CHAPTER 56 [ Part 2 ]
“ What are you doing here ? ”
“ Why would I hide ? From who ? ”
“ Why are you laughing ? ”
“ Just glad you’re thinking about… ”
“ thinking about what ? ”
I really don’t understand him. He’s laughing again.
Normally I would firmly say “ you wish ” but now I can only keep silent and avoid his eyes.
“ Don’t touch me . I’m sweaty … I’m dirty. Where are we going ? ” I wanted to make an excuse but he didn’t say anything.
He looked so serious today.
“ I can’t go . I have to talk to P ”
“ No, just sit we need to talk ”
“ Can, do you love me ? ”
“ … ” why did he ask me a question like that ?
( Tin POV )
He’s confused that’s a great opportunity to ask him.
I don’t like to text someone whom he dosn’t reply. Can usually answer me immediately. He didn’t saw my message for a whole week .
There are 2 reasons : he’s still hating me, after all I’m the one who is in love with him, or he’s sad because of something else.
“ Is it so ? ” As I finished he opened his eyes widely
“ Well you know I like you. Sooner or later I’ll ask you. ”
Can scratched his hair and said: “ Oooh !! ”
He suddenly raised his head to look at me “can’t you change your question ?”
I sighed. I also know that getting the answer I want isn’t easy.
“ Will you date me Can ? ”
“ I told you to change the subject not the way you ask me. It’s the same question ”
“ For how long do you want us to last ? ”
I looked at him seriously
Cantaloupe shouted loudly : “ Ae said I’m jealous because of you ”
I admit I don’t like the idea of Can mentioning other people, but at least.. this is a good thing
“ Pete also said I care about you … and P'Type said I’m in love…”
“ Tin…I don’t understand what they’re saying ”
“ I don’t know if I’m really jealous of you, I don’t know if I care about you more than other people ”
“ Why do you think you like me ? ”
“ I’m very happy when i’m with you ” I said the easiest answer…
“ When I’m with Ae, Pete , Pond and my classmates I feel happy ”
My feelings for Can are hard to explain.
With Can I’m more than just happy…
Huh! No wonder his expression is weird
For me Can is like…Oxygen…I was submerged in the water, it was Can who saved me .
I can’t explain my feelings .
I think I can’t live without Can .
“ I’m not oxygen. I breathe out carbon dioxide . I’ll breathe in ”
“ I just know that I like you ” I sighed
“ I still don’t understand ”
“ Don’t like when lemon said you’re dating Pete . I don’t like this feeling ”
“ I want to be just a friend to you Tin ”
I closed my eyes and clenched my fists. I can’t control my anger and hit the steering wheel.
I don’t want to be just a friend. I want more than that. I want to be a special man in his eyes. I can’t breathe.
Why …
When I really wanted something, i can’t have it .