There are all kinds of little hints that Johnnys memories are corrupted

Literally playing Love like fire right now and here is what I noticed in the first 5 minutes:

All the sudden Johnnys right handed shooting. ( He's left handed)

Spider Murphy sounds like Misty

This seems to me like V and Johnny are already mixing.

The second time playing through Cyberpunk is when i realized Johnny's " memories" really aren't accurate because you can choose conversations. "Memories" in viso games should 100% be railroaded IMO. Otherwise it's unreliable.

I really wish there was an ending in cyberpunk punk where you truly just do nothing and it's like a gradual shift of you and Jonny switching places and you just don't know when exactly he became the lead and you the voice in his head

Me: headcannon my Male Corpo V is an Arasaka GMO designer test tube baby genetically designed to be the pique physique tall strong yada yada ..

Cyberpunk Photomode: * short king*

No joke Panam is taller then him 😭

Spoilers for Cyberpunk 2077

So i got to the end .. to the secret ending and i legit cried... Legit all I could think of was " but Johnny your my best friend... Why cant you just comeback with me? Or something... What am I supposed to do without your annoying ass in my ear 24/7"

And now all I can do is hope I can find some weird mysterious archive with his DNA so i can clone him and maybe my v and then Alt can some how remove him from herself and upload us back into new bodies... Idk I'm just dreaming...

Man i feel like a sociopath or something

Everyone out here all sad Over Edgerunners and I'm like.... Meh... Shit happens.

Maybe it was Game of Thrones that desensitized me to it .. idk...

So...I finished AoT and i just need to talk.

[SPOILERS]

We good now??? Ok cool

I AM SO HEART BROKEN OVER EREN JAEGER. His named now gives me the same heart ach pain as Nina (FMA). I know that the logical and proper conclusion is that he has always been a psycho path and a murder ( que the It's Been Agatha All Along music) but i can't help but to feel like everytime throughout this whole show /story he cried out about being free it was his attempt to be defiant to his future self. I remember starting season 4 after the time jump and seeing the light gone form Erens eyes and just how .. like he gave into going through the motions . Like his heart isnt in it. And to find out in a weird way yes he was the end all cause but that Founder Ymir was also heavily implied to be influencing him to this point just makes me feel like ..... The boy who cried for freedom was the biggest slave of all. None of them had a chance at free will until Ymir let go. At first i was thinking he was pulling a Dr. Manhattan (Watchmen). Making himself the enemy to unite the rest of the world with a common foe. But i now i just feel like he never had a choice at all. It reminded me very much of my favorite book The Time Travelers Wife. The book not the movie because through out the book Henry ( the actual main character not his wife lol) tries so hard to change significant events in his life and he CANT. There is one instance when he is in a room with himself . Present Henry and future Henry. Future Henry tells past Henry sorry and opens his bedroom door when he's naked and someone walks by and sees him and he gets really embarrassed and shuts the door and starts scalding his future self. And all future Henry can say is " that's how it happened for me too ". He stuck on a track and can't changed anything. Eren is stuck on a track and it doesn't matter that he does things he doesn't want to . "it's how it happens"

I saw an awesome video about how Eren has just been a psycho serial killer the whole time and none of us wanted to see if because we liked him and I'm not saying it's not valid or that they were wrong. I'm just saying how i am seeing and expiriencing this character and I'm heart broken and sad and deviated and grieving my favorite character and needed to vent 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔