why would you post the same picture twice…
the truth to this way of thinking for a recovering addict is so tragically spot on, it hurts.
This is actually what happens.
Hey. Mandy. Wanna play? I’VE GOT BREEAAAD!
Dale Sommers >>>>>> 💜💛❤️
Kanye gettin passionate about Wreck it Ralph
Kanye is fucking crazy haha
Shadows // Danny Flynn
Best post ever.
Never happens with my work schedule, but one can dream lol. I guess in a way Sunday is my friday before a 3 day weekend.
I'd smoke a blunt with the person I reblogged this from.
Purple Coloured Skies
I haven’t written a full song in a while, so go easy on me. This song is about the breakup I’ve been dealing with for the past few weeks. Each verse represents one moment of uncertainty from each week that we’ve been apart. (chorus) Why do I feel like i want to die Will somebody tell me why?Why can't i see the beauty in life? When i'm standing under purple coloured skies?The truth hurts, but so do lies Will somebody tell me why?Why can't i get you off my mind? When i'm standing under purple coloured skies?
(/chorus) (Verse)
I knew that this was gonna happen, i could see it from afar You know that i've been stackin up the stress and workin hard If only i could fix and fasten up our broken bonds so that we could be together and back in each others arms
I just want to hold you and tell you that i love you The only girl that ever made me whole, honey that was you I wanted to grow old with you, and be the one you stuck to now all of it's gone and dead i'm not sure what to do
but fuck you, to anyone who brings the hate down on her she's amazing, and she might be the greatest thing since water we almost made it, almost married, almost had a son and daughter I know she doesn't love me anymore but damn it, i still want her.
I'm trying to keep up, but it's all moving too fast My thoughts are all dark and deadly like a voodoo mass Thinkin bout how she's prolly checkin out every dude who pass and i can't even bear to look at another womans ass
This shit will pass, i think so anyway, not so sure of it cause every time i get to thinkin about her a bit i start to cry and lose my mind, you've probably heard of it Nobody to talk to, i'm too quick to burn a bridge
My mind is running circles round this shit, my brain is tired My fingers turning purple and i feel like i'm on fire I thought that this was workin, and my only desire was to keep it workin, but now it's curtains, I'm retired
(chorus) Why do I feel like i want to die Will somebody tell me why?
Why can't i see the beauty in life? When i'm standing under purple coloured skies?
The truth hurts, but so do lies Will somebody tell me why?
Why can't i get you off my mind? When i'm standing under purple coloured skies?
(/chorus) (verse)
I'm sick of all the games, and i'm sick of all the lies that's why if we can't make it work, i'm cuttin all the ties I know i'll be just fine, if i stay on my grind I know all of this stress and this depressions just my mind
So, i'll be drinkin home alone, and walkin through the rain It might as well be hell, but i can struggle through the pain and if she wants to stay, i guess that'd be okay but i know that either way, some things are gonna change
I work thursday-sunday, 11-7 AM at the subway next to seven eleven Paycheck every two, average of 367 my rent is 600, leaves me nothin for spendin
and if i ask for more hours, i'd have to take 'em from joe I lack the strength and the power, i just can't take it no more My legs givin it out on me halfway to the store I have to work tomorrow night, but i'm drunk and crashed on the floor
This isn't how i wanted to live, but it's alright Ditchin out on my friends, waitin up all night You're not my girlfriend, otherwise you'd call right? Maybe tonight you won't ditch, maybe i'm not right.
Sittin sippin liquor drippin reclaim on a cigger- ette, better bet i'm smokin again, there isn't much else that'll keep me out of bed. I guess i'm not a quitter i didn't even make it a year out of the shitter
(chorus) Why do I feel like i want to die Will somebody tell me why?
Why can't i see the beauty in life? When i'm standing under purple coloured skies?
The truth hurts, but so do lies Will somebody tell me why?
Why can't i get you off my mind? When i'm standing under purple coloured skies?
(/chorus) (verse)
When nobody's around, you still tell me that you love me and treat me with affection, otherwise youre distant from me how am i supposed to proceed, just give me something just tell me can i fix this? is all of this for nothing?
I'm puttin in the work and the time, I'm makin money Still helping you where i can, you still call me honey But i feel like the end is near, tell me, is it coming? I'm sick of the uncertainty, you're always looking stunning
I'm worried that the wrong guy is going to say the right thing and you'll hurry off to marry him, leaving behind my ring I just want to be with you, I'll put it in writing I' am so in love with you, that's why i keep on fighting
The urge to disappear and throw all of this away Think about you every second, every hour, every day I know you need some time, i know you need some space but this stress just makes me want to shove some pills into my face
This isn't how things were supposed to go down You wanted to get married, and i was so down We were gonna start a family in a new hometown As soon as we were stable, I was happy no doubt
But now you seem embarassed by my presence, and it hurts I need you now more than ever, and nothing seems to work I need to get away, but every time i try to leave I remember that i love you, and we come first.