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Flaw Of The Human Design

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Riley | 18 | Auckland, NZ | ISFP | Feel free to message or vent
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exu-lan-sis

the worst feeling is watching your room get messier and knowing you should clean it at some point and motivating yourself to clean it and trying to clean it but ending up not being able to do anything

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gothflavored

what depression is really like:

  • not showering regularly
  • not bushing your teeth regularly
  • living in filth
  • caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them
  • thinking about suicide more than graduating
  • considering suicide whenever any problem arises
  • tired
  • no motivation
  • no energy
  • walking is so hard
  • sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired
  • laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move
  • feeling nothing but sometimes everything
  • knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone
  • that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”
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art--felt

I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain and your body is constantly trying to maintain equilibrium. so if one emotion sky rockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit to release that emotion packaged neatly within a tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can’t hold on to all of it. So what I’ve learned is that crying signifies that you are feeling as much as humanely possible and that is living to the fullest extent. So keep feeling and cry often and as much as needed

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