Going to cut myself tonight, it's time again...

I need to..

hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.

This Amazing Addiction

So theres this girl… I have a MEGA fucking crush on her but shes wayy out of my league! Everything about her intoxicates me; Her fucking beautiful smile, her demonizing stare, her laugh, basically everything… Ive Liked Her For Already 5 months and Wtf im burnt just from thinking about her…

I Need Advice

Even more with all the meds I’m on - three different anti deppresants - two different anxiety Now I hallucinate and I’m paranoid more anxiety attacks and over all more urges

Even more with all the meds I’m on - three different anti deppresants - two different anxiety Now I hallucinate and I’m paranoid more anxiety attacks and over all more urges

I just had an anxiety attack and I didn’t self harm. I used a sharpie and bc that didn’t work I took my anxiety pill and idk if it’s working. I’m not dead yet so I’m guessing it is

Legit, this is me, she was the onlyone that could do this, its crazy how just a simple text clears all that…

THIS DEFINES MY LIFE AROUND MY EX GIRLFRIEND

who needs social life when you have internet 

Definitely not me *sobs while smiling*

hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.

“cum in me” is the most romantic sentence in the English dictionary

yeah i wanna make you cum but i also gotta check in on that mental health and see how your day was ok like what u need to talk about?? u can tell me while i go down on u

someday i’ll be able to swallow my sadness as well as i swallow cum

hot box my coffin

I’m Depressed Send Nudes

those thumb people in spy kids aren’t real right?

"i like ur personality" thanks i have like 4 more

high key don't wanna tell anyone what's going on in my life anymore