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     jesse wasn’t what you’d call EXPERIENCED, either.   he had girlfriends and boyfriends when he was younger, he had jane and.. and then andrea, which is when everything started going to shit and he kind of fell of the face of the earth.   it’s been a while.   and for most of his past relationships, there wasn’t a moment where he wasn’t high as a kite.
     not that he’s been one-hundred percent sober around giuseppe, but what his boyfriend doesn’t know won’t kill him.
     he’d been.. he’d been good, though, he was mostly sober.   maybe not tonight, but most nights he was sober   at least he wasn’t shooting up, he’d just.. pulled a few bong rips.   which explains why he’s been trying to tie his stupid tie for the past fifty fucking minutes.   and why his shirt isn’t even a button-up.   or relatively nice.   he groans softly and slumps back into his couch, rubbing at his eyes, knowing he should really try to be getting ready but his limps are too heavy.
     he jumps at the knock, nearly knocking his bong over in the process of getting up, catching it just in time and stashing it under his coffee table.   he opens one of the windows and lights one of the candles he still has from his aunt ginny as he heads to the door, pulling it open and shutting it, taking a deep breath before he’s opening again, giving an awkward chuckle.
     “ so like.. i don’t really.. have anything nice t’ wear, “  he says, motioning to his makeshift outfit of baggy black jeans, an oversized stryper t-shirt, and his untied tie.

Giuseppe was always overtaken with just how pretty Jesse was no matter what he was wearing. Giuseppe was fully convinced that Jesse could be wearing a trash bag with a tiara and Giuseppe would still want to take him against the closest wall without hesitation. It was cute that he'd tried to be as fancy as he could for Giuseppe. That alone had Giuseppe leaning in, fingers coaxing Jesse's chin up so that he can place a kiss on those lips he's grown to love so much. He tastes the smoke there and gives a sigh of complaint.

"Sweetheart, what were you up to before I got here?" Giuseppe asks, mostly gentle, a little edge to his voice. He knows that he can't get Jesse clean overnight but he thought he was doing better than this. He clicks his tongue against his teeth. "Jesse, first of all, bambino, you look beautiful." Giuseppe starts off because he can't keep himself from complimenting Jesse first. "Are you high, though, sweetheart? I thought you were getting better at this." And they had a date planned for tonight, didn't Jesse want to remember it? Did Giuseppe taking him out make him all that nervous?

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     “ no, sir, “  jesse answers politely, blinking those pretty blue eyes at giuseppe, knowing exactly what it can do to his lover.   he keeps the fact that giuseppe has called giovanni worse things to himself, rocking back on his feet, humming softly.   “ well.. maybe i did.. but i was just teasing. “
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He's ridiculously cute, literally all the time and even after all this time, Giuseppe isn't immune to it. His shoulders lose a little of their tension as he thinks about kissing Jesse breathless instead of what he had planned.

"Oh, so now you're lyin' to me too?" Giuseppe asks with a raised eyebrow. "I don't think he'd come to tell me if you were just teasin' him. Don't you want to tell me the truth?"

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"Jesse. Did you really call my baby brother a 'bitch'?" Giuseppe says crossing his arms over his chest, meant to look so much more menacing than he is whenever he's in front of Jesse. The cute little shit has more of a hold over Giuseppe than he'd ever admit.

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Giuseppe's not good at romance, never has been. He's never quite known how to woo someone successfully. He definitely didn't have any experience in winning another man over either. Before Jesse, Giuseppe was completely certain of his sexuality and it never swung from petite women in pretty dresses and heels that could be used to kill him in his sleep.

Jesse was teaching Giuseppe a lot about himself, though. He never thought that he'd find himself wanting to draw a relationship out like this, never thought that he'd even be in a real relationship instead of just thrust into a shotgun wedding against his will. He never thought he'd be showing up to Jesse's place with a bouquet of roses for what felt like the seventieth time, intending entirely on taking him out on a fancy date before bringing him back home to do terrible things to him on every available surface in Jesse's home (taking advantage of the privacy he could rarely get in his own home).

He knocks on the door, straightening his tie and fussing with the flowers as he waits. Another thing that Giuseppe had never expected, was that he could and would fall in love with another person, let alone another man. This was new territory and tonight, tonight he intended on finally saying it.

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Overwarm || Ashton & Sal

Shit, they’re like a family of adorable. It’s Sal that Ashton might find more ease with turning down–not because he doesn’t want to, but because dating a dance-dad seems a lot like it might end messily. Not for Ashton, of course–but if Sal ends up finding his very presence intolerable, Brielle might bear witness to her father bringing her to learn from a man every week that his father genuinely cannot stand.  As it is now, though–Ashton doesn’t feel much like worrying. He does feel like Brielle is a tiny, sneaky, adorable wingman, and that Sal has something wonderful to be proud of in her. “Mm, seems ‘m outnumbered,” he hums; tugs his shirt out of where it hangs comfortably in his back pocket and slips it on, “I’ve gotta change int’ proper shoes, if y’don’t mind waitin’ a mo’?” A pause, then, and Ashton shakes his head as he shifts to sit, cross legged and comfortable on a padded mat as he configures soft-shoes off, and beat-up boots back on. “’S not a worry at all,” he assures Sal, “she’s great t’have in th’class–really good listener.” The wink earns Sal a grin, and oh, Ashton definitely doesn’t feel like worrying right now. Really good matchmaker.

"Listens well? Are you sure we're talking about the same little girl? Mine never listens." Sal teases bouncing Brielle a little when she shoves at his shoulder.

"Daddy, stop fibbing." Brielle insists with a small pout, meant to look innocent but they both knew better. It was an act for her instructer and also Ashton is her ballet teacher. Sal does all of the more annoying lessons like, how to share, how to not throw tantrums when you want something, how not to take a cookie when you were told to wait until dinner. None of those are fun lessons like ballet. It doesn't suprise Sal in the least that Brielle is more well behaved here.

When Ashton smiles, Sal's heart skips a beat. He didn't think Ashton could get any prettier but then he smiled. It wasn't fair at all for anyone to be that damn pretty.

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Primeras Veces || Closed

Another day, another new city, and a guy had to eat.  Chinese was getting old and anything Latin American reminded him of things he was trying to forget, so Cougar was opting for something a little different: Italian.
The restaurant was chosen at random, a place that looked clean on the outside and didn’t disappoint with the state of its interior.  He eyed the place from beneath the brim of his hat, practiced gaze scoping out the area for possible threats, exits, hiding points, and vantage points.  It would do.
He moved his attention from the place’s interior, seeking out some sort of sign as to whether he needed to wait to be seated, or if he was allowed to seat himself.
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Vinny takes in the appearance of the newcomer, definitely not a regular. Also, definitely not from around here. Though, Vinny allows his eyes to linger a little longer than they should. Vinny wasn't one to flirt, but this man was far too gorgeous for his own good. It's only after he realizes he's let the poor man stand there all this time waiting to be seated."Hello, welcome to Venice, sir." Vinny says, rushing over to the stand.('and was that emphasis on the sir completely necessary, Vincenzo' a voice speaks to him in his head, sounding like a mix between his mother and his second oldest brother, Giuseppe. Leo isn't around enough to chastise him in a way that Vinny will remember.) "I'll hope you'll forgive the delay, my host called out sick and I've been doing two jobs. Will anyone else be joining you today?"

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Spooky Shenanigans

“’S that so?” he asks; leaning against the bar with a slow slip of interest in his gaze, “poetry’s really attractive, y’ken.” A pause, grin sharpening to a point of softly wicked playfulness, “but y’ken if y’write about me, ‘m gonna write ‘bout you. ‘Nd I could spend days figurin’ out th’right words ‘nd phrases t’describe how pretty y’are, sweetheart.” When Gio speaks, Sasha captures lower lip between teeth and blinks slow; warmth slipping into a slow kind of heat in his gaze. “Y’can call me whatever your heart desires, beautiful lad,” he murmurs; hand up slow to trace gentle fingertips along Gio’s sharp jawline, “so long as y’promise t’be good ‘nd let me take care of y’proper, hm?”

Giovanni is not used to this many compliments, or at least not with the gentle sincerity that Sasha is delivering them. He's used to being told he's pretty, gorgeous, sexy, all of those things but the way that Sasha phrases the compliments, it's almost as if Sasha is complimenting Gio as a whole, not just what he looks like in appearance and it makes him shy, blush a little which is not normal for him. He blushes occasionally to seem far more innocent than he is, but this is real, genuine.

"I don't know about being good, that might be a little hard for me." Gio teases softly as he trembles a little beneath that soft touch. "Never was any good at behaving."

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Pulsepoint || Tess & Giuseppe

When he turns to face her, Tess notices two things right away. One, he looks absolutely haunted, exhausted by something that refuses to stop digging at his mind. Two–she knows him. She used to go to school with him–if this is the right boy, that is. His name ended up on her wrist–and she’d done nothing about it; he’d never told her her name was on him, and she’d left it alone, completely unwilling to ruin a close friendship that had…honestly disintegrated the moment they’d graduated.  Everyone thinks you’re friends forever, after school ends. That’s not the case, and Tess has known that a good long while.  “Gyp?” she tips her head to the side; soft fondness of recognition lighting up her eyes, “’s–god, ‘s definitely you, I’d know those pretty eyes anywhere.” Memories of days past come easy to her–him laughing over history homework, helping her glue a hundred stars to every sheet of posterboard for their astrology project. They’d spent time doing nothing; going to school games and wandering around downtown on hot summer days when there were no reasons to stay inside. “’S Tess,” she says then, a near blossom of shy warmth in her throat–god, what if he doesn’t remember her? This won’t be awkward at all. Not even a bit. Nope. Nada.

It takes his mind a bit to catch up with her, having to yank himself from all the things he's letting torment him right now. He recognizes her voice before her face. Her accent wasn't one he could forget so easily. There may be decades between when they'd last seen each other but that voice, that name. He remembers it all now. All the times they'd made sure to pick each other for partners in every class project where they shared the same schedule. He remembers her coming over to hang out at his place and his mother making sure she had plenty of her home cooked pasta before she left. All of his friends were too thin for his mother, she always thought they were starving it seemed. He remembers all the good times they'd shared together.

He also remembers- no- he knows that it's her name on his wrist, always had. It was something they had never spoke of. Maybe because it wasn't his name on hers or maybe it was also because Giuseppe saw first hand what having attachments could do to a person, especially now. And now was such a bad time to be meeting her again but he still can't help the warm smile from growing on his face.

"Tess," He repeats back, no air of confusion but instead one of fond familiarity. "You're one to talk about pretty eyes. How have you been?"

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Orchid was the one who came up with it; after all, everyone loves twins. Especially twins that are pretty and slim and have nice asses. Alex is cute and blushes easily, while Orchid is the one who reels them in. It’s an excellent system, and none of them ever see it coming.
The man across the room is an easy target; handsome and already on his way to being drunk, and dressed like he’s never gone hungry in his life. Orchid saunters over, hips swaying a little too much and lipstick stark on his face. Alex trails after him, less ostentatious in his appearance and playing his role of shyness without any effort at all.
“Hey there, sweetheart,” Orchid purrs at the man, perching himself on a stool and letting Alex hover behind him. “You looking for any fun tonight?” He knows how to seduce people, how to posture and preen and use just the right words. Alex knows how to follow him, and how to wave shyly at their newest target from over Orchid’s shoulder. They’re a damn good team, and both of them know they’re going to end up with a few more bucks because of it tonight.

Gio frequented bars when he wasn't working. It was the best place to pick up men and also pick up their watches as they placed their hands on his waist. Men that were so very 'straight' unless someone with all the qualities of a woman's physique happened to slide into his lap. Alcohol lowers everyone's inhibitions and Gio knows that after a drink or two, or sometimes even none at all, Gio was everyone's type.

He wasn't used to being on the receiving end of seduction, though, not in this way at least. It seemed like this man, granted, very pretty, was just trying to lure Gio to bed him and not have Gio be the one beneath the other. Gio's eyes roam the other's body, disguised as consideration, lust even, while he's really looking for anything of valuable on the other. "Two of you?" Gio says, a raise of the eyebrow as he has somewhat of an idea what this is about and he's interested to see how they plan on duping him. "I don't know if I can handle two pretty boys at once. Might be a bit too much for me."

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On A Saturday Night

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“Let’s be real though. Your butt is bigger than mine. Are you doing squats too?” Bonni couldn’t help going for the shock factor. If she went for the jugular right off, it made people think she was eccentric and therefore crazy, so they’d leave her alone.
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He's so offended. "My butt is nice and firm, thank you very much, not big." He huffs at the stranger. Where on earth had she been taught how to start a conversation. "Do you want a fat ass or? I don't understand what kind of conversation you're going for here."

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“I thought maybe you’d give me a sampler of your kisses. Give me some options for future kisses, so I’d know what to expect.” He flashes a little smile at Vinny, a soft laugh. “But I liked that kiss, just so you know.”

"You'd have me misbehave in my own restaurant canoodling with you here?" Vinny teases lightly, as if he isn't considering it. If only he hadn't seated Adam in the best spot in the house as a means of flirting with him as well. He was in plain view of everyone, including passing waitresses that would have no problem telling on him to his father for being inappropriate in the work place. "I could give you that sampler, of course, but only in a more private setting."

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Adam blinks for a moment, surprised at the way Vinny speaks to him. He’d be lying if he said he didn’t notice the change, or was unaffected. His lips part as Vinny’s words sink in, a flush rises up his neck into his face. “Vinny!” The name comes out kind of strangled, ending on a little laugh. “I. Um. Er. You having a laugh? Or are you serious?”

"I don't joke about what I want, Adam. I wouldn't toy with you like that." Vinny says, voice hurt by the insinuation that he would say something like this just to be cruel, like a teenager in high school being spurred on by his friends to tell the slightly odd boy at school that he wants to take her to prom just to be mean. "If this makes you uncomfortable, I can stop. I just thought that the feelings here were mutual. I didn't mean to be too forward."

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“I said nothing negative about her cooking!” Adam protests as he brushes his thumbs over Vinny’s lips. “And it wouldn’t be that I dislike her garlic bread. As it is: I like it more than your kisses. Though I must admit: you are very good at kissing. But I may have to marry your mother’s garlic bread.”

"I'm not sure at all how my mother's garlic bread is meant to give you a long and happy life." Vinny teases, nipping lightly at Adam's thumbs on his lips. "And she's going to be less inclined to make it for you if you break my heart by trying to elope with her bread instead of me. Also, how will sex work? I think you'd be picking crumbs out of less than appropriate areas for months on end and that just can't be healthy.""

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Pulsepoint || Tess & Giuseppe

She needs mangos. They’re necessary, and in season–and it’s 3 in the morning, but who the fuck said that mangos at 3am are unreasonable? Moreover, who the fuck said that Tess can’t be unreasonable every once in a while. It’s not like she was in bed, sleeping–struck by a craving when she woke up to the sound of a car alarm a few streets away. Not like she had to get up, put on clothes, leave her house, get in the car, and drive fifteen minutes to get to Tesco’s.  Nothing like that, nosiree.  Except–here she is, at the worst hour imaginable; wandering Tesco for no reason (she has her mangos, but she’s here, and she knows the dogs are low on kibble.) She paces the aisles slow, and watches the workers watch her curiously. There aren’t many people willing to grocery shop in the middle of the night–and it’s a silent, strange sort of agreement they’ve developed here–I’m going to buy fruit and probably a lot of other unnecessary things, and you’re not going to ask me if I need anything.  They stick to their end of the bargain. Tess, however–takes it upon herself, on rare occasion, to make sure other people have what they need. Other people being a fantastically pretty boy at the end of aisle four; what he needs being the wallet that just slipped from his pocket. She dips as she walks; retrieves it–doesn’t look inside, and follows the man; soft call of “sir? Your–y’dropped…” leaving her as she goes; basket with mangos and a new addition of candy being the only bystanders to her chase.

Giuseppe made up the entire reason to go to the store at this ungodly hour, just in case any of his siblings woke up, or if fucking Giovanni was still awake, which he was but too drunk to give half a flying fuck what Giuseppe was leaving the house for. It was the nightmares again, that were plaguing him, the scene of him shooting Silvia repeating over and over in his head. It wasn't a fresh wound, it was one that had been festering for awhile. Sal's son, Giuseppe's nephew who he'd never been allowed to touch, was almost two now, after all. A song had come on in his car on the way here, one of Silvia's favorite and he'd damn near crashed right through the front door of the Tesco because his vision had become so blurry. He pulled the car into park, took a few steadying breaths, determined not to leave this damn car without dry eyes.

Once he'd calmed down, that was when he finally stepped out of the car and into the store, wandering the aisles as if he were searching hard for something. The benefit of coming in so late was that no one really wanted to talk to him, and there weren't any other customers who weren't half drunk or high, looking for munchies while they wait for a mother, father, a big brother to come and pick them up. Giuseppe had been that a couple times for Gio, for Sal and Silvia even once upon a time.

The voice startles him from a memory of picking up Silvia and Sal from some stupid party that Sal and Giuseppe's father had expressly forbidden him to go to, drunk and giggling all the way home between begging Giuseppe not to tattle on them. He had been smiling, sadly but then jumped at the voice. He looks back at the woman, and oh dear lord she was pretty, what was someone so pretty and so... not shit-faced doing at a Tesco this late at night? She has his wallet in her hands and he smiles, stopping in place. "Thank you, most people would have probably ran off with it." He says holding out his hand for it.

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Worth It || Sasha & Gio

Gio never believes anyone when they text him saying they want to talk that he’s not in trouble for something, even if they reassure him it’s nothing bad like Sasha just had. He frowns down at his phone as he sifts through his closet to get dressed, always wanting to look good for Sasha as he texts him back.
[SMS; Bar Daddy] Sure thing. I’m not wearing the same outfit this time, though, sorry to disappoint. [SMS; Bar Daddy] Bumblebee is a once a year treat, going to have to hang around ‘til next October to see it again.
He pulls on some tight black jeans, a loose fitting red shirt and one of his black leather jackets as he heads out to the bar, smoking a cigarette on the way, or at least halfway there before he wonders if smelling like a goddamn ash tray is going to be a turn on or not, shoving a piece of spearmint gum in his mouth instead to chew nervously in nicotine’s place. He’s nervous when he walks in and it might have shown on his face until Sasha looks at him, like he’s a rare diamond or water in a desert. It makes Giovanni blush, earnestly as he gets closer to Sasha.
The way that Sasha pulls Gio’s hand up to his mouth for a kiss is so strange to him that for a moment Gio is speechless. No one touches him like this, no one ever touches him like this. Gio thinks for a second this is a dream before he blinks hard and looks up at the other man with a little shake of the head. “Nope,” He says with a smile.  "Why? Want me all to yourself for that long?“

He tugs Gio close gently–careful; doesn’t want the other to feel inappropriately handled, or, worse, like he’s being forced into a connection he doesn’t want. Arm around his waist, still careful–Sasha is strong and he knows it, knows that Gio deserves to be treated like something precious. Gaze down, back up slow; the writer all but traces over the softness of Gio’s collar absently; soft fingertips along red fabric before he nods. “You–look gorgeous t’day,” he says; starts off with something honest, drops his hand away before it finds itself in Gio’s hair, tracing softness of brows, he wants to touch and he needs to stop. This isn’t about bodies.  “’Nd I got–I dunno if you’re allergic, so I got ones that’ll probably…not–” He leans slightly; reaches behind the bar; cool plastic against his palm and fingers before he offers the flowers to the other man. “They uh–they’re supposed t’symbolise affectionate desire, ‘nd–I think the guy there said sommat about trust? ‘R…safety?” He pauses; a slow, smoky-sweet laugh curling from his mouth, “whatever they mean, they’re pretty. ‘Nd…those things ‘re all fair true of my feelin’s for you, so it all works out.”  Another pause–he hesitates, only just; working of nerves fluttering through him before he does the same with the envelope; presents it carefully with a quiet explanation. “I–wanna take you away? Just–just for a week, if…y’wanna come with me. Flight leaves in eight hours, headed t’ Rome, back in seven days.”  He still hasn’t moved his arm from around Gio’s waist.  This isn’t about bodies–but god, he doesn’t wanna stop touching him. 

Compliments on how pretty, how gorgeous, how beautiful he is, Gio is used to that. He believes them occasionally. It all depends on how much Gio's had to drink today or whether he's drank at all just yet or whether or not he was on something. It depends on whether or not Giuseppe's spit something nasty at him recently, making him feel like he's nothing yet again. He doesn't struggle with it as much as other compliments. Like Gio hasn't the slightest idea of what it's like to be the object of affection and not just lust. He doesn't know what it's like to make someone feel safe or to be trusted. It didn't make him uncomfortable though and he presses into Sasha's touches like the attention starved thing that he is, he's just confused by it all. These aren't things he's ever been told before.

He's shocked again that Sasha wants to take him away. His instincts tell him this might be bad. What did Sasha know about the Diangelis family? Did he want to take Gio away to murder him? For ransom? If it were the latter of the two, Gio would have to tell him that he's not going to get much for him, if anything at all. He's not one of the important children, that's Sal or Gabriella. Even Leo had an important job. Gio wasn't completely useless but his skills could be easily replicated by Vinny, who was just as pretty as he was, just a little less small and slender. Gio appealed to the bigger men who 'only do this sometimes' because his features were feminine in some ways. Vinny was a lot more handsome than pretty.

Another part of him tells him that he's worrying too much, why on earth would Sasha go to so much trouble just to kill him later? And besides the occasional smack to the ass, Gio hardly thinks that Sasha is capable of causing anyone real pain. Trust wasn't something that Gio should dole out so easily, he knows. He can't help it with Sasha though. The man makes him feel safe.

Gio takes the flowers, sucking his lower lip into his mouth for a moment so it doesn't tremble. He doesn't want to cry but no one's ever been so sweet to him before, no one has ever wanted him for so long. "I... I want to come with you. I should probably pack. I don't think I can make do with your shirts, though I could probably just wear them as dresses, you're so damn big." Gio teases lightly, blinks hard to will away tears.

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Bad Ideas || Micha & Gio

He’s compact and pretty, and Micha wants to take him home.  The sergeant comes here to get out of his own head for a while; lose his consciousness in the steady murmur of people, in the smoke in the air and heady standings of whisky on lips. Hormone levels are usually warm here; he stays away from the places full of sadness and missing-her’s, instead comes to where he knows he’ll be lulled by the quiet heartbeats of others.  His name is Giovanni–he murmurs introductions, when the right people happen upon him–and Micha tries very hard not to stare. It’s not like he’s incapable of controlling that about himself–but god, the boy is pretty. It’s dangerous to be involved, and Micha is aware of just how involved he’d like to get with the man; how much it seems like it could be a good idea to go over and say something.  He sends him a drink, and says nothing–tries to ignore the logical part of his brain that’s telling him this is a Very Bad Idea. 

Giovanni is used to people hitting on him. Gio is used to men and women sending drinks his way in an effort to win his favor, to make him come home with them. He turns the women away gently, they always take it easy when it's clear that they're missing a key ingredient to what recipe makes up Gio's 'type' but he rarely ever turns down the men. He plays hard to get for awhile, giggles and says 'no, no' to their touches at his waist, his back, and especially when they grope his ass like this isn't something he wants. Though, it's quite the opposite, Gio knows he's going to go home with a man within the first few moments they look at him, but where's the fun in that? The chase is what gets them high and what gets Gio laid, possessively. For the night, Gio belongs to someone, Gio is wanted and it feels almost like being cared for and that's all Gio really wants.

Then he picks their pockets before they leave, steal their watch when they come back for one more kiss before they go. They use Gio and in turn, Gio takes his payment. He knows this reeks of some haphazard prostitution but he doesn't care.

When the drink comes and a hand is gestured over in the tall, blond and handsome. Gio allows his eyes to trail over the other man's body as he picks up the drink and pointedly takes a sip. It'll look a lot like he's just checking the other man out, which granted, he is, but he's also looking at the man's hand, void of rings or a watch, nothing to easily steal at the end of the night. Though, that doesn't really deter Gio this time. The man was enormous, in height and just in existence in general. Gio finds himself wondering if sliding into his bed would be a challenge.

His eyes trail back up to the other man's face, gives him a little wink, a tiny jerk of the head, inviting him over to his table.

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