Derek Walcott, from “Dark August,” Collected Poem, 1948-1984 (Farrar, Straus, and Giroux, 1986)
Sam Sax, “Gambling Myths,” published in Boston Review (via bostonpoetryslam)
Rebecca Solnit, A Field Guide to Getting Lost (via nemophilies)
Wendell Berry, from “The Silence” (via stoicremains)
Margaret Atwood, from Moral Disorder and Other Stories; “The Other Place,” (via violentwavesofemotion)
Camille Rankine, from “Necessity Defense of Institutional Memory,” Incorrect Merciful Impulses (via rhaegartargaryen)
Lorne Ryan, Mother Tongue (via defense-mechanisms)
Simon Van Booy, from “Tiger, Tiger,” Love Begins in Winter: Five Stories (Harper Perennial, 2009)
You know, I don't quite think I'll ever measure up to my own goals or be who I want to be. I used to lay out all these great idealistic goals for myself and I don't see them coming any closer. They hang like carrots in front of the horse's face. But I am a mule and refuse to move. I'm exploring the roots of my jealousy. Of others, of those close to me, of mundane bullshit like the shape of someone else's body in comparison to my own. And I'm finding that both the seed and flower of jealousy's stem is empathetic in its nature. I'm not ashamed anymore to say I want things for myself that I see in others. Partly because I know what it's like to have had it, and partly because I can empathize with what having it must feel like. And I don't know... I let it lap at me like water & sometimes it erodes at the core of me. & Sometimes I am an echo chamber, murmuring those jealousies until they sound like a different language altogether. Either way I feel like I'm both growing and standing still.
Anne Sexton, from The Complete Poems: “The Civil War,” (via violentwavesofemotion)
Lorne Ryan, Mother Tongue
Lorne Ryan, Saturday Evening Masturbation
When did my body stop being a body? I wanted to be the knife in every scenario. To collapse into myself and emerge as something unbearable.
Lorne Ryan, Two Joes Dancing Mid-January (via defense-mechanisms)