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hi there lovely doll

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several weeks ago there was a dead bird outside of my work. it was there for a few days and finally as the weather was becoming more warm, i decided to take it home in a box to bury it. all my coworkers made fun of me, asking me why i am like this. my supervisor teased me as he stood outside with me while i picked up the bird, watching over just incase i panicked. i gently picked up its limp body and placed it in the box. 

i texted you, telling you i have a bird in the car that we will have to bury together. you said of course you'd help. you fashioned a cross with twigs and rope. as i was carrying the box, you asked me if people would think we were weird. maybe, i said. but maybe it's stranger to pretend you don't notice the bad things around you. maybe it's scary to be apathetic.

we buried the bird. i treasure the way we treated everything so gently, even the small creatures that people thought were worth ignoring.

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i will continue to break my heart. but i will love again & again & again

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in another life i’m running to the train with a bouquet of flowers and in another i’m swimming in the ocean and when i come up for air the sun is rising again and in another life we are dancing all night until our feet hurt and in another life my parents are younger and in another life i’m going to the market with you every sunday like it’s prayer and in another life i’m never shy around strangers and in this life i’m going to keep loving everyone so tenderly it’ll feel like watching all my favorite movies over and over again

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what a strange life it is. i’m nearly 23 & i still feel so small sometimes. i’m so very loved by my partner & my friends & family & i still struggle deeply sometimes. i want to write poems about this feeling but i’m not quite sure what it is. the months are slipping out of my hands & i want to offer the stars at your feet. i tell you i think the purpose of life is love, and you tell me, then let me love you

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tell me about the time you came back from  the first day of kindergarten, and the boy with brown hair  might as well have broken your heart with how little he cared about being your friend. tell me about the time you realized your parents were getting a little more gray, that they are just normal humans and you suddenly felt so small again. tell me about the time you  fell in love, and how it hurt so much because you didn’t know how to wash it out and how her eyes were so green. tell me about the time you moved away from your first house, and how you cried so hard during the drive that you didn't even see the flowers on  the road. tell me about all the times you felt so ordinary and  hopeless, about the times you didn’t want to live but are  still here,  tell me about all the times you wanted to run away but got stuck in the driveway.

I want to know anything and everything about you. (via dollpoetry)

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Wednesdays that feel like Thursdays, years that feel like months, it’s killing you isn’t it? How quickly time is passing, how you wish you could just have a few more minutes, or hours,  to just sit and watch a few movies with someone you love without losing all that time.

Slow down please.  (via dollpoetry)

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i was always so self conscious around my friends and would isolate myself unless i looked very put together, but these past few months my friends have seen me at my worst and have loved me even more for it. they've loved me even when i said i was a horrible person, they loved me enough to sit with me while i tried to eat & was gagging as i tried to stomach my food, they brought me donuts & lil gifts, they invited me with their friends to meet more people, they gave me recommendations for new books & movies & music & podcasts, they watched me pull a D to a C- & texted me to congratulate me when i made it, took me swimming, drove me to their favorite crying spots, let me cry in front of them. i feel so very lucky for all the forms love comes in 

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Everyone keeps telling me that I am still so young, that I can be anyone, but what about this body? What about this body that on some days feels like a corpse I am begging to come back alive again? I am reminded I am still alive with the way my heart is always racing, but what happens if I get to the finish line too quickly? A body I tried to destroy for so many years is finally revolting, begging me to surrender, and I want to do everything now, to feel everything, but sometimes I worry that I am just   running away from my own mortality. Sometimes I worry I won't be able to resurrect myself again.

You are so young (except you might wake up one day and not be okay)

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I can’t help but wonder: does everyone feel this way? Do we all wake up one day, and suddenly become so aware of our age that it’s nearly unbearable? I see elderly people walking by me, and I wonder: did their years pass by quickly? Or slowly? Did they have many loves, or maybe just one? Does this happen to everyone? One day you find yourself stumbling out of bed, waking from a dream where you are in your childhood home again, and you suddenly realize just how quickly time is passing you.

Is time this cruel to everyone? (via dollpoetry)

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love is catching a moth that flew in the house and putting it back outside and love is when someone i met only once runs into me at the grocery store and still remembers my name and takes the time to say hello to me and love is when a stranger holds the door open for me and love is sharing a bed with my friend since high school and love is my cat sleeping next to me every night and love is the barista who remembers my name and love is my friend sending me a playlist and love is sharing meals together and love is baking cookies for my housemate and love is the stranger that took the time to compliment me and love is my friend telling me about a book i would like and love is my friends sending me poems and love is everywhere and boundless and magnetic  

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