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Learning How to Breathe Again...

@angelicwanderers / angelicwanderers.tumblr.com

Thoughts, feelings, and absent wanderings of a people pleaser
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k-kizkhalifa

Not Even Time Itself}

Fandom: MLQC/Love and Prducer

Pairing: MC/Victor

Summary: Time wasn’t going to last forever. Not even for this.

Victor looked at her over the top of the file she had handed him almost ten minutes ago. She wanted to ask what he thought, she wanted to know. Needed to know, really. He was the person she had to impress at the end of the day. No way around it.

He sat the papers down, laying his hand against his desk, waiting. He knew she would break, he’d make sure of it. His eyes bore into hers, curiously, if only he knew what she was thinking.

A frown pulled at her face and she shifted in her seat, wetting her lips nervously. “S-so?”

“So?”

“You liked it?”

He smirked, “I didn’t dislike it.”

“But,” she persisted, “you didn’t like it?”

Victor stared back, his eyes softening as he studied her face, it was too easy to get her riled up, but how he loved the way her face flushed a soft pink, the way her eyes flashed to his, the way her voice rose ever so slightly. How he loved to get her angry.

“Just tell me,” she practically groaned, an ugly scowl on her face.

“I think it could be better,” he gave in, “but it will pass.”

Her shoulders tensed at the meaning of his words, she sat rigid as if she had been struck in the face. “Better?” She has poured every ounce of her soul into this proposal, it was a new show she wanted to make and in order to make it? She had to get the approval. LFGs approval, which, yes, could have been shown to the board but with Victor? Well, he always seemed to find a way to butt into her meetings.

She hadn’t slept for two days, barely ate for three and today? Running on no sleep and caffeine she felt a wave of nausea rock through her body at his words.

It could be better.

She was defeated, exhausted, and ready to crawl under the desk and hide. This was exactly what she wanted, it was the first show she was creating without a strict guideline, it was what she envisioned for something that would not only captivate the viewers but captivate herself.

She loved her job and her company, but something had been missing as of late. Her passion, she hadn’t felt the drive she had at the beginning of this crazy year, fighting for her place in the world and when she reached it? She felt not much else to strive for.

She heard her name from his lips and blinked back the shock, focusing on him to realize he had been talking.

“When will production start?”

But she didn’t feel like it should, his words rang through her head again, it could be better, and with a cringe she found her way to her feet.

“Where are you going?” Victor’s previous question lay forgotten as she stood up, this meeting isn’t over! He soon found the usual fire in her eyes wasn’t there, they were hollow. And he knew if eyes could talk these would be screaming. She turned without a word, heading towards the door, “wait!” He called but it was too late. Her hand was on the door handle and she was heading out, her name falling between them from his lips.

She pulled the door open slowly, not hearing him call for her. The only thing she could focus on was one word, better. It was running circles in her mind, or maybe that was her mind as she pulled the door open with a stumble.

His secretary looked up from her post, a wide smile plastered on her face, before a small scream came roaring from her mouth and the girl fell forward.

Without a thought the time froze, everything was on pause, she hung suspended in the air. She was left unprotected, her arms hanging loosely at her side, her legs like heavy weights dragging her down and then Victor had her in his arms and the world was spinning yet again.

The scream from his secretary cut off as Victor wrapped her in his arms, keeping her from the ground. He whispered her name softly, his eyes on her closed eyes before he glanced at his secretary, “call me a car, I’m taking her home.”

He didn’t bother with his suit jacket, or his phone, he merely walked her out of LFG and to the car, repeating her address from the many times he had taken her home. Granted those were much different car rides and often involved their endless banter but this was different.

He had been searching for the banter in his office, he longed for it. The witty remarks, her cute smirks and chuckles, the way she rolled her eyes when he called her an idiot. Now Victor was concerned, he thought maybe the hospital would have been a good choice, she did pass out, but nothing would take this moment from him, not even time itself.

He held her close, the car pulling them through town and it wasn’t until his eyes caught sight of her apartment building in the distance that she stirred.

She let out a loud gasp, her eyes growing wide as she searched the man holding her and Victor instinctively tightened his hold, “you’re fine, I have you.”

He almost cursed the words as soon as he said them but it was too late and she didn’t seem to even register he had said them, other than relaxing against his chest, her hand rubbing down his tie softly.

Victor studied her face, pale, dark circles under her eyes, sunken in cheeks, dry lips.... she had clearly not been focused on herself the past few days, not as much as she had been focused on the proposal it seemed.

Idiot. He thought sourly, maybe the first time he had truly meant those words.

“I don’t feel well,” she sighed, her mind was in a haze, she could barely focus or keep her eyes open.

“Have you been eating?”

She was too exhausted and defeated to be embarrassed by the fact that she hadn’t, when all she did was shake her head.

“Dummy.” He ‘tsk’ed, “I’ll cook you something at your place,” he added, softly, though it fell on deaf ears as she curled against his chest and closed her eyes.

He watched a smile cross her lips, his name coming out of her mouth like a breath, “Victor.” She whispered, curled against him. He felt the car stop, and looked away briefly to see her apartment in view, his heart hammering in his chest when he turned his eyes back to her.

She lay still and quiet in his arms, her fingers wrapped around his tie. And he did it, again. The driver got out of the car and as soon as the door was shut the world stilled. Victor could only hear her breathing, everything else was silent. They were safe, locked away from the world and together. She lay asleep in his arms, clutching to his body as she breathed his name again, “Victor.”

He felt himself smile, raising one hand to brush her hair back from her face and get a better view of her soft features. She was beautiful, even with the paleness and dark circles. She was beautiful, she was breathtaking.

Victor watched her sleep for a long time, he didn’t have an accurate judge of how long they had been there since his watch had stopped but it was long enough his legs were starting to hurt and he figured it was time to wake her up and get her inside so he could cook her the meal he promised.

She shifted softly in his arms and he shut his eyes lowering his head to brush his lips over her forehead with a whispered, “I love you.” It filled all the space in the car and seemed to hover around them like a cloud. Her eyes flashed open suddenly before quickly closing again when Victor sat up straight. He savored a few more moments and then the world was spinning again, his driver pulled his door open and Victor gave her a small shift, “are you okay to walk?” He asked when her eyes fluttered open.

She gave a nod, tired and stunned. His face looked soft, his eyes comforting as they searched hers and she glanced away feeling a little dazed, he loves me?

Victor helped her to her feet before climbing from the car, his hand around her waist, “come now, I’ll feed you.”

She swallowed roughly, stepping closer. Just slightly. She wanted this feeling to last, she wanted him to stay, she wanted to feel safe like she did just moments ago when she was tucked into his arms the short drive to her place. Though, she felt she had slept hours, she felt way better than before. Her mind was more clear and she was more relaxed.

Though the conclusion of their meeting was weighing heavily on her mind, it could be better. She hated to think it, but all that came to her was the fact she felt that was all she had to offer, that was everything she wanted and he - Victor - thought it could be better? It wasn’t good enough? Nothing ever was when it came to him.

She stood at the door, unlocking it quickly before welcoming him in, “would you like a drink?”

“I’d like you to get comfortable and relaxed,” he made motion towards her bathroom, “I’ll make dinner, then after you eat we will talk about today.”

She nodded quickly, excusing herself and leaving him to her barely used kitchen. She closed the door to the bathroom behind her, leaning heavily against the door, I love you, too. She thought to herself, shutting her eyes and brushing her fingertips over her forehead where he kissed her, Victor.

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taohs
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You’ll never know dear,  how much I love you So please don’t take my sunshine away

I’m not crying, you’re crying 

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alexiethymia

favorite ship dynamics (anime edition)

(not an artist and don’t know how to draw, but still wanted to give this a try, tried to cram almost all of my ships here)

BODYGUARD CRUSH SET-UP, with copious amounts of devoted to you, using duty as a front, but really out of love, one feels responsible for the well-being of another, emotional and physical co-dependency, either the person doing the bodyguarding or being bodyguarded can be oblivious, or both are oblivious but have crushes on each other, layered with angst due to differences in position

Hak x Yona (Akatsuki no Yona)

Chidori x Sousuke (Fullmetal Panic)

Lan Fan x Ling (Full Metal Alchemist)

Hei x Yin (Darker than Black)

(SERVILE) SNARKER AND WIDE-EYED IDEALIST, a bit like the bodyguard set-up, but something ties the two people together, wherein the one who typically ‘serves’ does it full of snark, but they would literally die for the person they’re bound to, angst as a result of not knowing if the feelings are due to the bond or their own, of course the devotion is all theirs, one party is usually more innocent or believes in the best of people while the other is a cynic or more experienced and world-weary, they learn from each other due to their differing perspectives

Tomoe x Nanami (Kamisama Hajimemashita)

Soul x Maka (Soul Eater)

Akiyama and Nao (Liar Game)

WORTHY RIVALS, hate-love relationship, super competitive with each other, the only one allowed to defeat you, equal gender dynamic, tied together with their rivalry, claims to hate each other, but in truth heavily relies and trusts each other, so they fight with each other, but they also fight with each other 

Souma and Erina (Shokugeki no Soma)

Okita and Kagura (Gintama)

Maou and Emi (The Devil is a Part-Timer) 

May and Drew/ContestShipping (Pokemon)

Sunako x Kyouhei (Wallflower/Yamato Nadeshiko Shichihenge)

BICKERS LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE, also has shades of hate/love, pretends not to care but gets jealous easily, tsundere and tsundere combination, belligerent sexual tension, she’s not my girlfriend/boyfriend! shenanigans 

 Ed x Winry (Full Metal Alchemist)

Ranma x Akane (Ranma ½)

Ash and Misty/Pokemonshipping (Pokemon)

Okabe x Kurisu (Steins;Gate)

Bossun x Himeko (Sket Dance)

OPPOSITES ATTRACT delinquent and honor student, uptight loves wild, top of the class with the class clown/flirt/wild child/troublemaker etc., alternatively someone aggressive with someone who’s a pacifist, at first they can’t stand each other because of their opposing traits but that’s what they come to love most in the other, yin-and-yang

Yusuke x Keiko (Yu Yu Hakusho)

Kaneki x Touka (Tokyo Ghoul)

Zoro and Tashigi (One Piece)

Gold and Crystal/MangaquestShipping (Pokemon Special)

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS, my favorite dynamic, gentle girl and brooding boy, energetic girl with the cool boy, warm and cold, usually person A is popular but only has eyes for person B but person B either only sees them as a friend or is in love with someone else, so much angst, person A will do anything to make person B happy and protect their smiles, overprotective, pining 

Hitsugaya x Hinamori (Bleach)

Zero x Yuuki (Vampire Knight)

Taichi and Chihaya (Chihayafuru)

Kei x Hikari (Special A)

Yanagi x Kujou (Last Game)

ACTUAL MARRIED COUPLE, not married but really they’re married, domestic fluff, so much shared history, they know each other inside and out, shades of the childhood friends dynamic but having reached its final form, inside jokes, everyone knows, usually the mom and dad of a group, the mature ones, on the angst side, shared trauma, emotional healing, but hella mutually emotionally supportive, they prop each other up, the best team

Shinichi x Ran (Detective Conan)

Roy x Riza (Fullmetal Alchemist)

Franky and Robin (One Piece)

Jessie and James (Pokemon)

Black and White/AgencyShipping (Pokemon Special)

Todoroki and YaoMomo (BNHA)

STEPFORD SMILER AND STRAIGHTFORWARD TSUNDERE, the guy is handsome and seductive, but plain weird, he’s messed up and emotionally constipated, hides his real thoughts, eccentric and flighty, shows his love through weird ways, falls in love with someone fierce and straightforward, guy has self-loathing issues and thinks he doesn’t deserve the girl, girl would knock them silly for their weird displays at the same time for beating themselves up, they believe in each other’s worth and are instrumental to each other’s self confidence, they reaffirm each other, girl usually gets red and flustered, but guy finds that charming about them, usually angel/devil ship

Amu x Ikuto (Shugo Chara)

Usui x Misaki (Kaichou wa Maid-Sama)

Gin x Rangiku (Bleach)

Ren x Kyoko (Skip Beat)

Ruby x Sapphire/FranticShipping (Pokemon Special)

EVERYONE CAN SEE IT, adorable children, the pure and innocent ships, mutual crushes, both are soft charas, they get so shy around each other, how can they not realize their crush has a crush on them??, puppy love, pure and fluffy, nope no angst here, one or both are shy characters

Hijikata x Mitsuba (Gintama) (I lied about the no angst)

Chitanda x Oreki (Hyouka)

Akihisa x Mizuki (Baka to Test)

Izuku and Ochaco (BNHA)

Recca x Yanagi (Flame of Recca)

FIRST LOVE, love at first sight, usually dynamics where the girl is the one to fall in love first, love at first sight is cultivated as she gradually gets to know the person and comes to truly love the person for who he is, potential for heartbreak, but there is strength in love, girl remains faithful, guy is usually the cool type character or perhaps callous, and you feel for the girl as she gets her heart broken, and you don’t know how it happens and even the guy doesn’t know how it happens, he wasn’t thinking about love at all but somehow he comes to consider the girl an irreplaceable part of his life now, and the payoff is so so so sweet

Sasuke x Sakura (Naruto)

Gintoki and Tsukuyo (Gintama)

Mikasa and Eren & Petra and Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin)

Kaede x Setsu (Mirmo de Pon)

Yellow and Red/SpecialShipping (Pokemon Special)

DORK IN LOVE WITH A TOUCH OF ABHORRENT ADMIRER, somewhat the reverse of the above, it’s the guy who’s more emotionally open, while the girl’s a bit closed off, guy is an actually puppy and a dumbass dork who wouldn’t hesitate about shouting his love for the girl from the rooftops, but he has his cool and badass moments, he fawns and spoils and can’t shut up about how great the girl is, while the girl is embarrassed or flustered or ticked off or all three, but the girl appreciates and shows her affection for the boy in subtle ways with an exasperated albeit fond ‘well, what can you do’ smile, she’ll still whack him when he gets too silly though

Yato x Hyiyori (Noragami)

Sanji and Nami (One Piece)

Tamaki x Haruhi (Ouran High School Host Club)

Kondo and Otae (Gintama)

Ryoshi x Ryoko (Ookami-san and her Seven Companions)

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I love how bitter you are about Zutara b/c honestly like same. So much same

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F O R E V E R  B I T T E R.

i mean…

  • classic ‘enemies to lovers’ beginning
  • also ‘opposites attract’ to the max…. “you rise with the moon, i rise with the sun” coME ONNNN
  • aLSO both have SECRET IDENTITIES that mirror eaCH OTHER AS HERO / ANTI-HERO whose COLOR THEMES are the OTHER ONES main COLOR JFC
  • “zuko kept her necklace to track her” UH-HUH “TRACKING” PURPOSES suuuuuuuuure (this little moment for sure launched a thousand fics of him starting at it wondering why he didn’t want to give it back uGH my heart)
  • um LOCKED TOGETHER IN A CAVE?? WHERE THEY START TO UNDERSTAND WHERE EACH OTHER ARE COMING FROM / HOW THEY HAVE STRUGGLED AND/OR MESSED UP??? AND HOW ZUKO HAS CHANGED???
  • um um uMMMM then he betrays her / them and it is heARTBREAKING and aAAAANGST AF (which is just *kisses fingers* shipping perfection)
  • and tHEN zuko EARNS (***EARNSSSS****) her forgiveness for all of his mistakes and then teaches HER about how to know the difference between justice and revenge…THEY COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER SO WELL DAMNIT
  • zuko becomes part of their Found Family and lOOOK AT THEM FIGHTING PERFECTLY AND COMPLIMENTARY IN SYNC AHHHHH

and then.

AND THEN.

AAAAANNNNNDDDD.

TTTTHHHHEEEEENNNNNNN.

This sequence in the finale. This stunning, emotional, heartbreaking sequence that in addition to be just UNBELIEVABLE animation also has Azula pinpoint that Katara is a WEAK POINT for Zuko and targets that weak point and zuko juMPS IN FRONT OF A DEADLY LIGHTENING BOLT TO SAVE KATARA I CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT

EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

BELIEEEEEEEEEEEVE

them my goSH !!!!!!!

If there is ONE ship I will fight to the death for, it is them. 

we. WERE. R O B B E D.

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I will always reblog! LONG LIVE ZUTARA

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Anyone else notice how the akumas of season two have REALLY geared up?

The Collector. Aside from being a genius way of making himself above suspicion, the Collector was an incredibly dangerous akuma and Ladybug and Chat Noir won by the skin of their teeth. 

Despair Bear. In the vein of Volpina, Hawkmoth created a villain who used strategy and subtly as opposed to just charging in and demanding the Miraculous. Hell Despair Bear almost made Chat use Cataclysm on Ladybug!

Prime Queen. She avoided direct confrontation instead using ultimatums to appeal to Ladybug and Chat Noir’s heroism to get the Miraculous. Also she straight up threatened to murder Chloe and Alya. 

Befana. Befana was more a standard villain. Though she did employ minions as others have done before to avoid a two on one confrontation as most villains do.

Riposte. Damn. Riposte was deadly and probably the most willingly to actual kill Ladybug and Chat Noir. Also the whole idea of the akuma being in her sabre and it being fused with her hand so it had to be forcibly broken off was a stroke of genius. 

Robostus. He turned AGAINST and almost killed Hawkmoth. What else needs to be said?

Gigantitan. While it was a mistake, akumatizing a baby, someone who doesn’t have full control of their mental faculties, into an 80 foot giant was dangerous as hell.

Dark Owl. Literally the closest to winning. Volpina almost forced Ladybug to take off her earrings twice but Dark Owl took one of them himself by force. He also employed strategy again, appealing to Ladybug and Chat’s heroism to do the right thing and ultimately this was a trap, the only reason he didn’t win being that Ladybug had a back up plan.

Not only have season two’s akumas been mad dangerous but the episodes have shaken up the series formula; all bets are off with each new episode. Characterisation and character growth, plot arcs? Season two has been worth the wait. And there’s still more to come; new superpowers, new heroes, new miraculous!

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ML Fics: Miraculous 101

New to the fandom? Here’s a list of classics to get you started. Get hyped !!

There are so many good fics in this fandom that making this list was terribly hard. Feel free to suggest your own!!

* = WIP

+ = mature/explicit rating 

|| italics = my notes

Multichapter (word count next to completed fics)

heartstrings by taylortot     (60,674)

Rainy Days by Thelastpilot     (52,529)

Smoulder by midnightstarlightwrites    (163,766)

Back To Us by DarkReyna16    (446,244)

Lucky Us by PrincessKitty1     (136,130)  || social media au

Secret Santa by Thelastpilot     (52,383)

Won’t Tell a Soul by Thelastpilot    (60,034)  || nino centric

Truthful Scars by frostedpuffs    (167,136)

Curiosity and Satisfaction by imthepunchlord    (54,016) || enemies/rivals au

Chasing the C/h/atwalk. by Inkkerfuffle     (112,395)  || fashion au

all is calm by mazberrypie    (16,040)  || akumatized Marinette

Fooling the world (and maybe ourselves) by fullmetalpotterhead   (50,963)  || fake engagement au

tangled ribbons by demistories     (82,544)  || dance au

+Bare Necessities by Reyxa    (53,627)  || art school au

*+ A Werecat in London by ThornQueen || modern fantasy

Turn Loose the Mermaids by bookskitten    (64,917)  || mermaids (duh.)

 Can I Get Your Name? by anavoli    (3,383)

A sure thing. by Baneismydragon    (11,871)

spotty connections by agrestenoir  || texting fic

Tikki’s New Friend by panda013    (100,838)

Rise of Mariposa by imthepunchlord     (75,076)

Lucky Fox Paradox by imthepunchlord  || go check out imthepunchlord for more kwami swap stories

Until I lose count by Baneismydragon     (35,389)

Paws Fur Coffee by Zaphirite    (32,707)

Heroes of the day by mirawohoo   (125,345)

I’m Here to Dance by kisstheprincessofpurewhite     (53,636)   || miraculous moves au

The Date by Magical_Awesome_Kid    (7,858)

Marinette, the Teenage (Sassy) Witch by fufflepie     (24,541)  || witch au

technical difficulties by therentyoupay   || the one where nino and ladybug are stuck in an elevator together

A Beautiful Mistake by Maerynn   (73,672)

The Most Eloquent Reply by XxPorcelainKnightXx    (12,329)  || deaf Marinette

Little Bits of Mari by breeeliss    (24,568)  || Marinette centric story 

Series

Tendencies by KryallaOrchid   (5 works || complete)

Looks by raeryn   (2 works || complete) 

Oneshots

brick walls by demistories    (6,559)

Fermeture by KarmaHope     (9,463)

(oh my god this is so long but also nowhere near long enough. there are just so many good and classic fics out there!!)

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australet789

DONE

Took me almost a year and it was intended to be for Valentine’s but WHO CARES

This was for Marichat May: Sin 2 Day 23 (i think idk)

(and sorry if this isnt colored but im tired i just did this for fun im not animator im just a fan having fun)

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