goodbye

the last picture i posted has some significance to it. i am burning this house down with my own hands, and leaving with what little i have left.

i have been posting on this blog for a long time, and it's not something i'm interested in anymore. pictures are beautiful and wonderful, but they don't fulfill me of anything other than a brief feeling of some sort. i can't keep looking at pictures and wishing i was there as i sit in my bed, miserable as can be. i have to go out and find pictures on my own.

and i tried being a poet, and i tried venting. i tried to put my thoughts out into the world, but none of you listened. i tried to tell you things about me but you didn't respond. you didn't care, so long as you got your pretty pictures. you didn't stop to think of who i was for but a moment. you just used me so you could get attention on your own little microcosm.

so, i'm leaving. this blog will remain up but i will no longer be active. i am not telling anyone where i'm going. goodbye to you all, you silent observers who never did a damn thing for me your entire lives. adieu to the lovers i tagged in my posts, as i met you and slowly lost you. and most importantly, goodbye to my despair and useless ties. i don't need this blog. i don't need you followers. i don't need the memories i shared with the people i used to love. and i especially don't need an archive of the loathing i've felt for myself. fuck you all! goodbye!