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Shaed

@leshaed / leshaed.tumblr.com

WIP Forever?
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Superposition Ch 8!

I WAS going to post a preview on Tumblr. Then I realized Ch 8 is basically smut and nothing else. Meaning there's nothing to spoiler except positions and permutations. Erm, whoops?

So without further ado!

Superposition, Chapter 8 by Shaed
Free! fanfic. Rated E for explicit content.  Makoto/Haru/Rin in various permutations.  Seriously NSFW, please do not click in public place, etc.  And please, if you're underage, don't let me or your parents/relevant authorities know you're reading smut on the internet. XD

And that's it for Superposition, folks! Thank you so much for all your support. :D

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Imminent Implosion Alert!

Bad news for anyone still checking this account for Superposition updates?

Real life doomsday event is fast approaching, and I will be down for the count for at least the next 3 weeks or so. This week will be frantic rush to Get Things Done (which I'll fail), and I'll be dead for a week or two. D: D: D:

In the meantime, here's a peace offering in the form of a smut. It's an AU take on Chapter 7 of Ad_Astra’s Denial is Not Just a River in Egypt. AKA Twitter is the conduit of All Things Evil. It's Seijuurou/Haru and...try not to think too much about that? :D

Challenge Accepted by Shaed
Free!  Rated E for explicit content.  3,375 words.  Mikoshiba Seijuurou/Nanase Haruka.  ...did I mention smut?

Also, for the record, not only did gestahlt terribly enable this, she was gracious enough to beta it too. (Then I changed everything so all the mistakes are mine, FYI.)  What with all the enabling encouragement from Twitter, this bastard lovechild was doomed to hatch.

In conclusion: NOT MY FAULT! Except the part I wrote the whole thing. But that hardly counts! Orz.

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I Can Has Twitter?

I'll follow/follow back if you have Twitter account too? I'm sure I'm the last one to get it around here but not everybody has similar guessable usernames and I are lazy. D:

PS, I basically talk about smut and nothing else. You have been warned, forewarned is forearmed, etc.

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Oh my God, you lovely, crazy, amazing you!! Thank you so much for the new chapter - it has made my entire shitty week disappear in a bright flash! You and your works are like the Sun, thank you so much for writing this!! Hope you have a lovely day!!!

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Sorry for the super-late reply. D: I FAIL at keeping touch lately. I’m glad you enjoyed it! And thank you so much for being so wonderful and supportive. ♥ This ask was MY drop of sunshine to last me the week. Thank you for that. :D

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Anonymous asked:

I was just re-checking Superposition to see if you'd updated and I had just missed the subscription notification, which lead me to checking your tumblr, and I'm glad to see you're working on it still (even if you're not going to be posting for a while) I know /i/ don't mind if you split the remaining chapters up - huzzah for more smut!

Superposition Ch 7 is now up!  I’m terribly, terribly sorry about the late reply.  :/  I had a right mess in RL for the last month and half and didn’t have a chance to get back to you.  I’ll have to post up another preview of Ch 8 to Tumblr as a thank-you.  Sorry about the long delay.  =)

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sugarblaster

omg much discuss, very reply:

wwww i got into a whole new world with HaruRin (switching is so hot). I want a MakoRinMako fic where they switch right in the middle. Or a MaRinKa one. i see...
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leshaed

So the original reply I made to sugarblaster was this:

Re: what 73n said: To me, ultimately it's how they relate overall. For most relationship I see partners willing to switch, even if they get comfy with one configuration. For some, the positions may be (important) part of their dynamic. And physical aspect is only one part of the equation, so actually, I tend to seek an overall balance, not just position-wise. =)

Which was cut off because I am too wordy. Word, yo.

Overall balance tends to be pretty important for me. This does come into play a lot in my fics because I use physicality (including sexuality) as a form of communication a LOT. I think communication — verbal, physical, or otherwise — has a LOT to do with a character’s particular idiom. Physicality in particular can be similar to their usual dynamics or very different, but for that aspect I don’t really think of the dynamics so much in top/bottom roles as leader/follower, and that on two levels: on the physical and the mental/emotional. In most cases unless a pair manages to hit a balance of who leads and who follows in their overall relationship, I CANNOT COPE WITH IT. For example, if one person leads physically, s/he must allow for the other partner to lead mentally/emotionally, and/or be willing to switch. With that comfort zone given, sure, a bit of D/S play can be hot, done just right.

With smut this gets on a slippery rope because what's hot doesn't always follow the balance model to a T. But, sexual intimacy is NOT, in truth, THE THING for me (no really, stop laughing) even if it can sometimes be a milestone (say, first time for a couple), or an important expression of the couple's dynamics. In the end it's only one part of the relationship. It's the relationship as a whole, including sexuality/physicality, that has to be balanced for my poor lil' mind.

ALSO WORD, because I have the coolest people on my dash. ♥

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Shaed: Progression

Life's been quite busy, and updating Superposition has sadly been relegated to the backseat. =( Sorry, folks. I'm trying to get back to it, though, so there should be an update soon-ish.

I was working on a post that I decided was too lame & way too long, so here's the pictorial summary:

Guess which stage Free! is stuck at right now. lol

I vaguely remember promising some sort of update for Superposition. Does a sneak-peek count? This is largely pre-edit, though, so the final product will differ. D: Also, please note this section is mainly Rin/Haru with mention of Makoto.

Superposition, Ch 7 excerpt:

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Hello, you awesome person! How are you? I am a big fan of your fanfic "Superposition" and completely enchanted with your Code Geass short work as well! I just wanted to thank you for writing such stories and wish good luck on your next ones! Hope you have a lovely day and thank you for brightening mine with your written words!

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ZOMG thank you SO MUCH!

Code Geass?  XD  Seriously?  I was a little bit worried about that one, actually.  For those who thought Superposition was my usual MO I feared Imperial/Majesty might come as a bit of a shock.  Code Geass is closer to my true colors than Superposition.

And thank YOU for brightening up my day with yours!!

PS, sorry for the late response.  Had a week (and weekend) from hell. x__x

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I’m anti-feminist for many of the same reasons I’m an atheist.

So you don’t believe women exist?

Its okay. I’m an atheist because I don’t believe in something I can’t see or touch. I suppose women are much like that for you.  

Somebody get him some ice.

okay, but a dude has to do it, cause he’s gonna freak the fuck out if he sees some floating ice coming over to him.

10/10

This is still great

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leshaed

Sometimes I seriously love you Tumblr.

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OK. SO I need to have a rant about the whole Dog vs Owner vs dangerous debate. Many people have been going on the defensive about dogs commonly being labelled as dangerous, by saying that it’s basically all about how they are raised. This argument is generally to do with staffies, bulldogs and rottweilers, bull terriers etc.  Victoria has recently taken to banning some breeds of dogs because they are deemed too dangerous. These may be pure or cross bred American Pit Bull Terriers (or Pit Bull Terriers), Perro de Presa Canarios (or Presa Canario), Dogo Argentinos, Japanese Tosas, or Fila Brasileiros. They also have a tight restriction on other breeds they deem to be dangerous including the muzzling of some breeds when out in public spaces and strict fencing laws etc. The statistics really speak for themselves I’m afraid. Dog attacks are becoming more and more frequent and yes, generally speaking they almost always involve dogs from the breeds or cross breeds of the above listed types. The popular argument that “the dog is not dangerous, it’s how they are raised” is wearing a little thin, and if one actually does their research and digs into the facts about these dog attacks (particularly in regards to attacks on children and infants), one would have a better understanding as to why this excuse just does not gel. More often than not these attacks are by a family pet, often been in the family for years and loved and cherished by the owners, and actually trained properly to be able to deal with children. When people turn around and use “these dogs aren’t dangerous, if you raise them right” that’s effectively blaming the owners for their child being mauled by a dog. That’s not a fair call - and nobody is in a place to judge. The do not know how the dog was raised, the factors behind what happened or the tempermant of the dog. So many people are quick to jump on the "let’s blame the owner/child for being bitten because we love (Insert dangerous dog breed) and I own one and mine isn’t dangerous so it’s not the dogs fault it must be the owner". There is no way of accuaratly 100% predicting an animals behavior. Not even the best of the best can stop some animals from reacting the way they do. I have had family friends whom have trained their dogs to the best of their ability even professional training - only for these dogs to turn. We do not know what goes on inside an animals brain, we cannot even begin to comprehend their thought pattern and their triggers. Hell we can barely comprihend the human brain - what gives us a right to believe we know animals any better? Animals are tamed and domesticated by popular society - so we can have a buddy, a best friend, a companion. But they are not naturally like that - anymore than we humans are natural sea dwellers and are able to breathe underwater. Laughable? The same goes for any animal society tries to domesticate. Their own natural ability and instinct will always over ride any good training. There is no rhyme or reason as to why animals suddenly turn. There are not always clear indicators. But NOONE - no owner, no parent and especially no child can actually predict and can be 100% certain of any animals behavior. It’s one of the risks of mixing children with animals. People should stop with the blame game. In most cases, it has NOTHING to do with how the dog was raised. Some over riding instinct gave way to every other trained behavior. In some cases, dogs will attack out of jealousy especially of infants and new family members in the household, feeling threatened or well, because they can. Animals are not governed by the same rational logical though processes people have. We cannot expect to understand or predict their behavior because that is impossible.

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leshaed

FYI, I own a dog, a tiny Maltese I adore madly.  A couple years ago he was attacked by a pit bull mix while we were on a walk.  The attack ripped my dog's back open but luckily, he survived.  The attack was completely unprovoked and unexpected.  The attacking pit mix in question was raised with another tiny toy breed in the house and the family's 4-year-old daughter.

I didn't hate the other dog for attacking mine back than and I still don't now.  It wasn't something anyone could have predicted.  But the dog could have attacked something else, like a child, just as easily.  I adore dogs, but I don't think expecting animals to conform to human standards of rational behavior will ever fly, no matter how human-like they seem.

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Superposition Woes: Reprise

Yeah, so the chapter 7 that was giving me hell?  That's gonna have to be divided into chapter 7 and 8 because the smut portion's gotten monstrously long.  Clearly, more smut = viable solution to all my problems.  If I'm lucky, maybe the readers won't even notice how lame the chapters 6 & 7 are!

On the upside, I think I may be approaching the end. :D  Not a moment too soon because I have tons of other stories waiting for some quality writing/revising/posting time. D:

Also Matsuoka Rin what have you done to my brain, I'm writing non-sexy thoughts in the middle of a goddamn smut. Less romance and more smut plzkthnxbye.

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Anonymous asked:

ah, i just realized my last ask could be read as anon hate... i'm asking because i've been f5'ing superposition all day everyday.

Combining two questions. =)  I’m still alive, but quite under the weather.  Sorry to everyone who’s been waiting for Superposition update.  Barring issues, it should go up in a few hours, tomorrow at the latest.

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Writing Superposition.

I'm kinda surprised by the positive reception I got on AO3 for Superposition.  Very happy, but surprised.  (Probably a bad idea to mention I've been kinda stuck after Ch 5? lol)  I came late to Free! fandom and Superposition isn't a serious fic endeavor by any means, and I was pretty much hashing out characters as I went.  Plus super duper lazy editing.  I have a really rough partial-drafts for Ch 6 and Ch 7, but no idea if they'll coalesce okay or fall apart.  Man, this is why I hate posting before I finish.

Ah well, maybe the next fic idea percolating will pan out better. That one's shaping out to be a pure Makoto/Rin piece so far.  Unsurprisingly.  So far Makoto/Rin has had overwhelming fics in favor and I go where pretty shiny fics lead.

Well, pretty shiny fics with E rating. :D Possibly this is why I got stuck after Ch 5 in Superposition. (Write more smut content - viable solution?  Discuss.)

Baaack to the drawing board then.

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