappy on main.

The top left picture was taken March 12, 2015. Two days after making my Emma blog. I was about to graduate high school and go to college, leave the nest and be independent. Hoping to start my career in acting. 2015 was one of the hardest years of my life and one of the most emotionally traumatic. My first college boyfriend wasn’t a nice person to me, to be vague. 8 months of my life was taken up by him with my only escape being tumblr as I made the dumb mistake of getting him into my colleges theater program.

Throughout these years, through ups and downs, tumblr and Emma have been there for me.

I got married this year. I never even imagined myself having a wedding, let alone finding someone who balanced my weirdness with a nerdy grounding in science. I went from being taken advantage of by the theater system where I was interning at (80 hrs a week with being paid only $150 and no housing accommodations) where I met my future husband because I had no time to meet people so I downloaded hinge at 11pm in the stage managers booth and he commented on my Carmen Sandiego cosplay, to being jobless during the pandemic and trying to figure out where I fit into the world. Theater didn’t exist in lockdown, not the way I knew it. During lockdown was when I got my first acting role outside of college. I was in a short film and it won an award.

Since lockdown, I did retail and now work a stinky corporate job. Most importantly, though, I’m doing what I wanted to do since I was a child. I’m auditioning and acting on camera. I’m a lead role in an indie film (top right photo was taken on set last weekend) and have a few other projects that will hopefully be in the works. I’m able to actually try to learn about my mental health and learn who I am and try to grow from the trauma I’ve endured. I am in such a different place than I thought I would be in 2015 and I’m so proud of myself.

2015 Shannon, hoping you were going to make it and do acting, you’re doing it. You are working towards your goal and learning to love yourself. I like to think you’d be proud of me, and I’m so proud of what we’ve become and what we are going to continue to grow to be.

9 years and counting.

#sappy post#ooc#ooc;;#[ out of breath ;; ]#I blame ghostbusters for making me emotional#sorry this is gross because mobile#[ mobile post ;; ]#[ Munday ;; ]#[ my face ;; ]
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HAPPY 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO THIS BLOG!

   March 10, 2015 - present (and for many more years to come hopefully)
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notimminent

So… my blog is 9 years old… gonna make a sappy post in a minute cause I just got out of the new Ghostbusters movie and like… reflecting on my life and stuff. But I’m still here and hoping to write stuff again starting this weekend!

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lindleland

seeing a lot of "almost christmas means it wasn't christmas" memes already and it's not even christmas eve, so remember:

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creativepromptsforwriting

short & impactful

  • "Stay."
  • "Just go."
  • "I hate you."
  • "Because I love you."
  • "Don't leave me."
  • "Leave me alone."
  • "I need space."
  • "Don't go."
  • "Talk to me."
  • "I want only you."
  • "You need to move on."
  • "Please, speak to me."
  • "This will end now."
  • "I want to forget you."
  • "Hate me."
  • "Why?"
  • "Lie to me."
  • "I can't do this."
  • "Tell me."
  • "I'm just afraid."
  • "Please, leave."
  • "You can't leave me."
  • "I need you."
  • "Don't do this."
  • "Just stop."
  • "It's over."
  • "Tell me the truth."
  • "I can't lose you."
  • "We're done."
  • "Please."
#meme;;#[ mobile reblog ;; ]
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(   *   &.   –   BUZZFEED UNSOLVED SENTENCE STARTERS.

‘  do you think he pooped himself?  ’ ‘  this performance is very avant garde.  ’ ‘  it’s very disrespectful, but it’s human.  ’ ‘  this is embarrassing that i think that’s so funny.  ’ ‘  i know it’s disrespectful, you don’t have to say it. i’m sticking with this one.  ’ ‘  so, cowabunga, baby.  ’ ‘  i think the party’s about to get taken up a notch.  ’ ‘  i got my party boots on.  ’ ‘  that’s ventriloquism 101, i think.  ’ ‘  those sneaks are weak, dog.  ’ ‘  more importantly, you hate this, so i love doing this.  ’ ‘  if you don’t want to talk, you can swing this chandelier into the side of his head and concuss him.  ’ ‘  can you imagine getting up at night, taking a wiz right here, and having that staring at you?  ’ ‘  close the door. what are you, an animal?  ’ ‘  oh, i hate this.  ’ ‘  look! they’ve actually captured a ghost in this box. they’ve actually got it on display.  ’ ‘  lazy. that’s all i have to say about that one.  ’ ‘  what if he thinks we’re the ghosts?  ’ ‘  a classic sixth sense scenario… or the others. or that one goosebumps book, the ghost next door.  ’ ‘  i’m not the ghost, you’re the ghost.  ’ ‘  it is possible that i’m dead right now.  ’ ‘  one time… i cut up… an avocado.  ’ ‘  if i sneezed right now, this think would lodge into my throat.  ’ ‘  ever since then, i’ve kind of been terrified of avocados.  ’ ‘  what if i did die then?  ’ ‘  …fuck, dude!  ’ ‘  this would be a pretty elaborate shared delusion.  ’ ‘  this is actually a secret passage way.  ’ ‘  that’s gotta be worth a lot of moola these days.  ’ ‘  you’re threatening to take the treasure if… he doesn’t tell you where the treasure is?  ’ ‘  i’m just trying to spook him.  ’ ‘  he’s gonna come back with some new technology, like that thing they put the dynamite in like jurassic park.  ’ ‘  …to find the raptor bones. you remember!  ’ ‘  whatever, man. fuck you.  ’ ‘  that’s spooky.  ’ ‘  yeah, that’s very scary. i don’t like it.  ’ ‘  i mean, if you put down a throw rug or something, it’s fine.  ’ ‘  well, i can’t say that i’m not disappointed ‘cause i am.  ’ ‘  you can’t say that you’re not disappointed?  ’ ‘  i know that doesn’t mean anything to you, but it’s not always about you. just saying.  ’ ‘  these are my mothman gloves. i use these to catch him. look at the grip.  ’ ‘  moths aren’t scary.  ’ ‘  it means you’re eight feet tall. it’s a tall joke. get it?  ’ ‘  this guy definitely p90x’s.  ’ ‘  see this guys ass, by the way?  ’ ‘  i’m greatly enjoying this moment, this is nice.  ’ ‘  nah, i sniffed for bullshit. full proof. passed my smell test.  ’ ‘  i don’t trust that one bit.  ’ ‘  those beady little eyes… they kind of look like yours.  ’ ‘  i like this guy. i like his vibe.  ’ ‘  she fought the mothman?  ’ ‘  oh, yikes.  ’ ‘  i don’t think that’s how that stuff works. i think usually if you come into contact with maybe something radioactive or something, you die.  ’ ‘  no, i know, we don’t want you to get shot.  ’ ‘  no helmet this time?  ’ ‘  you think we should try to bro down with mothman?  ’ ‘  don’t do drugs.  ’ ‘  understand… i want to believe in mothman.  ’ ‘  if i thought what i saw was batman on my neighbors roof, i wouldn’t be scared. i would go try to get an autograph.  ’ ‘  if i’m the mothman… and i am not.  ’ ‘  i’m gonna walk out into the woods naked and serve myself up to the mothman so he can have a little feast.  ’ ‘  just call him a batman, why is that hard?  ’ ‘  we should bring a gun… it’s not a joke.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to be in the mouth of some coyote later.  ’ ‘  we should be on animal planet.  ’ ‘  it will remain, for now, unsolved.  ’

#meme;;#really into fnaf and have my laptop so hopefully stuff will happen tomorrow#[ mobile reblog ;; ]
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HURT / COMFORT : STARTERS

a collection of quotes, phrases, and sayings for when your muse needs a little TLC. change & alter as needed.

THE HURT:

  • “Nah, it’s not that bad. I’ve had worse.”
  • “I don’t think I can walk that far… or at all.”
  • “I’m fine. I don’t need your help.”
  • “Will you stay with me? Just until I fall asleep?”
  • “I’m sorry, I’m just—I’m just really tired.”
  • “I don’t need a break. I’m okay.”
  • “It was my fault. It was all my fault.”
  • “I think I need help.”
  • “So, I don’t think I’m dying, or anything, and it’s probably not that serious, but… I’m kinda bleeding. A lot.”
  • “Is the room spinning right now, or is that just me?”
  • “No, I’m okay, I just… I hit my head. Really hard. I’ll be okay, just give me a second.”
  • “I’m not sick! I’m fine!”
  • “No, I don’t think any of my bones are broken, or anything like that. Just bad bruises.”
  • “Yeah, but you should see the other guy.”
  • “I’m fine. This just happens sometimes. It’s normal for me.”
  • “I’ve got a headache.”
  • “Seriously, though, I’m fine! Stop making such a big deal out of it!”
  • “I’ve been taking care of myself for a long time. I don’t need your help, and I definitely don’t need your pity. Fuck off.”
  • “Please tell me I don’t look as bad as I feel.”
  • “I think I’m running a fever.”
  • “So, what’s the prognosis, Doc? Am I gonna live?”
  • “Stop fussing over me! I’m not a baby!”
  • “Can I stay with you tonight? I just… really don’t want to be alone right now.”
  • “No, I-I’m okay. It was just a nightmare. Go back to sleep.”
  • “I… can’t actually remember the last time I had something to eat.”
  • “You shouldn’t be here. You’ll get sick, too.”

THE COMFORT:

  • “Honey, have you been crying? What is it? What’s wrong?”
  • “I think you’d better take a break.”
  • “It’s not your fault, sweetheart. You did everything you could.”
  • “You don’t have to go through this alone. I’m right here for you if you’ll just let me in.”
  • “There’s nothing wrong with you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Don’t ever let yourself believe that there is.”
  • “You really don’t realize just how many people love you, do you?”
  • “If you’re not going to take care of yourself, at least let me do it for you!”
  • “I’m sorry. I know it hurts.”
  • “You’re not alone, baby. You never have been.”
  • “Let’s get you some food.”
  • “You’re dead on your feet, poor thing. Come on, you need some sleep.”
  • “Stay where you are. I’m coming to get you.”
  • “Tell me where it hurts.”
  • “How many times have I told you to be more careful?!”
  • “It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m right here, okay? I’m not gonna leave you. I’m never gonna leave you.”
  • “Oh, honey, you’re safe now. I promise. I’m not going to let anything happen to you.”
  • “Go ahead and take a shower. I’ll fix you something to eat.”
  • “What happened to you, baby?”
  • “I’ll kill that bastard. I’ll kill him for what he did to you.”
  • “You look like shit, man.”
  • “Whoa, whoa, take it easy! You got pretty banged up back there, and you don’t want to go making yourself worse.”
  • “I’m not trying to baby you. It’s called taking care of my friends.”
  • “Sweetheart, you’re burning up! Why didn’t you say anything? Why didn’t you tell anyone you were sick?”
#meme;;#I am here#actually?
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Whump starters

  1. "I can't believe I got myself into this mess. I need your help, fast."
  2. "Don't worry, I've got you. We'll figure a way out together."
  3. "I'm hurting, and I don't know if I can keep going."
  4. "Stay with me. We'll take it one step at a time. You're stronger than you think."
  5. "I can't feel my legs. I need you to find help, now!"
  6. "Hold on, I'll get help right away. You're going to be okay."
  7. "I can't breathe. It's getting harder to breathe."
  8. "Stay calm. Focus on your breathing. I'm here with you, and we'll get through this."
  9. "I'm so cold. I don't think I can make it much longer."
  10. "You're not alone. I'll keep you warm and get us out of here. Hold on, just a little longer."
  11. "I can't see anything. It's dark. I'm scared."
  12. "Take my hand."
  13. "Trust me, I won't let anything happen to you."
  14. "I feel so weak. I can't even stand up."
  15. "Lean on me. I'll support you. We'll find a safe place for you to rest and recover."
  16. "I'm bleeding. It won't stop. I need help!"
  17. "Put pressure on it."
  18. "Stay with me, don't lose hope."
  19. "I'm trapped, and I can't move. It's crushing me."
  20. "I'm coming for you. Stay strong."
  21. "I won't leave you behind. We'll find a way to free you."
  22. "I can't remember who I am or how I got here."
  23. "Don't worry, we'll figure it out together."
  24. "I'll be here every step of the way."
  25. "I'm so tired. I can't keep going."
  26. "Rest for a moment. We'll regroup and find a safe place to recharge. You're not alone in this."
  27. "I'm being chased. They won't stop until they find me."
  28. "Stay close to me. We'll find a way to lose them and keep you safe."
  29. "Trust me, we can outsmart them."
  30. "I've been captured. I don't know what they want from me."
  31. "Don't worry, I won't let them harm you. We'll come up with a plan to get you out of there."
  32. "I can't trust anyone. I've been betrayed too many times."
#meme;;
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@maramcna

He'd come to visit her out of the blue. To be fair, out of the blue for Seth is more a weekly occurrence. He would find times to visit her if she wasn't able to trek to visit him at La Push, make those silly cute puppy dog eyes at her when asking if she knows when she'll be up next and that he'll wait to see her then, only to show up two days later with a board game and blueberry muffins that are almost the size of her head (made by someone who Seth was close with? Emma doesn't know all the details but she knows that apparently his friend really likes to bake.)

This particular visit was of course during one of her less than stellar health days. Her eyes appeared more sunken in and her energy was not on par with her completely one hundred percent days. She wasn't completely sick, not in the sense that she would need to isolate to battle a cold or something off, but more in the sense that if she didn't rest it could lead to complications in the future. She'd burned herself out, is what she thought to herself, not that she was coming down with something. She was well enough that her father wouldn't turn Seth away at the door, so she was able to receive visitors. Seth had noted that she had a rather impressive blue record player with a few vinyl albums that she'd acquired over the years (and that she had bought from her father's store at a huge discount because nepotism discounts).

Seth brought over at least five records with him this time. Apparently Will saw Seth walking up from his workspace and went and opened the door before he made it to the front, as Emma hadn't heard any knocks or a doorbell ring. He nearly had her jump out of her skin when he made himself known at her doorframe, records in hand and bubbly personality exuding off of him. For most of the afternoon, they'd listened to the records he'd brought, talking about the stories behind how he acquired the records (some of which might've been fabricated to hide the fact he bought them online a couple days prior) and the significance--if any--to the songs on them. They sat next to each other on her bed, fingers ever so slightly grazing over one another in a hint of contact. They kept leaning closer and closer as they spoke over each song until, their lips close to one another as Emma waxed a poetic over a song, he interjected:

❝ you sound sick. are you sick? ❞

Lips pursed before being sucked between her teeth, creating space between them as the moment was completely ruined.

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❝ I mean... ❞ Hands gesture towards the oxygen tank at the side of her bed, ❝ Chronic illness does indicate that it is... long term. So... ❞

#post ;; para#c: icon;;#v: tba;;#medical condiiton tw#chronic illness tw#maramcna#text ;; maramcna

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