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currently mourning a fictional character

@millenniumpuzzle / millenniumpuzzle.tumblr.com

ruby/cloud // mid-20s // they/them // lesbian // apologies for the ygo and ff7/13 essays // ao3
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velcrooooo

reminder that coming up with some fake little dudes and creating intricate storylines in your head is a completely free and fun way to pass the time and the government can't stop you

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i’ve been learning magic the gathering and folks just have this lingo that i’m having to learn

like what do you mean two-color decks all have a special name that’s like, part of the lore or something. we can’t just call black/green decks “breen?”

@fictionalcreator god i know this is a bit but if neil breen plays mtg i would die to play against him

i KNOW he believes in the heart of the cards i feel it in my soul

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People think being self aware cancels out mental illness. That when you realise your thoughts or behaviours are irrational you just stop having/doing them

Instead what happens if you're extremely self aware and mentally ill is that you just think in a resigned kind of way "I'm being really fucking crazy right now" while being very loudly mentally ill

Sometimes you are able to tell the people around you "oh, you can ignore me rn. I'm just being extremely mentally ill rn. It will eventually pass" and then continue your erratic behaviour. But mostly it's just privately thinking: "well this is embarrassing but I can't turn it off so just gotta deal with it I guess."

It's infuriating honestly

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nothing makes u feel stupid quite like being a writer. out here googling “rooms in a house” to make sure i didn’t forget one of em. blockhead behavior.

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