Anyone who reads this travel to or live in New York and can tell me a cool/nice/bby posh hotel to check out?

The most scarring night of my life to date happened in the almost entirely treeless state of CO.

I wish you’d forgive me and be by my side

I wish you could see me as a whole

As maybe human enough to hurt

To yearn

I’m sorry

It’s scarring

To share

To hide

To move

To watch

I’m aways wrong

How terrifying

How internal

How delusional

Add it to the arsenal

The fading identity

Fair weathered

Better off like you always said

I guess

Anybody fighting through the stress

The power is out

I’m stargazing through the maple tree branches

Sometimes people want you to drop them

I must be a hard mouth to speak to

There’s nothing floating in the air through the sunlight

Particles disappear here too

Understanding the absence in the room

I am quite -

At peace now

when it’s

Nothing but air

Got some cold hard fkn truths today

Perhaps more on this later but for now

Tonight on : nobody cares news

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