dear dad. #fuckinnailedit
””Dear Norman.
Why do you hate me? What did I ever do to you? Was I a mistake? Do you really want me dead? Why don’t you love me? I have so many questions I want to ask you, but I don’t know how. I don’t know how to even have that kind of relationship with you anymore. I wish you cared. I wish you’d come to see me graduate from school. I wish you’d come and saw Liz’s scan before she lost Normie. That’s what we were going to call him, Normie. Liz didn’t want to, but I did, because maybe if he had survived, you would’ve shown him more love than you showed me.
Was it just natural, the hate? Was I just hated from the moment I was born? I don’t get it. There were moments when I generally thought you cared. Do you remember the bike? Helping me ride it? I do. I always will, and for only a short amount of time, I actually thought that my Dad might have cared. It didn’t last though, did it? It never lasted. You know what really rubbed salt in the wound? Finding out that you’d been the one that had set Oscorp up to watch Peter. Finding out that your father cared more about your best friend than you is a fucking pain.
You’re a waste of space. You’ve done things to me that no father should ever do to his son. You’ve told me things that’ve messed with my head. I haven’t been able to think straight since you told me that I’m going to die. What kind of parent does it in that way? I know you didn’t care, but you could’ve at least given me some sympathy.
I hate you
I just wish you loved me.
Please love me.
Please.
—— Harry