why oh why do i keep falling for narcissists
the pain i feel is never ending
love is fake
and gay
Anonymous asked:
I miss you, can you unblock me?
No.
i’m 30 today
but my heart feels eighty-three,
and twenty-one at the same time-
a paradox, it seems.
i’ll prance around the house and jive
to mac demarco on repeat
so very happy to be alive
despite the woes that follow me.
it comes and goes in waves, they say
but as i age i can forsee
the gulls that swell and swallow whole
have nothing on the shine in me
the light in me, outweighs the dark
the fight in me, cannot be beat
for everyday, i choose the light
and to embody positivity.
i am so loved, i love so hard
i give with no need to receive
abundant blessings flow to me
for i am in line with my higher being.
blowing out the candles today
and for once, i must admit
there is not a single wish to wish.
as being alive is the ultimate gift.
there’s a world out there its calling my name
and its calling yours too
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ok i have definitely hit a wall at this point so i’m calling it done. waterman black ink, my one true love, & colored pencil, my … would-be nemesis if i thought about them much at all. you can tell i never use them by the fact that i dropped the tray on the ground aaaaand a whole second pan of pencils popped out 😅 they did make for some interesting moments here and there, despite mostly being a pain and whatever just let the petty little animal of my body loathe what it loathes. anyway, this was a fun challenge, i had an excuse to talk to friends about mushrooms for a whole month, and i’m even pleasantly surprised by a few of these!
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u like the same music as me??? so hot, marry me
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gone are the days of my loneliness
although sometimes it may linger
here comes my knight, shining, in armor,
washes my woes , calms my angers.
reassured am i, excited is he
for talks of our future together
babies in the yard, flourishing land,
“we’ll face it no matter the weather”
spoil me, spank me, tell me i’m yours
and in return you’ll quickly admire
how loving and giving and caring i am
how deeply to your core, i’ll inspire.
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Créditos al autor.
anyway don’t be a stranger.
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abduction
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boywithalaptop-deactivated20220
is this thing on?
i bet you think about me
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getting it all out
i am infatuated with a man who doesn’t care if i live or die
my parked car was hit a week ago and their insurance still hasn’t accepted liability
i decided to go sober for an entire month and it’s fucking hard, all i want to do is rip my bong and take the edge off
my bills are piling and i don’t have another gig til next week
i would drive for door dash for the time being but the gas prices are too insane to balance it out
a “friend” abused me and is still very much in my life unfortunately and it’s effecting other people
if i take myself out of the equation i can’t help but think..... everyone would be happier
i isolate when i am depressed
i people please which is actually manipulative apparently
my lack of passion for school right now is alarming
my relationship with food is so weird right now
really wanting to self harm again. getting a tattoo last week felt so good but i cant pay 100 everytime i want to cut my flesh and release
my mind is a terrifying place to be