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✞ luscos : one eyed
✞monstrum : m o n s t e r.
I'd rather be hurt than hurt others.
[Independent Kaneki Ken / Sasaki Haise from Tokyo Ghoul RP Blog.]
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❝You’re beautiful, you know that?❞ She said, looking at his eyes, her hand on his cheek.

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      "......... you know I'm not. You're the beautiful one here." He murmured, words barely audible. Where was this gentleness coming from? It confused him, but even more so her words had shaken something inside of him up.

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Touka had taken notice of the distant stare of the CCG frequent in Anteiku. Walking over to the table he and a few others occupied, she slid a hot cup of coffee in front of the man, Sasaki. “Peppermint flavoured. A taste of the season and such.”

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He didn't even order anything............. yet.                               Impressive.

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"You're really reading my mind, Miss Touka." He reached for the cup, fingers curling around it and absorbing its warmth. "May I try something on you before you leave?" A pause, he was steeling himself.

"I woke up this morning with a piece of lettuce sticking out of my ear..... turns out, that was just the tip of the iceberg."

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Texts with Touka

To: Kaneki [MSG]: Hide-chan came running into the cafe, blabbering something about your birthday. He was very excited and very loud. [MSG]:So ... [MSG]:Happy birthday. Or whatever.

To: Touka-chan [MSG]: I didn't feel like celebrating it, but he insisted, so I had no choice... [MSG]: Thank you, Touka. I will come around the café later, but first I'll have to unwrap Hide's present. Please let it be something appropriate this time.

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Nightly texts with Touka

To: Kaneki [MSG]:Fine. If I'm here before you in the morning, I will break a coffee cup over your head. Sleep well. Idiot.

To: Touka-chan [MSG]: I'll be there before you and if Im not I probaly deserve the coffee cup and thank you for not telling the mnager its just been a long day [MSG]: sleep well too when you do and have plesnt dreams toukachan

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Nightly texts with Touka

To: Kaneki [MSG]:I'M STILL AWAKE BECAUSE YOU CLOGGED THE SINK. IF I HAVE TO BE AWAKE, SO DO YOU. I'LL KEEP SENDING THESE UNTIL MESS IS CLEANED UP.

To: Touka-chan [MSG]: I really want to sleep please I promise I'll be at shop first tomorrow and unclog it stop shouting at me in text I can hear your voice through the letters

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Nightly texts with Touka

To: Kaneki [MSG]:Did you manage to make such bad coffee that it clogged the sink? It's half full of coffee and grounds. I will kill you next time I see you.

To: Touka-chan [MSG]: ...Touka, it's 2 in the morning. What are you even doing still being up at the café? I'm sorry about the sink and kill me all you want but you should probably get some rest.

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She could get lost in his carefree smile, the one who didn’t seem to realise there was a past he’d forgotten, or one he’d likely rather forget. Touka had to fight dropping her guard completely and falling into Kaneki, or Haise, or who ever this person was that was both her friend and so happy. Was Kaneki every this happy and satisified with life? She couldn’t be so lax, she needed to protect him, as she always tried to.

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"Well, you get coffee here, not a permanent seat, that would just be creepy." Touka turned away, needing to reinforce herself mentally, not do anything that could possibly break the case that was built around his previous life. At the coffee bar, she made him something sweet, with vanilla syrup and whipped cream. A drink the humans seemed to enjoy so much. As she put the final touches on the drink, she looked over the bar. That man, dakr hair streaked with white, had the very same eyes as her Kaneki. A balancing act, that’s what it would take to keep them together without risking mentally breaking. Steeling herself, she walked back to his table, a small smile on her lips. "I have a break soon, mind if I join you?"

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       He chuckled softly at her comment. Yes, that would be a little bit creepy. Leaning back, he tried not to stumble back into his previous thoughts and keep up his good mood, and kept himself busy by taking out some paperwork he still had to do and fortunately carried with him. He was wearing his reading-glasses when the waitress returned, and he acknowledged the special treat she made for him with little, low hum and a reinforced smile.

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        Her proposal didn't make him smile any less. “Sure, sure, it'd be nice for you to join me, actually, gives me some excuse to lay off this paperwork for a little while.” He confirmed, nodding along. “If you'd rather like to get out of here after working at the café all day, I'd accompany you anywhere...well, after I finished my coffee, that is.”  

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☽ ░░▒► He let his pen rest upon the page, shuffling aside his work as his phone alerted him to a reply. Time was well managed under his hand - there would be an opportunity to attend to his task later. For the time being… Kaneki was curiously engaged in the topic, and Tsukiyama was more than willing to comply. 

To: Kaneki [MSG]: Naturally, for it is in dreaming that one allows their true desires to run free. The waking world is the place of illusion, both quiet and loud. [MSG]: Desire is instinctual, and there is no crime in instinct - but the pure intent of nature.

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The worst about seeing his phone alert him of a new message this time, was that he had an idea about what Tsukiyama would say, and knew that he was going to be right about it. Being a half-ghoul had fed away on his principles for a long time, making him see things differently. Maybe, that third world was caged within himself.

To: Tsukiyama [MSG]: But that means that if someone feels the desire to kill or wreck havoc or do bad to others, that'd be intended of nature. Why is nature such a cruel mistress? [MSG]: But that's like asking why lions exist if there are gazelles, I suppose: pointless. Thank you for the conversation, Tsukiyama.

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;; Ayyye. I will be on holiday and elsewhere for the next four days, so I will be scarce. I do hope to slip in doing some drafts during train rides, though! Mwah.

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        With Christmas being so close, it had started to be really cold outside. It was the kind of dark winter afternoon that most people would prefer to spend with their significant others. Why... did that make him think of how he'd pondered to ask Touka if she wanted to tag along to the restaurant with him? In the end, though, she was supposed to study for her exams and probably wouldn't have wanted to go anyways. He sighed. Going to a restaurant alone felt weird.

         The manager hadn't spoken of any warnings regarding the establishment, what eased his mind a little. What didn't ease his mind was the fact that he might nibble on human meat tonight. He'd try to just go there to look around, of course, but maybe it'd be impolite to turn the offer of food down... ah, maybe, there wouldn't be any free offerings in the first place and he'd just get a cup of coffee.

       He found the place with just a little bit of searching around. He wondered whether there'd be any other ghouls, or – his stomach turned – maybe even humans that believed they were eating cattle visiting the restaurant. He had to to take a deep breath before he entered it.

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       “.....hello??”  

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