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youreperfecttt
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thewordsyouneverunderstood
But you out of everyone I’ve ever loved were the only one who was deserving of it, yet you were the one too afraid to hold it between your hands and I want to tell you that I am both angry and sad that you didn’t think you loved me like I deserved because we both know, you loved me as best as you could and it was enough. Wait, don’t say a word. Save it. I don’t want to hear it. Don’t apologize for not being better for me, don’t tell me that the timing was wrong, don’t tell me that if we were meant to be together we would be, because the truth is, you should’ve already learned that nothing worth having comes easy. You should’ve fought for love, like a burning house, like you knew the scars you’d end up with would be worth it. You’re a coward, you deserved me. You took three steps forward and ten steps back and decided that I was too kind for you, too soft spoken, said my heart was in the right place, said yours never had been. I know you were scared, it shook you to think that you could love anything, shook you to think that I could be the one who wrecked you. I’m ready to forgive you, but forgetting takes much longer time, that love was meant to stay.

- Fuck you for being scared // thewordsyouneverunderstood (via thewordsyouneverunderstood)

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akajlee-deactivated20161005
one day you two will meet again she’ll be wearing a dress that you never got to see high heels and the lipstick that you never really liked, but now it’s the most beautiful color you’ve ever seen her nails will be painted your favorite color her hair will be in curls down to her waist and she will smell like your favorite of her perfumes you will hear her voice and it will take you back you’ll remember all of the i love yous that she said and the prayers that she prayed you’ll see her smile you’ll remember how happy she made you and you’ll remember what it felt like when her lips touched yours so gently but so passionately and how sweet she tasted you’ll look in her eyes and you’ll remember all the tears, all the apologies, all the i miss yous you’ll remember the way it felt to leave her to lose her and it’ll sting but only for a second because you moved on a long time ago but you’ll wonder oh, you’ll wonder you’ll wonder why you ever walked away from a woman like her.

(via rootedandestablished)

my heart physically hurts reading this

(via pearlsandcurlsandpreppygirls)

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moonlyaffairs
Two years later A girl sits in front of her ex lover. He doesn’t say a word And her heart doesn’t ache for him anymore. Her hair is longer than it’s ever been. She is even more beautiful than the day he left her. And at that moment, He panics. He lost her. And he can never have her back. He can just watch her be beautiful And in love With someone else.

Zienab Hamdan - The day when the tables turn (via moonlyaffairs)

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rigormortisbabyd0ll

People who say sadness doesn’t hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. I’ve felt it in my legs, my jaw, my head, my quivering lips, aching eyes, and my aching chest. It hurts my chest the most because it literally feels like your heart is in pain.

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Anonymous asked:

"they" have nothing to do with you. people make choices for unknown reasons. i dont know why i make half the choices i do. i dont know why i feel the way i do about certain people. you are not subpar, you are gorgeous and perfect. fuck them, be strong. you'll definitely find someone better.

I wasn't good enough for him to straight up tell me what's going on. After what happened, my self confidence just dropped down. I wish I could not care. I wish I could brush it off so easily like he did. But I just can't.

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