I still miss you... I know I shouldn’t and most of the times I don’t though others I just can´t help it. Most of all I miss your touch. I miss the feeling of your body against mine. Maybe it´s because I’ve been spending too much time closed inside my house and all of the memories just come flushing in I don´t know. The rest of the days have been normal and I don´t miss you at all eventhough some of the sweetest memories come to my mind and I just shake them away. though sometimes I have the feeling that I miss somthing. those moments have been fewer and fewer since we stopped seeing each other. Though sometimes and certain things still bring me some pain. I don’t cry like I used to.... I just don’t cry at all. sometimes I can feel a tear wanting to run down my cheek but it never does. I guess that certain movies make me feel sad again though I think I’ve started to love our memories instead of hating them for the pain that they caused me. In the end I can’t deny that I don’t miss you but those moments are becoming fewer every day..... I know you don’t love me like you used to and I don’t love you like I used to but some things just make me regret that I don’t though I can’t..... i still miss your touch and the kisses you used to plant on my hands.... how wonderfull it is to be in love and to be loved...I really do miss it but there’s nothing left.
