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Artistic AJ

@imthegodofbacon / imthegodofbacon.tumblr.com

AJ Cook, Lauren Mitchell, and Andreea Raducan fan. I love Criminal Minds and gymnastics.
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BelieveForChloe

A long time ago, I posted a post on here detailing my friend Chloe’s story, and it got shared by @thetruth365

I’m sure most of you following me now will know that Chloe battled stage 4 anaplastic medulloblastoma.

A lot has changed since then. Chloe is now walking on her own, learning to drive, dancing on stage, excelling at school, and looking more flawless and fearless than ever.

(That is a wig. Chloe received a complete round of craniospinal radiation as phase one of her treatment. As a result, the blood supply to the skin on her head has been permanently damaged, and Chloe’s hair is likely to never grow back properly again. I haven’t seen her regrowth since the wig went on (it’s one that is glued on), but last I saw it, she had thick tufts at the side, hardly anything on top, and thin patches at the back around her scar. Not exactly likely to make a 16 year old feel like a superstar, and one of the unfortunate lifelong effects of cancer treatment)

However, Chloe’s battle with cancer still makes itself known. Chloe is TINY. Like, maybe 5″3, 5″4 at most. And she was very thin, but fit, before she got sick.

When she started vomiting so severely during treatment that her stomach had to be bypassed by an NJ tube, I do believe Chloe’s weight dropped to that of a small eight year old. And even today, she is struggling to build it back up. She’s a pretty and dainty little thing, but she is incredibly thin, with knobbly joints and protruding bones.

Chloe does walk unaided now. But every step she takes is painfully obvious that something happened to this poor girl’s brain. Whereas most healthy people walk up straight with their feet parallel, Chloe walks slightly hunched over, with her feet about shoulder width apart, and turned out.

It is the ONLY way that kid can balance without a crutch.

Chloe is also learning to drive. But because of the damage done to her left hand during her tumor resection, she is not allowed to learn to drive a manual (stick shift for Americans?). While she passed her permit test to learn in an automatic, her parents aren’t even 100 percent sure if she is ACTUALLY allowed to drive. No-one has told them to stop, so they are teaching her in a quiet industrial area, but it’s one of her mum’s concerns. See the things cancer can take away from a child?

And this is one of the most saddening stories I’ve heard lately.

Chloe was in hospital at the same time as another little girl, Ruby. Ruby will be 3 in May...

... and she is battling leukemia for the SECOND time.

How unfair is that?

This little Ruby is absolutely stunning. She is a beautiful child to look at, and she’s got a heart of gold to match. She was diagnosed at 8 months old with infantile acute myeloid leukemia. After a LOT of chemo, she received her all-clear in June last year.

Then in early September this year, Ruby came down with a fever and a cold that she couldn’t shake. She slept all day, was miserable, sick, and snuggly.

On the 18th of September, incidentally, Chloe’s birthday, Ruby’s parents were told one of the most horrific pieces of news a cancer parent can receive.

Ruby’s cancer had come back.

Ruby was discharged yesterday (30/11/15) after spending 75 days in hospital. 75 days. For a two year old to be away from at least on her parents at all times. How awful is that?

Ruby will be readmitted to PMH on December 10 to begin chemotherapy for her bone marrow transplant. She will be in isolation over Christmas, unable to see her dad or her brother, or any other family. Only her mum.

If the bone marrow transplant does not work, Ruby may be out of options. Her cancer is rare and clearly difficult to eradicate.

Please, please pray for little Ruby, and let’s fight for a cure, for better treatments, so that kids like Chloe can embrace normality again, and kids like Ruby can have a FIGHTING CHANCE.

Please @thetruth365, please share this so others can learn about these girls. Let’s inspire the world to get behind this cause.

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cmcrazies

JJ’s desk look at all the cute photos anyone notice what looks like the photo of AJ and Phoenix right after he was born awwwww !! 

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Anonymous asked:

do u think AJ is homophobic? I heard she was Mormon and I've had some bad expiriences about being a lesbian with Mormons and now I'm just worried because I love her so much. Sorry to bug you

Well, I obviously don’t know her personally. BUT I also had no idea she was Mormon. (You learn something every day!) I DO know that she watches [Jemily videos on YouTube] and shares them with Paget, so I’m going to go ahead and say if she ships Jemily then she’s not a homophobe. 

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She is Mormon and was raised Mormon but I do believe she’s not currently practising which wouldn’t make her devout. Not all Mormons are homophobic. One of my friends is a devout Mormon and she told me that she follows the church vales which state homosexuality is wrong, but personally, she doesn’t have a problem with it.

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Tell me if I’m being stupid, but is anyone else annoyed that JJ named her baby Michael, because of Michael Hastings?

No. Because if they’re following the same trend they went with JJ’s mom, then JJ’s dad’s name is Michael. And her love for her late father would be much stronger than the fear of the captor she killed.

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wizardofahz

CM: Would You Stop Talking About Me Too?

A/N: imthegodofbacon requested JJ and her teenage daughter talking about suicide.

As the above indicates, this comes with a content/trigger warning for suicide (let me know if I should tag this for blacklisting purposes in the future).

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“What was she like?”

JJ looks up upon hearing the odd tone in her daughter’s voice. 

Stevie is sitting on the bed in JJ’s room where the latter’s folding laundry. Henry and Will are away touring colleges for the weekend, leaving the girls to themselves.

“Who?”

“Aunt Rosaline,” Stevie replies.  It’s then that JJ realizes Stevie isn’t staring through her. She’s focused on the necklace resting against her chest. “You never talk about her.”

Amazing. Sad but amazing. Thank you!

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nephyria

“asexuality is just the lack of a sex drive, or a really low one” uuhhh no. really, no. that is incorrect, you have been lied to, i’m sorry.

asexuality is the lack of sexual attraction to anyone. sex drive is your horny meter. you can still be horny and not be sexually attracted to people! similarly you can be sexually attracted to people and not be horny!! amaze

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captoring

oh my god this actually clarifies so much thank you

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odairannies

                                         I killed Sirius Black! You coming to get me?                                                                        Crucio!

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