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i did it. 

i was tired of living life without the person i wanted to live my life with. i was tired of being alone. i was tired of spending holidays alone. i was tired of being asked where you were by some of my friends whom after 3 years... you have not met yet.

you know, i remember dating someone who literally worshipped the ground that i walked on. he made sure that he celebrated me no matter how small my wins were. meanwhile, there i was, finishing my masters, a degree i had done while also working full-time as a nurse during the most traumatic eras one could ever be a fuckin nurse, and all i got was a congratulatory text.

and what hurt the most was how you never told the most important person in your life about me. its so fucking weird that i’m closer to my ex’s sister than my current partner’s sister cause she hasn’t got a fuckin clue about my existence. 

i remember the moment i realized i was done. you told me that you had to bail on plans. fine. work shit comes up i get it. then you proceed to tell me how you were so annoyed. and i thought “oh he must be annoyed that he can’t see me tonight because of his workload.” No. you were annoyed with your new office view. i remember this moment as i was sitting at my windowless, tiny ass shoebox of an office and i literally spat my coffee out. i felt sooo dumb lmao. i had to even ask if you felt any remorse.

i told myself for a long time that you were trying your best, and that was enough for me. but i think i let myself live in disappointment for far too long. cause i wanted it to be you. i wanted you to be my person so bad. and I feel like I’ve made the biggest mistake of my life… but then some girl on tiktok said that it is okay if i decide that you trying your best, is not enough for me.

Matches burn after the other Pages turn and stick to each other Wages earned and lessons learned But I, I'm right where you left me

taylor swift singing abt how jake gyllenhaal made her feel on her birthday is so damn relatable. 

😍🤩😍🤩

“and then, he left me on read... 🤣”

This beauty got married today!! So much fun taking part in a Sikh wedding 💕💕💕