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Visit the Void

@local-occupanther / local-occupanther.tumblr.com

I'm Neil. Existentialist. 27. Virgo. Promoting visual-stimulation. Inactively-active. Enjoy the Visit.
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No matter how much I throw myself into work and distractions there is this feeling that just keeps surfacing. It's like an urge, but somewhat different. It's almost like my inner-self is screaming and gnashing it's teeth. It's like an urge to use again, like this strong desire, but it also feels upsetting, and despondent. I can't quite it, and it gets harder and harder to suppress. I'm angry because of it, and feel angry because I have no control over it.

Fuck this.

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